Responsibility

It is raining cats and dogs lately....And, yesterday I saw a touching incident...

Yesterday morning, while everyone are preparing the hot and delicious breakfast, preparing to read newspapers...Hmm...where is today's newspapers? Oh man.... the paperboy forgot to deliver it again....Just a short while, a motorcycle rode in and gave me newspaper. He is not a boy, but an uncle...And, what touched me most, is he was drenched...He has raincoat, but he used it to wrap the newspapers....in order to deliver it to customer's hand in good condition. I was quite touched while I saw it...He is really a responsible worker even he is just a deliveryman....

Yea, every work should be done with responsible...Where am i,where the responsible is....I think no one can withstand with those who is NATO (No action, talk only). Responsible is the major principle in life...by this, we can won other's trust...

Stepping into working life, really, every work need to be done with responsibility and never afraid being taken for granted...By this, you can learn more....never afraid to suffer.....Do what you think is correct and should be done....

School holidays is going to start. At first, I have a pretty plan for my holidays, where I am going to have vacation somewhere, but now all are froth....=(...I need to guard SPM examination...It is a 'good' news to me...Hahaha~~At first, I was not in the list as i just came to the school for few weeks. But, there is a teacher who he needs to accompany his wife for operation. Then, he found another young teacher to substitute him. Yet, that young teacher went back on his promise, as he stayed quite far away....Then, they targeted me.....I don't want. also..Who wants such bored thing?!...I asked them to let me ponder for a while....Anyway, i promised them at last...Don't why, after I said okay, both of them looks like discharged, and I have no feeling of sad or regret too...Just helping others, indeed, they really need help...Hmm...Holiday? holiday with students? haha....

I wish to have a different Christmas this year, the first Chirstmas I gonna have in my hometown after being away for 4 years....=)

p/s: That uncle is deliveryman from See Hua Daily News..^^

How to be a good teacher?

I am on my way searching for the suitable to entertain my students....How to be a good teacher? This is the question I asked quite frequent lately... I want to be strict, but this teacher will be blacklisted by the students..will become the thorn in students' flesh...If I be smooth with them, they will 'climb up' high, to the forehead, even you asked them to come down, they don't even want....

Teaching nowadays no longer about teach only, but about class control...I always being reminded that, teacher is judged by how is he or she controls the class....Teaching can be improved anytime, but priority is well-administering the class... once you failed to control the class, the students won't follow you anymore....It is indeed tired to be strict every time, to be firm every time....Oh....will I get hypertension after few years? hmm....wondering...

The 3rd week i came to my new school...I have more or less fit with the environment...Don't know why, i felt that i will be stay in this school for a long time.....will i?

I am still the same

Still the same? ya, the bad habits still the same....4 years staying outsides, i though i have learned of how to get around with others, even with my family...Worse that I am still the same, maintain as a self-centered girl, maintain as a bad-tempered girl, maintain as an easily frustrated girl....

Since back, frank to say, i don't much treasure my family. Worse that i always quarrel with them and 'peel' their heart, who the most is my parents....Never once i say sorry to them, but always is them who started to talk to me...But, the thorns are still there....

In the last 4 years, i seldom quarrel with them, i doubt that, is it away from family will make me treasure my family more? staying under one roof only makes more conflicts? That's why i always want to leave...Since i know my posting in my hometown, i was so disappointed and told my parents, that's what they gave me...They have to withstand the consequences....

I hate myself, i know i should not talk that every heartrending words, but i can't control my damn mouth! Always regret after everything is too late..All of these were just excuses, excuses to make myself feeling better for not have brave to leave....I am a coward....

Life still going on....

I met with some new friends lately...It is really happy to get around with them..But, yesterday, a boy texted me got any interest to buy insurance...I was quite disappointed and stunned...I hate this kinds of business...and no interest at all... Since this, I started to think, did he got such intention since he met us? Why friendship cannot be simple? Is it friend is to be 'used'? I doubting....And, when met with him again today, I have some kinds of weird feeling....Am i too sensitive towards this? Am I overlooked it?

Posted to new school last week and it is really a 'special' school to me...I still need a long long time to change, alter, shift, adapt myself with the new enviroment...The students are the damn big headache to me....They are so 'special'....and such a great different with the kids in my temporary school....Haiz...I miss my kids.....Such a great pity that day can't accompany them for the last day...Sorry kids, for my broken promise....

I don't know how long I will stay here....I admit, i don't want to stay here, even a minute is such a long time to me...But, i persuade myself, it is a fact and can't be changed anymore...face it, accept it....After some years, you may go, as you done with your promise already....Don't be upset anymore....Life still going on...

Weird day

Today i met with so many weird things...First, i went to the only standarded shopping center in my hometown. When i went to ladies' handbags corner, i heard that someone sounds like shouting or scolding people. When i approached, it is true...A girl is scolding her colleague in open air...And the words are so unpleasant to hear...Oh man, what a shame...You are smearing your company's name just because you are 'deviating'... Ok, fine, you are in anger, you want to voice out, ok....But, please don't in public place...It is so unpleasant...

Then, in the afternoon, i went to another shopping center...Oh my, I was pretty happy as i found my liking again....phewit....><...So, I asked the sales girl to put it at the counter first....But, But, oh man....when I want to pay the money, it's lost...Then the cashier told me, a woman bought it.....Abu............Should I say she is blur or she actually wants to buy it, but i was one step faster than her? Then, the sales girl said she will call me if the woman returns it...Haha...what a crap....Who will return it? just a shirt....hai...This is the first time i met such absurb thing.....=( Then, i went jogging after back from shopping....You know what is the hottest item among students nowadays? Deng deng....It is magic cube...I saw children bring it all along their life. In classroom, i saw it. In outdoor, i saw it again...I saw it everywhere.... Students are very crazy with this plaything nowadays. Even primary students at my tuition center are also crazied with it....They even testing me for how fast i can finish it...Haha...what a big laugh...i don't even play it before...So, i went to buy one and try myself....Oh...so racking my brain..... I haven't resolve it...=(...

With a magic cube in hand, you are an IN people....^^

The final countdown for PMR

It is PMR examination tomorrow. And this is what the students waiting for. Today, i saw a top-notch Form 3 student cried while discussing the essay topics with her teacher.... When i saw in eyes, i felt so pity with the student. Sometimes, not be the top or the last, but be the middling is the best. And i was so glad that my students until today still happy go lucky. Studies should not a nightmare, but nature and welcoming....Students nowadays facing lots of tension and stress. They are the machine for exam. When you are good, you will be praised and vice versa.....It is reality...

Talking about my students, what to say, sometimes i felt that they are a little bit over. In these five days extra classes with them, what can say, they want to learn, but, their basic is too bad. Rome doesn't built in a day. Good work is accumulating and not miracle....No one can escape from it. But, I did see that they already tried very hard... All the best to the students.

How time flies!!! I have been accompany the kids for 5 months. Frankly speaking, i really hate them at first, but now, i can say that, i will cry if tomorrow is my last day with them. They gave me lots of happiness and memories. Sure there are despair and headache things, but, just forget about that, they are still likable. In these few months being a temporary teacher, what i learn most is face any circumstance with ordinary heart, don't put too much expectation. If planning doesn't work or became a nonsense, it doesn't matter. Sometime no planning is good too..As heart is still flexible, when changes came, just shift my heart to face it...

God, i pray for my students. Please give them an ordinary mind and heart as well as wisdom to face the exam. No matter how is their performance, that's is what the outcomes of their efforts. Ready them for the changes coming.....What is in my mind now is I hope that the kids will try their very best and never give up at the last moment. May God bless you all, kids!!!

Crazy with online buying....

Lately i was crazy with online buying, but the level still below my friend. I just like to view and explore, but not really will buy it...
Introduce you two websites where you can buy the bags online without fly to taiwan or korea...You just have to explore, target a bag, contact the dealer, bank in the money and wait for the bag to arrive...Actually i am follow my friend who is so smart in such thing and she can be said an expert dy...haha...

http://www.price.jimfashion.my/and http://baglovers08.blogspot.com/. I usually will go jimfashion as here have more choice and much more pretty...And, this is the first bag that i buy online, but will arrive after two months. So, after i received the bag, i will update my post....

If the quality of the bag is ok and the dealer is reliable, then i plan to buy those bags,
If in irony, sorry...won't consider anymore

Actually i wanted to buy it for a long time dy, but, tahan first...tahan...wait...

hmm...still considering to buy two of these...

Online buying got risks too...No refund or product exchange is you don't like the product. But, it is fun...At least we have more choices...It is really hard to buy bags in my hometown...

Am i make them too tension?

Public exam is around the corner and I was teaching one of the exam class. Indeed, i always keep on reminding them that don't waste your time anymore...No more time for you to relax. But you know how was the students response me...Oh, teacher, don't talk anymore, we are tension too....One of the student even wrote this scene in her essay....haha....But what i saw from them, they are still senang-senang....=(...Haiz...headache...

Last week, i attended a prayer meeting for the students...During the prayer, I kept on thinking that, am i giving too much stress for the students? Am i? Students nowadays no longer only facing academic stress, but also stress from their family, school and peer. Their studies no longer simple...When they got the bad results, teachers will only scold them..But who knows, they did really try hard to excel...Yet, out of expectation...I hope when the school reopen, i can use a more wisdom way to accompany them to tide over this period....

Last night, have a gathering with my uni mates....Phew...what i heard from them, all have the same opinion - after started working, the value of the note is limit and limit again... I hope i can cope with such problem in future...

Again, i met with her last night, a girl who is really really tough and again, I was so solute with her....Even she's facing so many family problems, yet till now, she still can be a happy-go-lucky gal, just like a normal and happy gal....she is really a tenacious gal...She always said that, If there is no God, she is also no longer there...Just haven't seen for a few months, she is just like grown up to be a big sister... In before, she is absolute acceptance, but now, she is the determiner. Yea...If surroundings no longer can be changed, then change your heart to face it....That is the warrior and not coward.... Gal, hope that you can continue to cast off all of these with the power of God's love....May God bless you....

Response..

What i read from the last post, all replies are so warm and touching...I now face everything with open heart, no more turning in the square...yea...it is indeed tired to always facing same thing with same mood, dull.....when something no longer can alter, then alter my heart in facing it...

Teaching life is indeed a great challenge to me....Many things are my first trial and my very first hand experience...maybe I am putting a pretty high expectation on myself, even i don't how far i can go...learning from the previous, don't always expect the outcomes will be pretty good...something may happen....=)

Well well...till today, i can only say that teaching nowadays indeed uneasy...I was wondering, why students are so easy to get satisfaction? satisfy with their 'good' result... satisfy with their present mode... Hardly can feel their urge to promote...Even the long experienced teachers are headache....Can the students change a bit....change to be better?

Expectation

I was quite down now....Lately, i have quite a high expectation on few things, but, seems all outcomes were so 'surprised' me...i was indeed down, i admit...Is it i don't have to put any expectation on it? just expect it I will fail, the outcomes will be my favorite....Is it that what we call hope?

Suddenly felt that i was such a great failure, every that through my hand is such a suck....I put lots of effort to make it good, i tried my very best already, why the outcomes still like so??? I was so tired...If I put in a lot of effort already, yet, the outcome is such a despair, then should I uphold with my principle again? I was doubt the tenet that I upholding from the before till now....

Lord, You always remind me, "For what I gave you is what I know that you can endure it...". But Lord, I can't bear it anymore...Every despair, is whittling me bit by bit...My strength became less and less....=(..Please, Lord, i need you...

Close friend

Feeling that when i grew elder, i have less and less friends. Some bossom friends are no longer intimate and we seldom have the same topics...I admit, i have such strong feeling with one of my closest friend. Sometimes i have no topics to talk with her, but she seems like has lots with others. Am i so hard to entertain? Grew up elder, everyone have differetn perspective of life....

How to get a close friend? Someone who will listen to me, when i was upset, when i was down....sigh...

Life packed with works, indeed bored and tension, even ain't my liking, i still have to follow it.....sigh...

New arrivals to my wardrobe and shoes collection...

It is Mega Sales within whole Malaysia..If don't buy now, when to buy? haha...i was so happy that i found all my beloved clothes...All are under Rm30...serious, it is really cheap....

I bought 2 skirts, 3 short pants and 4 clothes....The most expensive one is RM29 only...

I was searching for this kinds of skirt while i was shopping...When i stepped to nicole corner, this hanged skirt just like waving to me...And, what so surprised me is, my waistline changed from size29 to size27...Oh...finally I have some achievement within these few months...=)

Just realized that all my shirts are pinky, except the flowery cloth...I love that one...

Here comes the new arrival for my shoes' chest...
4 new arrivals....Deng deng...

The 2nd and the 3rd are wedges shoes, i was frenzied with wedges shoes lately.....


Just realized that, i have that many pairs of shoes....Fortunately mom is not at home while i am taking photo...otherwise......die lo..


OOppss........

I have 5 pairs of Vincci shoes, arranged according to my favoritism at the moment...Hehe...The 2nd and the 4th are presents from brother, and the last pair is my convo shoes....

I Love shoes very much....Don't know why. I can bear not to buy clothes, but i unable to bear the glamor of shoes....it's true....

Full house...

Finally i grabbed the cable from my brother to online...It's time to update my blog...I finished my convocation for two weeks already...and this week is school holiday..I am damn enjoy it...haha...but, one day left only...then have to back to normal life..=(..anyway, life stills goes on....^^

Whole of my family attended during my convocation...This time, finally we have the family portrait..Oh, the males are so cool...no smile neither....hmm...the females, so sweet...^^ In cable car at Bukit Bendera..


Met with Ah Chew's family while visiting to Bukit Bendera, but we both have the same OS:" We are so tired and headache of thinking where to heading next....Convocation is uneasy..."

Where the scene, where the footsteps...

Finally, i know where to head for...
Mom shouting:" hey, wait, take a photo...."
(Two body guard standing at the back)
Boss:" Ok?"
Mom:"Wait a minute, wait a minute....(click, clack, click)....ok..."

Brothers:" Fast, run!!!"

A rose in a heap of grass....

Do, Re, Mi, Fa, So, La??? La La La?? where is La?

Here we go....Photo taking at the studio....It is so funny, especially my Dad. He speaks Foo chow with those East M men, how could they understand?!
So geli o...I can't tahan ne....Brothers are peeping at the back...

Don't press my head la, i am very short already...oh...can't breathe....

I love my family....Full house...^^

The end of braces life

8/8/09, the big day came...My teeth can 'breathe' the fresh air today...oh....Before braces been took off, i took a few last photos for my braces....

After 30 minutes...Deng Deng.....The end of braces life...

Gathering with friends

Friday seems to be the night for us to have gathering....i like Friday night, where finally finished a week's stuff and can have a long chat, laugh with friends...It is really really a good way to release tension...But, quite weird that our topics always circulated around TEACHER!!! PLS, NO MORE TEACHER AND STUDENTS...

Last night, met with long-time-no-see friends...Some back from Australia, some back from England, some even in Sibu, but no contact...haha...All changed, grew up and in different path way of life..We recalled back all the funny things we did while in secondary...All are so sweet...How nice the secondary school life....such a wonderful memory..i miss those days....

Last night, actually i have a great sigh about my future...After heard the aspirations of some friends, they are so ambitious with their future...I can see their eyes shimmering while they talking about their dreams...Conversely, to myself, i seem like can't see any path way...Think again, i will be teacher for the rest of my life... I really can't withstand it to have such a bored life for the rest of my life....I don't bother that you think that i was so pessimistic...I can't accept it...indeed..

Within these few months, i almost doing the same old thing everyday. Went to school, start to teach, start to scold students to make sure they keep quiet, did not complete homework, scold again; give homeworks, don't want to do, buat bising, scold again.... Then, one period finished, continued with another class...Repeat the same thing again...We even more tensed about their studies, but they don't even bother about it...They shout that: so what!! It is non of my business...Damm....

Oh...am i going to be teacher for the rest of my life? i can't withstand the keyed-up life anymore...tired..squeezed mood...I want to do what i want, such as journalist...teacher always ain't my liking...

how times flies...today is the first day of August...2009 only 5 months left. And, my anticipating holidays are coming....nearer and nearer...I want to a rest....and vacation too....

Highest record

I read through my blog just now, and i found that i have the highest record in Year 2007, where there are a total of 60 posts. I started to write blog in my sophomore, and until today, i still like blogging, just becomes less and less...With the shift of life, work becomes more and more, but time becomes less and less....ya, no pain no gain, this is what called life...

Opened this blog for four years already...i am glad that i have this blog...when bored, i can surf back to recall my sweetest and saddest moment, stupid things i did together with my friends....All described by words, but memories appeared scene by scene...Even friends are far apart, yet, memories will always there....love you all!!

Friends, still remember that we always plan to go travel in our long ex-school holiday....Now, let's plan to go to Taiwan!!! Ding dong....Friends in Penang, can you hear me? Our next destination is to Taiwan!!! Lets start it!!!

Child....Teenage....

Those who are bad were not bad in the first. What made them became bad manner in now was due to living environment and people around...I was so sigh with this truth...

Children and teenagers are indeed like a white paper...Children are really naive....really clean, their mind. They will follow every single word or order from the teachers and never rebellious with the order...But, when i look at them, i was thinking that, how are these boys and gals gonna be when they grew up in future...Will they become like the teenagers like what we saw nowadays??It is very contradict. Boys and gals who are good behaved in child, no guarantee that they will behave well forever....The most important is the mind and the moral values instill in them...It was so pity if a good child spoiled as a result of lack of control or consult...

Undeniably, family, especially the parents play the most important role. while a child growing to teenage..They brought the new-born to the earth, means that they have the responsibilities to take care and educate them. But it doesn't mean that you have to punish them everyday...Punish is not the only way to give them a lesson...They will think that, i did do something wrong, but now, you punished me already....ok, fair...no owing....so, they will not really know their mistakes... What instill in their minds is how is the so called adult punished me....Talk is a much better way....this is what i encounter lately...

I was so agree that elementary education is very very very important. Are they really don't have interest to study?! They was, but is because they don't understand what they been learn before... how to proceed without a foundation?? sigh.......

Almost

It is almost the end of July...And it will be a completed month i work from tomorrow...How time flies...time indeed quite easy to be gone when have something to do...
Well, after a month of working, so far, i am doing well and everything is ok...just one thing that i have to apply furlough for my convocation, and facing some obstruction now , but i think everything will be alright...

I will graduate on 14th of August, which is on Friday...and i will return Penang on 7th of August...It will be a big day for me...My whole family will go there to celebrate and testify my big day...I am so glad and happy that my whole family can come...since this is my only graduation day....Thanks Mom, Dad and brothers who have been asked for leave to come to my convocation....

So far, i am still not adapted with teaching life...It is dull indeed...everyday doing the same old thing...is that i am too choosy? not interested? Sometimes thinking that i will engage in teaching for the rest of my life, will i survive? Responsibility being a teacher is really huge...sometimes can't even pant...ha..what a murmur gal....Here is the place where spoke out my ennui... Don't take it serious, everyone~~~

Now, i wish for a vacation, wish for a holiday.............August, Lovely August, you are almost come.............

Shoes frenzy again

Finally i got my salary for tuition, then i used those few money to buy these 3 pairs of shoes...Compared to clothing, i prefer to shop shoes...i like to buy shoes indeed....Share with you all, the shoes that i bought recently....

NIKE running shoes.
I bought it as my present jogging shoes no longer can serve me....It is declared broken now, at least it has accompanied me for a year...

See, it is quite old already, got a breach at the side...

Another shoes that i bought for working....it is nice wearing and made of wood. Still remember that the day before i buy this shoes, i saw a gal wear this kind of this shoes. hmm....not bad too this kind of shoes...and luckily i got it...Hardly can find shoes in my hometown, but at least still got SOS...phew...

Weird color?! hard to match with any attire, right? hmm...curious that why will i buy it? nothing much, i just want a pair of charming shoes....but i haven't wear it...=P

Mind still brimming with lots of things to buy...But, no more money liao....sob ..sob...=(

A date with students' parents

Yesterday was the first time i met with students' parents and have a chat with them about their children problems. First of all, i just have a little comprehend about the students as i just started teaching them for two weeks, so how deep is my understanding about them is from what i saw in the class and heard from their subject teachers.

The students' parents been called to come to school, most important is to let them know how is their children performance in the school. We most properly just want to have the best cooperation with the parents to encourage their children to study hard. And, from most of what i heard, i can conclude that their retrogression is due to computer online games, same as my brother, ADDICTED to online game. Nowadays, students no longer talking about basketball, badminton, post in the school, but ONLINE GAMES! That's what in their life... Computer have been misused for nonsense leisure and wasting the time. The students, especially the boys, due to addicted to online games, they neglected their study, this is the chief reason why they have poor performance in their academic. It was so pity when you see that the good and nice, who can have a better achievement, leave out from the top. They can do better but they don't want, they just want to wallow in the fictitious world.

We can't blame the parents at all too, who says they didn't put any effort to control their children? They did, but this is all about the child wants to follow or not, they will listen or not...This is all their choices.

The same case happen in my house. My youngest brother likes to play computer games. He can sit in front of the pc for half a day or even longer time to play online games. My mom always need to shout, scold him, or make a deal with him to exchange the hours to play online games with the hours to study. But, what to be gratified is, at least he will do the homework of his own accord.

I was so puzzling why the boys like to play computer games so much? Why they don't know study is much more important? Wisdom is forever, yet, triumph in game is just a moment....Fast, SOBER UP!

Deepest sympathy to Michael Jackson

Shocked when get to know this stunning new, the rocking star left us forever....Heard this news when i was on my way back to home. When the radio declared his death i thought that i was mis-listen and turn up the volume to the highest...but, it is true....Michael Jackson, the legend was history now.....

May Michael Jackson peace in God and has forever happiness...

Shift of life

Today is the third day i started my teaching life....Life as the real teacher indeed packed and busy, as i saw some of the teachers packed with bunch of paper works...Hmm...so far, my stuff is ok as i just teach some simple subjects for exam classes, but i am a form teacher....O...this is quite hard..First time being a form teacher, i have no idea what to do...The teachers there are nice and they are willing to teach and guide me, even they are very busy...

I am still adapting with the life where i need to sleep early and wake up early...When the day still dark outside, Mom and Dad and brothers still wrapped in their bed, i need to crawl from my warm bed...Oh...still feeling drowsy....No deal, i need to prepare to work...Splashed the cool water to my face, sobered me up immediately...Then, i will prepare my lovely breakfast, which is a bowl of oat and two slices of bread with egg...It is so delicious and that's the vim to help me to match into my teaching life...And, like before, this is the moment where i will approach and do prayer...The surroundings are silent, i confess my guilt and let's God to guide me and ready me for the whole day's life...Then, Mom almost woke up and she will open the gate for me and say goodbye to me...Thanks Mom, she loved me so much...Stepped into the school, i always told myself, try your very best...Smile...=)

My life for the moment is ample as i still have tuition in the afternoon, but sometimes felt tired and sleepy, expecially after lunch. Somehow, looking at the children, i felt joyful...indeed....

Now, i most anticipating the weekends as weekdays i need to work till noon time...And, now i can understand the taste of Monday blue....sour....

A blessing in disguise...

My mood are really quite different compared to last few days...Now everything settled with happy ending....Still remember that my last post is about i missed my most wanted school's offer...Ya, i felt bloodly regret after all. I blamed myself, why am i so stupid?! It was quite suffer on that day. I didn't tell my Dad and Mom what it's all about...

Dad asked me a day after during jogging. I told him frankly...He was quite furious after heard it and interrogate why i don't tell him the truth on that day! I stunned...Actually since back, i don' t like to tell them everything i done and planned, even tuition i also told them last minute. So, they asked me to ask the school again about the post for temporary teacher. The school offered me to teach Maths which is my major and that is really hard to get one, but i simply relieve this chance...I will never forget about that kinds of feeling....

That day, was my 24th birthday. The atmophere at home quite weird and Mom and Dad still angry with me....I felt sad too, as i don't have next chance anymore...I can't sleep the whole night...I told myself it is indeed an unforgettable birthday! The next day, i phoned the school again, but, no one answer. My frame of mind, again, at the bottom. Even shopping i also have no mood, and felt so sorry to my friends for my broken promise...Sorry, gals..

Until Monday, i went to the school and Mom accompanied me...Disappointing response from school again....I was so sad at that time...But, it is not the end of the world. Today, i received an offer which is temporary teacher from another school. I felt so happy and directly went to see the principal. In the noon, i received another offer from another school, but sorry, i have one already, so i rejected it...Now, everything settled down and i am going to start on next Monday, a brand new life...

Why i said this is indeed a blessing in disguise...Through the first incident, where i rejected the offer for Maths teacher, i just realized that family is the best refuge...They are my adviser for my job now...hehe....My relationship with Mom and Dad are healed, and i have no more grouses with them...They loved me very much. They knew that i was sad, so they act happily just to cheer me up and never show their disappointment.. but i know their feeling, same as i. And now, i can talk with them as before...no more misunderstandings...

In this incident, i know that prayer is powerful and Lord's art of work is miracle... In my everyday's prayer since i back, i pray that our relationship can be healed...and God did it, through how a special way...And i pray that i hope i can get the offer from my most wanted school, He gave me too, just i don't treasure the chance...And now, He gave me double blessings, even i did lost something before, but the blessings return are indeed full.........Thank you Lord for everything You gave me...Thanks ...

I missed it

Oh...quite sad this afternoon, as i got the offer from my most wanted school, but, so sad, that vacancy is noon section...haiz..no deal, i have to reject it. And, i have a post in another school...O... i was so disappointed...sob sob.....Will i get the offer again next time? Life indeed full with many uncertains....Anyway, i still have job...Cheer!!

Look at my braces...

I surfed back and found the posts, 'A day to remember-25/7/08' and 'Braces installment'. Almost two years i installed this braces. How time flies...So, i grabbed the photos and see how is the progress of my teeth's darling....

Before i install braces, i am like this,

Another one year, a little improvement...

Another one year...waiting.....anticipating....

And, now, i am like this...

Ohhhh~~~ Thanks God i have undergone all suffer, and 8th of August will be another big day for me....anticipating for the day....^^

Go go fighting!

I started working since last Monday, at a tuition center. I was quite satisfy, at last i have something to do and not just free at home.
I teach students who are in Primary 1, 2 and 3...Oh my!! They are really really cute! I love them very much! Ya, children are the most artless and naive. They will directly tell you what is in their minds or from their expression, you will clear what to do next. On the first day of teaching, not only one of the students asking me, teacher, what is in your mouth? what is that? haha..i smiled inwardly, they are so curious...
Teaching them, I don't have to shout like lunatic, just one stare, they will keep quiet. ..hehe....With them, i can feel the most simple thing in life, just like in heaven. There are no hypocrite, no quarrel, no lies, but joy and smile only...

Actually, this is just a part of my working life. Start from next week, i will be a teacher in secondary school in the morning... wondering how's gonna be....In fact, my schedule is quite packed. I will finish at 12.45pm, then will rest for one and half hour, then will start tuition at 2.20pm until 5.45pm. Then, go jogging for 40 minutes. Hmm...one most bothering me is, i am afraid that i will let tired or lazy be the lousy reason to skip exercise...Will I? shrug....
Then, after i finished everything in daytime, i still have 3 hours for myself before i go for bedtime...But, don't worry, i still have lovely Saturday and Sunday. That's two days are only for myself and my family...

Well well...maybe you will ask, why you want to work so desperately, as if exerting the utmost of your strength?! Hmm....i think that, i am still young, i have good stamina, four limbs, why not fully use it? No working, it will 'jam' in other day. And, i don't want to waste my time anymore, as i have been rested enough for last month and now is time to earn money. Just work hard for two months....After two months, will be another story....*-* Winks....
Baxia!! Go go fighting!!

p/s: it's reminded me about my braces, how is my braces now?

April fool changed date?!

Before May is drawing a close, everyone in Malaysia is looking at a jest...4574, is a great memorial in the history of my university...

Frankly speaking, being an APEX U, it was a serious mistake. Once upgraded to APEX U, we should give outsiders a good image, prove that we can make it and we are deserved with this standard...Not easy to get APEX standard, right? But why don't try hard to consolidate this good reputation?

I was quite stunned that day when i saw the headline...It is really a great fool to the juniors and pity with their situations...They can't do anything besides endless waiting and anxious...that kind of feeling...helpless and uncertain, are really a great dread... The uni should give them a good resolution, otherwise, they will totally lost the trust and confidence...and this will be the long-life black spot...Now, everyone is paying high attention on how is the uni going to solve this problem...So, all the best to my university...