Blessed year

Year 2009 is going to end soon...2 days left... Then, we have to say again, Adieu 2009, Aloha 2010!!
Every year, until this moment, we will look back what we have done for this whole year....Yea, at this moment, i confess, 2009 is a blessed year to me... indeed..

In the earliest of year 2009, I attended my practical school, together with Belle...And glad that, even we were tired and full with challenges, but thanks, we have nice teachers and colleagues...We finished our practical...with flying color and happy ending....

In the mid of Year 2009, I went back to my hometown, with fullest of unwilling....Mind brimming with grudge...the dark moment in my life after went back...I don't want to stay at home, I want to go away, but I can't choose my way...Bickering, wrangle, squabble congested my home...But, thanks, I have undergone it...

Then, is time for GSTT...I rejected the offer from my most wanted school...But, thanks, what i got for the rest is much more then what i have wished...The blessing is ample...I met with the lovable kids in the school, the nice and friendly principal and the good colleagues....

In August, I graduated...Mom and Dad have their very first child wearing the graduation gown...I am glad to be their proud as well...At this moment, I no longer a braces gal. Two years of braces life ended too with my foot stepped out from the threshold of my university...Hurray!!

I met with a lot of friends this year, as started to have fellowship here...I have tried to be usher as well in my church...Since i will be staying long here, then I cannot stop my service as well, this is the basic responsibility for every Christian...

I went to 3 schools this year, and the third school will be the most challenging school to me and i will be in this school for a long long time, i guess....Maybe 2 years, 3 years, or even 10 years.. O.O!!!

Sometimes i am thinking that, i am a rebellious gal and full of sin...as i always quarrel and irrespective to my parents, to my friends and never think for others...But, why? why He still loves me? sustained me to encounter everything? years by years....

Single is a sin?

Is single a sin? Why you are still single? Why no boy friend? Oh...everyone is urging me to pah toh...It's my deadline....

Lately, there are so many anonymous texting me...I was bored with that. When we exchange FB, I have that kind of feeling, am I that lousy to meet with them? Why do I need such a way to meet my life partner? Is that a sin if I have never been fall in love before?

No feel is zero feel...how to start if really have no feeling with them? Love is never try....It is hurting if not managed properly...I don't like matching!

Caroling in hometown

This year I have Christmas celebration in my hometown...Every year, i was so looking forward for the Christmas...But, this year seems nothing fresh...the mood, no longer enthusiastic...

Don't know why, I was quite down with my social relationship now...From today's caroling, i just realize that hardly can find a close friend to accompany me to go....I suddenly felt that, where is my friends? I hardly can find some intimate friends to hear my mumbling....I was quite down now....even I still said Marry Christmas to everyone....Such an irony, huh?!

A friend have been posted to Bintulu..She was cried once she knew the news...I was sad too....She is the one who i always phoned when i want to have a long chat...She will always listens and then say something to cheer me up....She is the type free to play and kidding one....But now, she is going soon....haiz....sigh.....

She is Irene, the tallest gal....
This pic was taken when we are doing a farewell for another friend....let it be her farewell too....
Bye gal....meet you soon in Chinese New Year...All the best!!

Merry Christmas!

Wish to have a different Christmas this year, but seems that everything still the same.....

It is Christmas today! Have a blessed Christmas everyone!!

Ending?

Year 2009 is drawing a close soon...It is 10th of December today...But there are lots of thing not yet a close....

The hottest news that hauling 7 billion people in the world, the Global warming...Is it ended?
This is no more a fresh news, years and years it been repeated and have been highlighted for n times....but there is no conclusion at all...By all means, Climate Conference 2009 in Copenhagen is what a damn essential to solve this problem, but where are the solutions? Earth is gaining hot and hot....Warning have been given that if the Earth's temperature gained 4c, then there will be the end of the world..the real end! Those who attending the conference are all like famous celebrities. They have a great show in the conference. What a great condolences that not only them, but us too...We are just like a frog beneath the transparent well, we know what is happening outside, but we have no action...Have eyes, but can't see, have ears, but can't hear....

Starvation...Is it ended?
7 billions population in the world, 6 billions have 3 meals, yet, 1 billions having starvation...When you are putting the bread or chocolate into your mouth, do you ever think that there is a kid who is far away from you having kwashiorkor now? We were so blessed now, as we always have a full tummy, but what about them? Don't grumble that you are not full yet, be grateful that you have food to eat....

Economic decline...Is it ended?
World Economic have no bright future for the moment....In America, there are 1540 millions unemployed. Among 3 families, there are one unemployed family. Life is gaining harder and harder....

Abortion, divorce...Are these ended?
Once a pair decided to marry, they had promised that they will love each other till the end of the life...But nowadays, divorce is simply done...Just a signature, you are not my life partner anymore...
I don't want this baby...just abort it...I hate this baby..This is not my baby...just abort it...Abortion is simply done nowadays...

Where is the ending? Or I should ask, will there be an ending? Sigh...

Grandpa

Grandpa was passed away last Monday...All were very sad that day...A bit fine now...

Grandpa...May you peace in God and let's God leads you to the promised place....I love you...

Diet is a long life story

I have been seriously to keep fit since i back to my hometown, since June....Till now, it's the 7th month I putting much effort on it...Glad to see the result as my weight lose from 55kg to 51 kg, even just a decrement of 4 kg, but it is a great succeed to me dy....Give myself a big clap..^^...I have never lose any single kg in before...But, my ideal weight is 47 kg, still have another 4 kg to cut....No change at all now....=(...Hmm...

I think i need to find another way to make it real....My diet plan is, exercise for at least 40 minutes everyday and control my mouth....I always defeated by the food, this is what most bothering me now..as I am a big-eater...hehe...Just step by step, don't give up and satisfy with the present mode!!!! Diet is a long life story.......