New year wishes

It is Christmas today, what a big day to everyone...It's birthday of our Lord.. Happy Birthday, Dear Lord....

It is drawing a close to year 2007..whao...how fast the time is zooming...again, another year is going to be history, everything is drawn a close with the past of time, be the memories...be the recall

Here come my prayer for coming New Year, 2008...

I love my country, Malaysia.. I enjoy reading news, but, it is really feeling sick and sad of reading those heartrending news...it is such a great grief....

All Malaysian, can you sense the unpeaceful brouhaha in our country? We live in a multi-racial, multi-religious, multi-lingual society... At one time or another, our country are famous with it's peaceful, races' integrity...albeit we are not as develop as other countries...but at least, we are happy and hold together...Are we forgotten the moment we hand-in-hand, moving towards the same target, the same goal? No denial, we are 'degenerating'...the social safety is going down the drain...everyone became more non-chalant....what rape, murder, riot, inflation, is non of my business.....don't you ever aware of this? or you just pay attention to fashion, the latest mobile phone....bla bla bla...so forth...Come on, sober up!!! don't let it to rampant...We are in danger!! Dear gov...what is playing in your mind now? thinking of where to have occation? thinking of what brand new cars to buy?? Do you ever think of us?

I wish there will be no more disaster, no more global warming, no more pollution, no more killing of animals....pls, love our mother nature...the green land, the seas, the forests, the hills...don't just let our earth covered with skyscapers building....

To my family...

Thanks Lord, i am indeed grateful with my living now...eventhough there is a great flood at my home, i still thanksgiving...Thanks for His protection and great love to my family...Even if in a tough situation, mom and dad are not desperating, they are still happy-go-lucky...haha...That's my parents...

Regarding my family, i pray for them, everyday...They haven't see the miracle of Lord. Their life are still without Jesus...I bloodly hope that, one day, they will profess the faith to Lord, have a renewed life...just like what i experience...God really will make a way...Comparing my life with before, i am indeed empty...no joyance, no thankgiving, and never threasuring....what a great pity... But now, i have a change of life...everyday, for sure a great present for me....

To myself...

I always tried hard to do my very best, but, sometimes the results is out of my expectation...Just the incident in last few days indeed a great sorrow to me...just some kinds of weird. In essence, this is my first time, to start a new attempt, but what bring back to me is despair....Ha... maybe i should not draw a summing-up too early...it's still a long way to go..i should think like this, see, how wondorous is our Lord...how creative He is..He creates so many kinds of people, with different personalities, habits, temper, characters...whao...that's why everyone of us is exclusive, the one and the only...

If some one is not like what you expected, just ignore it...it's not a big deal...And, the most important is, how is your heart deal with your cell group...since you had promised to lead, then no way for you to regret ...you reap what you sow...What you done is just for HIM, my Lord....try your very best!!

i wish myself will not be a baby girl anymore...wish to have a change in coming year, sure the good one la...i wish i could do that....

phew....what a long grouses....In fact, it is my voice of heart...In a new year, everything will be changed, maybe sometimes will be a great letdown, but for sure, one thing that will never be altered, is THE LOVE OF JESUS...EMMANUEL!!

Moody

New semester is going to start soon. Actually, i am still in holiday honeymoon mood...now, woke up early in the morning is such a big suffer for me...haiz...

I took an English paper this semester which is different with my friends. And now, i am leaving my comfort zon where i may not go to the same class with the same group of friends...I need to meet with the new faces...So far, i am a bit worry about it, afraid that i can't handle the works and so forth....maybe i am just much ado than nothing, it won't be that difficult as what i thought...i should think in positive way...should learn to be more sociable and not just stay in my comfort zone...it won't be any sake for yourself...And, you are not alone, Dear Father is always by your side...How could you forget HIM...

Another thing bugging me...i am giving a chance to be cell group leader in this semester..but i confess, i am not ready yet. you gave me such a big mission to me, i can only keeping my mum. nothing to say.......................try my very best to live up to what i had promised...

It is big flood at my hometown, my home...Again, flood is again ruined my house...Never ending....Enough is enough...you will never know how is my feeling of depression if you never come through the nightmare...

worry about my home....worry about my parents and siblings...

Crap talking....

Ended of another week... a bit weird that i watched 2 movies in this week...ha, is it to have the last feast before start schooling...maybe...it's turn to hell again after next week...

It's been a while after the last movie i watched.... I watched the movies 'Enchanted' and 'The Goldon Compass' in this week...let's me have a pleasure to give some comments for both. As a matter of fact, i am so looking forward to watch 'Enchanted', but, whao...it's quite out of mind...how come the fairy tale girl can come to the real world and live happily ever and after with the real man and so the way for the real woman. Ya, you sure will say that, not a big deal, it's just a fiction, not need so serious about it...hmm...i just quite stand in amazement with the ending...^~^ Facing insomnia? well, don't worry...if you have sleeping difficulty, watch 'The Golden Compass'! Oops...am i too over?! haiz....to put it bluntly, i almost fall asleep when i watch this movie. The flow of the story is too complicated and looks like no linking. And, the bombastic name,haha...i need to take time to tell apart whether it is the name for the places or the characters...hmm...maybe i should just watch some briefness movies...........=)

Some kinds of sudden when we made our decision to go Taiping Zoo on last Thursday...We had a fun time at there...Tell you what, i was quite excited...Eventually, i saw hippo, elephant, rhinoceros, chimpanzee, black bear, zebra, Lion King, leapord and many many more..i did see them before, but is on the tv screen, but this time they were real in front of me...Yet, it was quite letdown as we didn't see giraffe. Actually, before that, there are six giraffes in the zoo..Yet, they died one by one...you know why? This was the human race's fault, simply threw the rubbish everywhere....They are animals, how could they differentiate what can be eaten and what cannot be eaten...so pity to hear that....even the zoomen are so pity to explain it to us...Let's ponder awhile...To all so called 'civilized ' Malaysian, please change your long-inherited habits...Throw the rubbish into the dustbin!!!...just my grouses...

My goodness.........There is something bugging me now....i am crazy with shopping now, really out of mind. There are sales everywhere...oh man, can't withstand with the cheap sale. sob sob.....=( my pocket got a big big hole now...running out of money...

well, well...have a long long talk with mom last night. Knowing that mom, dad and siblings are all doing well...i am so glad and pleased.......this was the greatest present for me....God, thankyou as You not only take care of me, but also my family. You love everyone even they haven't believe in You, but, i know, You will guide them all the way...I believe in You, throughly...

It is drawing to a close to my long holidays....i was pleased that finally i had go through the bored and the dull moments... and even if i was homesick in this period, i had managed it....not by myself, but Father is with me all the ways...I am not alone....New semester is going to start, need to have a change of heart again, to do my very best with the new challenges and attempts...it is going to have another stories to tell again..............=)

It is christmas season. What peace and lovely Christmas songs playing everywhere!!!

I love Christmas!!