Saturday night

Last night wast the first time I went to club in my hometown. We were there is to celebrate a long-time-no-see friend's birthday, just due to curious....nothing more...Anyway, to put it bluntly, i don't like it...

Stepped into the club, the loud music is going to blow up your brain, your heart and every cell in your body..Talking inside, is just like shouting as a lunatic...hardly can talk...sitting on the barstool, we just look around, seeing what are the people doing....Whao.....the gals there....they are so sexy....we are out...haha...night kitties...And all were dancing kings and queens....chikki boom boom...chikki boom boom.....

Our friends, the birthday boy were drunk and he no longer can entertaint us...Haha..other are holding Heineken in their hands, but we are holding Coca-cola...Thereafter, we ordered Vodka and finished in one goal....Yamsheng!!! What to say, just 5% alcohol, nothing surprised....

We stayed there for one hour and half....the smoke inside polluted our hair, clothes....and we all screamed, die lo....gonna detected by Mummy.....haha.....We adieu at 12am....Say good bye to the birthday boy, we jostle between the crowd....and finally, we can breathe the fresh air outside...phew......In a nutshell, we all said that, we are not belongs to here....

We still haven't enjoy ourselves to the fullest...so, we decided to go to Tanahmas Hotel. We want to eat cheesecake.....Oh, so sad....no more.....No deal, we just ordered a cocktail with almond jelly (forgot the name actually...=P)..Hmm...nice naming, but actually just a can fruit....yuck~~~~

We chitchatting till 1.30am...is time to go back.....When reached home, i pretend Mom doesn't know that i went to club....So, i told her, Mom, i went to club just now.....Haha....she laughed at me and saying that, i know where were you going just now.....Sure la....she is my Mom...And my brother, teasing me that, he already went to a number of club already....I am the first time....so lamb.....LOL^^

Quite a frequent i dine out with my friends lately...Sometimes enjoyable, sometimes ain't...For what?! Just for fun! Just for holidays! ^^

L34's dine out

Last Friday have the first gathering of L34 in our hometown...yea...din see each other for a long time. L34 actually is the apartment that we stayed while we were studying in uni....We don't know each other before, just came to uni and we knew each others... Staying under one roof for 3 yrs, we treasure each other...yea...such a great memory in my mind....Gals, glad to meet you all....

7 of us...Oh...myue ngiik is not here...she is still in Penang..

We are teachers...sigh...


See the first gal, she is an animated gal...

Those photos are taken by our another 'sister', Mr Allen..^^

Great stunning

9 years before, we were candidates for SPM. We cried out for time to study, to learn, to finish answering the questions...9 years after, they are candidates for SPM. Yet, they cried for too much times, too much questions, too much words to write....Damn!!

Being a guard for SPM in last two days in other school, it gave me really really a great stunning... Students nowadays are such a great disappointment....I was so wondering...what was inside the students' mind? It is SPM examination, their future...They don't even bother about it!! 2hrs30mins exams is their bedtime...Sleep first....nvm, seems i don't know how to answer it...what la...they are such $#*$$%xx%%.................Some students even the exams just started for 10 minutes, they can sleep directly...When we knocked them up, they said, i finished answering already.... 0.0?!....Stunned?! They just don't care about it...I have such a great despair even I am not their teacher, what if their subject teacher or their principal or their parents standing here, what will be their feeling? Cry? Shout?Thump their chest in deepest sorrow?

Yet, what irrigate my distress is I saw a handicapped boy trying hard to answer the questions,he din waste any single minute to sleep....Even the most hated one, History, he still tried hard to answer....I have a great impression of him because he looks like samseng gia...but when I look at his name, he is bumi...So, never judge a person from his or her outlooks....In the hall, there are many well-looking and tidy boys and gals. Nevertheless, most of them are look impressive but lack real worth....Now, i realize, the hardest students to teach is not the stupid one, not the silly one, not the handicap one, but the stubborn one!

Haha....Thinking that there is no more hope? No no..sure there are students who are still like us previously, cried out for time, squeeze their brain to answer the questions...So, cannot said that teacher, why you like the good students more? No fair o....It is not about fair or what, but they deserved to have that....If you want it too..change yourself!

p/s: Do you know that which subject teacher will be the fastest one who finished marking the papers? Deng deng deng....The answer is History teachers!! Hurray~~~ -.-!!!

Rainy Sunday

It's raining outside and can't go jogging as well....So, I find pleasure with nail art this afternoon...Hehe..this is the pattern that i most likable for the moment, which i used the silver powder and colourless nail enamel to make a simple design...saw it from a magazine...

Halfway....

Done.....

Let's take a pic....

And...

Finally i received the bag that i purchased online last week. Now I will update the post that i wrote two months before...Hmm...quite a long time waiting for it....
So far, I am quite satisfied with it's pattern. But, frank to say, nice to see, yet not comfortable to carry. My shoulder felt tired and can't put much things inside...Never mind la, just for ornament.
My first Camel brown bag

And

Like what i said, if I like it, will order other bags again, so, here are the bags that i purchased....Another two months to wait....

Frenzied with camel brown..^^

Responsibility

It is raining cats and dogs lately....And, yesterday I saw a touching incident...

Yesterday morning, while everyone are preparing the hot and delicious breakfast, preparing to read newspapers...Hmm...where is today's newspapers? Oh man.... the paperboy forgot to deliver it again....Just a short while, a motorcycle rode in and gave me newspaper. He is not a boy, but an uncle...And, what touched me most, is he was drenched...He has raincoat, but he used it to wrap the newspapers....in order to deliver it to customer's hand in good condition. I was quite touched while I saw it...He is really a responsible worker even he is just a deliveryman....

Yea, every work should be done with responsible...Where am i,where the responsible is....I think no one can withstand with those who is NATO (No action, talk only). Responsible is the major principle in life...by this, we can won other's trust...

Stepping into working life, really, every work need to be done with responsibility and never afraid being taken for granted...By this, you can learn more....never afraid to suffer.....Do what you think is correct and should be done....

School holidays is going to start. At first, I have a pretty plan for my holidays, where I am going to have vacation somewhere, but now all are froth....=(...I need to guard SPM examination...It is a 'good' news to me...Hahaha~~At first, I was not in the list as i just came to the school for few weeks. But, there is a teacher who he needs to accompany his wife for operation. Then, he found another young teacher to substitute him. Yet, that young teacher went back on his promise, as he stayed quite far away....Then, they targeted me.....I don't want. also..Who wants such bored thing?!...I asked them to let me ponder for a while....Anyway, i promised them at last...Don't why, after I said okay, both of them looks like discharged, and I have no feeling of sad or regret too...Just helping others, indeed, they really need help...Hmm...Holiday? holiday with students? haha....

I wish to have a different Christmas this year, the first Chirstmas I gonna have in my hometown after being away for 4 years....=)

p/s: That uncle is deliveryman from See Hua Daily News..^^

How to be a good teacher?

I am on my way searching for the suitable to entertain my students....How to be a good teacher? This is the question I asked quite frequent lately... I want to be strict, but this teacher will be blacklisted by the students..will become the thorn in students' flesh...If I be smooth with them, they will 'climb up' high, to the forehead, even you asked them to come down, they don't even want....

Teaching nowadays no longer about teach only, but about class control...I always being reminded that, teacher is judged by how is he or she controls the class....Teaching can be improved anytime, but priority is well-administering the class... once you failed to control the class, the students won't follow you anymore....It is indeed tired to be strict every time, to be firm every time....Oh....will I get hypertension after few years? hmm....wondering...

The 3rd week i came to my new school...I have more or less fit with the environment...Don't know why, i felt that i will be stay in this school for a long time.....will i?

I am still the same

Still the same? ya, the bad habits still the same....4 years staying outsides, i though i have learned of how to get around with others, even with my family...Worse that I am still the same, maintain as a self-centered girl, maintain as a bad-tempered girl, maintain as an easily frustrated girl....

Since back, frank to say, i don't much treasure my family. Worse that i always quarrel with them and 'peel' their heart, who the most is my parents....Never once i say sorry to them, but always is them who started to talk to me...But, the thorns are still there....

In the last 4 years, i seldom quarrel with them, i doubt that, is it away from family will make me treasure my family more? staying under one roof only makes more conflicts? That's why i always want to leave...Since i know my posting in my hometown, i was so disappointed and told my parents, that's what they gave me...They have to withstand the consequences....

I hate myself, i know i should not talk that every heartrending words, but i can't control my damn mouth! Always regret after everything is too late..All of these were just excuses, excuses to make myself feeling better for not have brave to leave....I am a coward....

Life still going on....

I met with some new friends lately...It is really happy to get around with them..But, yesterday, a boy texted me got any interest to buy insurance...I was quite disappointed and stunned...I hate this kinds of business...and no interest at all... Since this, I started to think, did he got such intention since he met us? Why friendship cannot be simple? Is it friend is to be 'used'? I doubting....And, when met with him again today, I have some kinds of weird feeling....Am i too sensitive towards this? Am I overlooked it?

Posted to new school last week and it is really a 'special' school to me...I still need a long long time to change, alter, shift, adapt myself with the new enviroment...The students are the damn big headache to me....They are so 'special'....and such a great different with the kids in my temporary school....Haiz...I miss my kids.....Such a great pity that day can't accompany them for the last day...Sorry kids, for my broken promise....

I don't know how long I will stay here....I admit, i don't want to stay here, even a minute is such a long time to me...But, i persuade myself, it is a fact and can't be changed anymore...face it, accept it....After some years, you may go, as you done with your promise already....Don't be upset anymore....Life still going on...