The passing of a friend

Life is indeed unpredictable...I just knew her in secondary, but i am not really remember her. When i saw her picture, then i recognize her. It's been a decade that i din get any news about her. When i heard her name again, she is no longer here. Life is indeed incapable to predict...

While the world is still running, there is a person disappear into another world. It won't stop running for everyone...not you, not me.....treasure your life...

May she rest in peace...

Food for thought..

"4Love is patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud.
5It is not rude, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs.
6Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth.
7It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres."

1 Corinthians 13:4-7

" ¹³And now these three remain: faith, hope and love. But the greatest of these is love."

1 Corinthians 13:13

This is what i read this morning...
The happiness is landed on me, however, i let it go...

Afresh

I am what in a low passion lately....I easily get influenced by other, envy or admirer things belongs to other, but i never see what is in my hand...

I shouldn't be like this anymore...what for i kept on thinking something nonsense and useless? life still going on...time won't pause for anyone....only you chasing the time, not time waiting for you...

Think twice...even the present mode ain't the loving one, at least you are much more blessed than others...what so pity? you are just inviting ridicule rebuff...

Have you forgotten your family?

Have you forgotten your friends?

Have you forgotten the blessing is bounding you?

You are not blind, just you intended to be blind...purposely to be blind and deaf...

Holidays is drawing a close soon...Afresh and restart again...

Dream

We were ready to march forward...to face the world...no more in the comfort zone..

A bright future is waiting in front..

However, i am not satisfy with my present mode...
My ego is going to kill me...
I admit, i am a greedy gal..

Her life has been changed..

I went as a volunteer for life game for 4 days 3 nites. Still remember that, i was so hesitated in decide to go or not to go that day, as my best friend is not going...Yet, my mind stopped bugging by this verse...

"For even the Son of Man did not come to be served, but to serve" Mark 10:45

Again, i felt that i was so close with Father. This kinds of feeling was lost for quite a while since back here..This verse popped out that day, just like He wants to remind me of something....I shut up and decided to go at last....

For the first day, I can't have a hand in with other volunteers...I was feeling strange as no one who familiar is around...Indeed, Lord will guide us all around. I met with this gal. She is my ex-student. I can frank to tell you that, she is what a nonsense and headache before. I didn't teach her, i just went to her class for sit-in. But, can you imagine there is a student who can give you such a deep impression even you din teach her? I remember most because she is so 'diao'. She ignored you as invisible and never do her works. She just knows talking, talking and talking....What a great headache! Believe me!

BUT! This time, when I saw her, she is no longer the old one, she has been changed, changed a lot....She started to go to church, doing services, and the most important is she breaks off with her bad friends. She knows what should and shouldn't do...She cried while she shares her affairs... I was so glad that i was there to see this miracle....She confessed everything, repented and mended her ways...What is the power besides THE POWER OF LOVE?

Doing as volunteer really gave a great refreshment to me...It's been a while that i din be that enjoy and free my mind...School stuffs and affairs made me suffocated, made me like a robot to pass the life...indeed BORED...The delight as a server will never be replaced by anything...Even we were tired, but we knew what we were doing and for whom...Even until the last minute, some of the kids are still the old one, but, someday, there will be also someone like this gal, changed and renewed....God's timing ain't our timing.....Rejoice in Lord! =)

The gal and i...In Life team March 2010, YMCA

Photos with other volunteers

Y.M.C.A

The big Y

The Family photos!! Nice first attempt..

before to camp

This is the post that i wrote before i go to camp...wish to have a new attempt in this camp...and recharge myself...
Wondering, is it staying in comfort zone for quite a long time..I am lazy and worry to go...worry to face the strange environment...

Anyway, i think everything will be fine.....Wish me good luck...


"For even the Son of Man did not come to be served, but to serve" Mark 10:45

Unwittingly, hurted someone...

Unwittingly, I hurted someone...

He is nice, good, patient and considerate...

But, i have no feeling towards him, just treat him as my friend. He said he succumbed after i responded to him. I am sorry...still not the timing yet...

Anyway, we were still a great friend now, he is my newly met friend and we have a long chat last nite....glad to see that he is fine....We talk more compared to before, sharing life, sharing working experience, sharing future plans....he is indeed mature thinking..but why, i don't consider him?

Since i ended secondary, I seldom or can be said non...feel attached to someone...That's why i am still single now...Am i over-enjoyed single life? I love to be alone? definitely no....I want to have my own household, my own baby...just i haven't meet with the one and the last....

My bosom friend always remind me, list out the criteria and pray for my future partner. Ok, now i state it here and pray...

Lord, here come my prayer for my life partner, who is the one i wishing for....
1) For sure, christian! have strong spiritual life than I..as I was damn poor...
2) Humor...I can't withstand mute...
3) Have a professional carrier ( no doing sales pls)
4) > 170 cm...easiest right..
5) No bad habits
6) not need handsome, but good looking...
7) guitar admirer....i wish to learn it..
Lord, done or not done, it's all rely on you...
Amen....

My friend did experience it, she prayed and just within a month, she met with him..now they are pondering to get married....i just think that it is just a coincidence....

Lord timing is not my timing.....i am still anticipating for it...

Hot! Hot! HOT!!

The sun is burning outside...the earth is screaming 'I am exhausting'....everyone is screaming...raining please...PLEASE!!!

Realistic

When we stepped into working field, is that true we will be realistic? we want everything to be good to ourselves only, yet ignored other..if we be mercy to other, then is our death...quite a self-conflict a while lately...

I don't want to take advantage on other, but situation forced me to do so...can i use this as a reason to let myself feeling better? I am selfish i admit...But, why must be me? is just because i am a junior? i am still a fresher? You bumped the unwanted to me, then, that's mean i can only accept? even I am not happy with that?! What a nonsense!!!

Homo-sapiens..the most complicated creature in the world...