I like blogging~

Blogging allows me to shout out...

Blogging allows me to share life...
life as a Christian, life as a teacher, life as a daughter, life as a friend...

Blogging allows me to concede my guilt...
a scrutiny of my days of life...

Blogging makes me to be sensitive to surrounding...
to my life, to people in my life...

Blogging makes me to practice writing....
even nobody mark for me...lolz...^^

Blogging makes me have something to do during my idle time...
much better then shopping outside...

Blogging recalls my reminiscences....when i glance back, i put a grin on my face...
what a day full of memories...
...=)...

It's holidays....

Announcing the opening of the 3 weeks holidays!! Hurray!! This is the first time I feel so good to be a teacher...whatever...the reward for all teachers...

I have so many things to be done within these 3 weeks holidays....First of all, sure is finish marking the headache MT papers...Students grumble that it is super duper tough this time and I am gaining their suffer! Huh...why don't say u are underestimate MT?! or should say you still need to work harder...Marking their MTs are taking my time and spirit as well...I told my students I need to turn on the air-cond to the lowest temperature and the strongest level, put a glass of cold water on my desk, in order to cool me down while marking their papers....lol...haha...but i haven't start marking yet....Still left 3 bundles to be finished...

Shopping maniac is coming!! Yeah....going to KL and Penang in coming June....I want to update my wardrobe and my working suits...I am headache as everyday standing in front of the square box, rummage from the first to the last shirts, yet still wear the same suite...so, shopping to the fullest in coming week...

I want to move my everythings to my darling room in new house..It's time to do so, even i still prefer the old house....I always use many excuses to stay at old house....short distance to sch, many things to move, cannot online at new house...bla..bla..bla...lame...Every nite, I saw Mom and brothers busy moving the things to new house and I only say goodbye to them...Seeing Mom's back made me feel sorrow....Mom is no longer young, but she still need to do every tough works...I felt so unfilial with that....So, no reason to escape this time, i want to move~~

I need to tidy up my table in school....Lizard's stool has been accompanying me for a long time...yuck...I want to sweep it away...

hmm.....anything else? These are the major things I need to settle first...

Amazing~

It was 11:30pm last nite, and i was still thinking whether to continue marking the exam papers or not...there are 30 sets to be marked..

In the last, i used only one hour to finish marking all the 30 sets exam papers...12:30am, done my work...amazing rite?! Why? Because i draw more ? and X much more then a tick...I don't even need to figure out the workings, cos all are just nonsense...They don't even bother to answer the questions, how to give them marks...1 minute to mark each set? It's too much..

I was bothering, there are two papers for Maths this time, plus both papers there are all together 4 hours...What are they doing in these 4 hours?? Fishing, dreaming, staring, trance, sleeping? Before the exam started, i kept on remind them don't leave it blank, i can't give you any single mark if all blank....whatever, they don't even bother about their marks, all blank....In a nutshell, their brains are blank as well...

What can i do in order to help them to get a pass? just simply a pass...that's all....this time, the whole class failed for Maths. Last time, at least still have 3 get passed...The whole class completely annihilated this time...deng deng!! Game over!!

Oh....What's going wrong? This is Maths, is that tough to learn as the whole class is Chinese....Chinese should be brilliant in Maths, or they are special cases? I need to change my tactic and teach in the most simplest way....Start before it is too late....they really really cannot imbibe that much.............

Regret?

I should think twice..will i regret with my decision in future? What made me so determinant to reject him? what should i do in order not to hurt him anymore? what do i want? Headache....

There are so many questions in my mind now...

Distance? chatting, msn, FB...is different with face to face, the feeling is different as well....I can imagine how wonderful he is through texting, but when come face to face, the problems come....

Feeling? no feeling = no chance?ignore?

Characters?

Can we still be friend? he is a nice guy and good friend....

Lord, pls show me what should i do...i am tired....

Nothing??

Yo...just figured out that i just wrote two posts for May...May, May, you are a lonely month..well well, really no big events in May, other then school and home only....just i missed a dating with my old friends...hate it....school events again....

Never mind, there will be a lot of events in coming June....and holiday is coming!! Anticipating....

True love wait...

A big nudge to me last nite while join the fellowship...it answered me quite a number of ? marks....Indeed, true love wait...no need be so anxious about it...if it really ain't the one prepared by God, i don't want....and, i admit, i din have a proper relationship with Lord, but He still loves me....and He actually did prepare the one and the last for me, just the timing...Be patient for His miracle....

Busy, working is beating and bugging me for all the while.....I always use these such lame excuses to skip fellowship and services...Persuading myself, i am still the first yr in the sch, there are many things for me to ready, please, give me one year, after that, i will ready myself to indulge in services...Really? Are you sure you still can keep your promise after a year? The surrounding is keeps on changing..your heart, your mind might be changed also after a year....then, until that day, many many lame excuses will appear...Until that day, you are still at the starting point...

i hope i will not using it anymore...try my best...but i m afraid, the fire just burning for a while....after a few days, it will turn off....remind me...

God, i am sorry for what i have done for the late...My life is empty without You, i want to hold You tightly...even just Your garment..and thanks for not cast me aside...thanks for still loving me...I promise, true love waits, be patient with the one and the last you ready for me....be faith with You!

The richman and the villagers...

While the villagers are eating kampua mee and kongpia,there comes a rich man smiling at them. He says, I want to pamper this place, pamper this place with 1M,1B. I want to free you all from the nightmare. But, i need your voice and support..as we are in 1Unity, rite!

The villagers smiled and so appreciate his generosities....

However, years fly, the nightmare still haunting the villagers, they still eating kampua mee and kongpia with their foots soaking in the flood....sigh....

Its been a century that my hometown casted aside by the gov. And now it is in the eyes of all civilians...But just for this week. Due to a passing away of a renowned dato, kampua town no longer staying silent. Banner hanged everywhere, just afraid that you can't notice it...The top-notch servants spring up, to let you to glance a minute while they are doing the 'show'..It's show time, everyone...They are the best celebrities...

It is so realistic...Crammed at the last minute, what they want, we are clear about it...But, why don't you do this all start from the beginning? We are not taking for granted...
After this honeymoon week, will us still keep pampered by them?