Crazy with online buying....

Lately i was crazy with online buying, but the level still below my friend. I just like to view and explore, but not really will buy it...
Introduce you two websites where you can buy the bags online without fly to taiwan or korea...You just have to explore, target a bag, contact the dealer, bank in the money and wait for the bag to arrive...Actually i am follow my friend who is so smart in such thing and she can be said an expert dy...haha...

http://www.price.jimfashion.my/and http://baglovers08.blogspot.com/. I usually will go jimfashion as here have more choice and much more pretty...And, this is the first bag that i buy online, but will arrive after two months. So, after i received the bag, i will update my post....

If the quality of the bag is ok and the dealer is reliable, then i plan to buy those bags,
If in irony, sorry...won't consider anymore

Actually i wanted to buy it for a long time dy, but, tahan first...tahan...wait...

hmm...still considering to buy two of these...

Online buying got risks too...No refund or product exchange is you don't like the product. But, it is fun...At least we have more choices...It is really hard to buy bags in my hometown...

Am i make them too tension?

Public exam is around the corner and I was teaching one of the exam class. Indeed, i always keep on reminding them that don't waste your time anymore...No more time for you to relax. But you know how was the students response me...Oh, teacher, don't talk anymore, we are tension too....One of the student even wrote this scene in her essay....haha....But what i saw from them, they are still senang-senang....=(...Haiz...headache...

Last week, i attended a prayer meeting for the students...During the prayer, I kept on thinking that, am i giving too much stress for the students? Am i? Students nowadays no longer only facing academic stress, but also stress from their family, school and peer. Their studies no longer simple...When they got the bad results, teachers will only scold them..But who knows, they did really try hard to excel...Yet, out of expectation...I hope when the school reopen, i can use a more wisdom way to accompany them to tide over this period....

Last night, have a gathering with my uni mates....Phew...what i heard from them, all have the same opinion - after started working, the value of the note is limit and limit again... I hope i can cope with such problem in future...

Again, i met with her last night, a girl who is really really tough and again, I was so solute with her....Even she's facing so many family problems, yet till now, she still can be a happy-go-lucky gal, just like a normal and happy gal....she is really a tenacious gal...She always said that, If there is no God, she is also no longer there...Just haven't seen for a few months, she is just like grown up to be a big sister... In before, she is absolute acceptance, but now, she is the determiner. Yea...If surroundings no longer can be changed, then change your heart to face it....That is the warrior and not coward.... Gal, hope that you can continue to cast off all of these with the power of God's love....May God bless you....

Response..

What i read from the last post, all replies are so warm and touching...I now face everything with open heart, no more turning in the square...yea...it is indeed tired to always facing same thing with same mood, dull.....when something no longer can alter, then alter my heart in facing it...

Teaching life is indeed a great challenge to me....Many things are my first trial and my very first hand experience...maybe I am putting a pretty high expectation on myself, even i don't how far i can go...learning from the previous, don't always expect the outcomes will be pretty good...something may happen....=)

Well well...till today, i can only say that teaching nowadays indeed uneasy...I was wondering, why students are so easy to get satisfaction? satisfy with their 'good' result... satisfy with their present mode... Hardly can feel their urge to promote...Even the long experienced teachers are headache....Can the students change a bit....change to be better?

Expectation

I was quite down now....Lately, i have quite a high expectation on few things, but, seems all outcomes were so 'surprised' me...i was indeed down, i admit...Is it i don't have to put any expectation on it? just expect it I will fail, the outcomes will be my favorite....Is it that what we call hope?

Suddenly felt that i was such a great failure, every that through my hand is such a suck....I put lots of effort to make it good, i tried my very best already, why the outcomes still like so??? I was so tired...If I put in a lot of effort already, yet, the outcome is such a despair, then should I uphold with my principle again? I was doubt the tenet that I upholding from the before till now....

Lord, You always remind me, "For what I gave you is what I know that you can endure it...". But Lord, I can't bear it anymore...Every despair, is whittling me bit by bit...My strength became less and less....=(..Please, Lord, i need you...

Close friend

Feeling that when i grew elder, i have less and less friends. Some bossom friends are no longer intimate and we seldom have the same topics...I admit, i have such strong feeling with one of my closest friend. Sometimes i have no topics to talk with her, but she seems like has lots with others. Am i so hard to entertain? Grew up elder, everyone have differetn perspective of life....

How to get a close friend? Someone who will listen to me, when i was upset, when i was down....sigh...

Life packed with works, indeed bored and tension, even ain't my liking, i still have to follow it.....sigh...