Some one in my mind....

This is the very first time i write a post about him..he is some one that still in my mind, even though he may not remember me anymore...

I knew him while i was in Form 5, after i finished SPM examination. Like others, doing a part time job at a supermarket, wanna earn some pocket moneyla.. A few weeks after, he came and work part time job too. Still clearly remember that, my first impression to him, he is some one playful and not serious in working...But, never judge a book from its cover...my impression reversed by his good manner...He is a nice guy indeed, he cares for the friends beside and helpful...the pivot is, he is quite handsome....hahah.... =l....

What most delighted me was, when other friends telling me that, he has feeling on me....ehhmmmm...i admit, i have feelings on him too...He was the very first one that i have such a strong feeling....Since that, i don't know how to react to him, and try to shift off from him...i was such a craven...i just like suffocated while he is standing besides me....ohman.....abashment!! We don't have much interaction, just help each other doing the works...and he never profess his feeling to me....so, i don't take any serious on it after that...And, after few months, the results declared, for sure, it's time to say good bye~~hahha...we just left like so...Until now, we never contact each other.....=(

Now, i think, if i be the first position, ask about his feeling, maybe i won't regret now....haha....what a soul feeling now.. May it be my lesson to alert me to grasp my fate next time...

i wish to have a part time job!

hmm.....it is the second week i back to sibu..i haven't get my part time yet...wondering....i told myself, never go back to supermarket to do such work anymore, but if i can't get any, will i surrender and go back to there to work again? oh my...it is so agony now....i dont want to go back anymore, it is indeed tiring you know, following the shift, work at night...yuck...dont want it anymore....it's 2 months, such a long time you know....what to do withink these two months, other than just watch tv, online, eating, sleep, anything? i was so bored with this kind of dull living.....i wish to have a part time job! really...:(

地球怒吼了！

从前，地球是那么的美，人们也很爱它。地球和人们间有着互相依赖的关系。但，人们的野心越来越大了。。。
地球："人们啊，我觉得我有点发烧了"
人们：“有那么严重吗？只是没了几棵树，没了几片海，没了几座冰山。。。只是小件事。我们
做那么多还不是让你更加的美丽，更加的发展。"
地球：“是吗？那么为什么我的温度一直在上升呢？我真的觉得我要爆炸了。你们看，你们都不
珍惜我。我这里破洞，那里破洞。为什么不要帮我补补呢？你们这样做，我也保护不了你们了”
人们：“好啦，好啦，我们会尽量少开冷气，少开灯。”
地球：“人们啊，为什么我放在北极和南极的冰山一直在融化呢？现在，到处都是水灾，都是灾
害，都是你们咎由自取的！没有粮食，发生饥荒，都是你们一手造成的！”

地球开始怒吼了。。。它已忍无可忍了。。。

人们：“地球啊，我们快要没有食物吃了。你看，现在真的很热啊！好多的生态都改变了！为什
么会发生这些事呢？”
地球：“你们问我？！不如我来告诉你们吧。。。你们砍了树，可是不会种树。车驾了跑，烟就
到处喷。工厂天天喷烟。你们也好爱太阳的‘热情’啊，散发多多的二氧化碳，把‘热情’都关在里面了。碧绿的海，被你们弄得肮肮脏脏的。你们以为海里的生物是铁打的吗？不会死吗？你们现在才关心，会太迟了吗？”
人们："。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。”
地球：“你们已经剥夺了你们下一代生存的机会了。。。一切都已成定局了”

最近，发生太多的天灾。中国的大雪暴，全球的粮食危机，温室效应，大海啸。。。读到这些新闻，感到很痛心，很惭愧。身为人类的我们，我们能够做什么呢？有太多我们可以做的，只是，你愿不愿意...大家，爱我们的地球吧。。。停止一切的破坏吧！

is it good to have a long holiday?

It is really heartreatening....i thought it is mine, but she grabbed out from my hand now...damn...what a bull shit promise....can't you just give me one chance, just one month, then what you want to do, you may just do it....ya, maybe i should not blame you for the broken promise....you have your right to do so. I have changed back to my previous life again...

It is what a sudden shock, that i actually got a part time job, just happen in this morning, i went back with flying legs, telling my mom and dad, even my grandma about this news. i didn't have any expectation for that job at first as i just can work for tw0 months, but she gave me the chance...ok, i was so thankful to her....but now, she grabbed back the chance for me...the reason is, she found the permanent....i was bothering to find another part time job again....haiz.............

Where is the way out? it just like what is happen in last year, still fresh in my mind. Last time i also so bothering with the part time job, until there is no way out, then no deal, i need to go supermarket, work as cashier, following the shift. But i don't want such job this time, i was so tired with it....i have no time for my family, the time is not my time...haiz...so contradict right?! There are jobs everywhere, just you yourself can't be humble to take it....let's me be a bit selfish this time...i don't want do the same job in every break....

Huh..is it good to have a long holiday? i not really think so...actually i am a bit nervous with the long break, just like i am sth useless, no point, no target everyday...no motion in life...the same old day....Lord, pls listen to my prayer. I was so thankful for you lead me to that job, but it is no more now, can You pls give me the another one? let's everything be in Your hands....amen.....