Boring Invigilation

Well well....this is the second time I invigilate SPM examination...it is pretty different with the first time....It was inside the hall for the first time..but it is in the classroom this time, with only ONE candidate!...LOL....

It's a gal, who was sick since May this year...and she had left her lesson for half a year....guess no what had happened to her...well, she is smart and completed all papers until today...even she knew that she might fail, but, at least, gal, u have tried....that's no regret anymore....

It is really bored inside the square box...only me and her and the sound of the turning fan...the ticking clock is another add-on... but the noise are not strong then my sleeping bugs......The bugs are too powerful.......I almost fall asleep inside there....Help!!! It is so suffering........like in hell....Argghhhh....

I fully used my time...so, I read a book.......Well, just finished reading a page, but quickly closed it....someone is walking by.....ouch.......what a mad..........I just like doing something guilty.....sigh.....

Time is passing slow if no reading or doing something...Wish the exam to end soon..........

p/s: There is no invigilation tomorrow onwards till 8th of Dec...phewit....=D...

Mood is flying to Singapore....Anticipating................=)

楊淑君事件

最近，台湾最火红的就是她了。。。

楊淑君，在广州亚运会跆拳道，因被指违規穿电子袜，而被判‘失格’。全台湾人民现在都动起来了...为的就是要为她出一口气...事情到现在越演越烈。。。不知何时才落幕。。。有眼睛的，应该都晓得事情没那么复杂。。。可为何会发展到如此地步呢？

从这件事情看来，台湾人民是何等的团结。。。
一人出事， 万人出头。。。
反观我们国家，
一人出事，齐齐跑路。。。

口号每天喊喊喊，有用吗？
广告每天播播播，有用吗？
为人民的，有谁呢？

Day 2 - Wardrobe

Day 2, is time to tidy up my wardrobe....

Well it is not so messy or orderly arranged...I just want to tidy what kind of shirts or dresses I had so that I can target some choices only when go shopping next time...

Let's take a look before and after...

Before, not dare to open the door....

Cannot...I must open it....

Messy and messy......=.=

Finally done....but seems like not much different....hmm.......hmm......=D

Day 1 - Shoes tidying

Well...well...It's holiday....First came to my mind is my messy room...I want to tidy up the room!!

First, this is the corner that squeezed my mind most....so headache looking at it before...

So, first, took out all of the shoes....And.............Gosh.....I have a ladder high of shoes!!

Guess how many pairs of shoes here? I just realized I have 25 pairs of shoes....even more...

Here are only 19 pairs...but, after I put back all the shoes into each boxes, I just realized some shoes are left behind.....so, is not the full house yet...

So, after a hard work, the result came to this...

Good job!! =)

But, still have to continue with other parts tomorrow....my wardrobe.........oh.......='(

Health

I went for a simple body check up on last Sunday (the day I knocked down a gal...=.=....)

Overall, my health is ok, and BMI is ideal...no big problem for that....I done a blood testing too, on last Wednesday, which the result will be declared on coming Monday....Excited with that....=)

Oh yes!! finally my weight is started with the forth digit now...
I was 55 kg before I start the keep fit journey....I am 48.4 kg now....haha...Can't imagine how I did it...I reduced 6.6 kg...but my height still the same....sigh....='(...

A journey of a year and 6 months, this is what I gained today....gained my health, gained my confidence, gained joy...It is not hard to keep fit, as long as you have a must do determination, slim is not far from you...it is not always the plan for tomorrow or the day after tomorrow....it is now and only now....

I still stick to jogging, as this is the best way for me to relax and keep fit also..Anyway, the most essential one is control your mouth and desire...Once you ate burger, then you should skip any other junk foods and jog for at least 30 mins to burn the fats....Always balance the IN and OUT...

Well, i still wan to reduce 2 kg, and do part firming, especially my thigh and upper arm...The shaking fat is so ugly..yuck....

Just finished annual dinner last nite, and what is most headache this time is looking for a dress....oh......all dresses are sleeve less....but my arm is so fat....I only found my dress the nite before the actual day....I have to start the journey of arm firming first so that I have more choices for next dinner and friend's wedding....

Friends, always be determined and trust that you can do it....
Keep fit will be a joyful and interesting journey...=)

World Vision

Finally I have an approach with this NGO, World Vision...This is my dream to sponsor a child since I started working in the earliest of this year...Well, today is a day to remember, I sponsored a child, with just only RM50 per month, which is able to change a life of, not even just a child, but life of children who are in poverty...

Well, I will only know which child to sponsor after 2 weeks, kind of excited to know it...ha.....I also registered as the volunteer of World Vision...There is a question asking in the form, Why do you want to register as a volunteer? ha...I just wrote, to help others....ya...I just wish to help other with whatever I could do...

Accident....

It is Sunday today....Just finished service and going to somewhere to meet Mom and Dad...But, accident is smell less....An accident happened this morning....I rammed to a motorbike and the gal is injured...I am alright cos driving a car....But..she is unlucky, injured her thigh and knocked her head on the road....

I was stunned and chilled...

It happened just such a sudden...I want to turn left to a small road, marked the signal light...but sigh, i didn't notice the motor besides me....Ponngg!!!!!... Gosh...I rammed someone!! I was so frightened and dunno what to do...I saw her helmet flew away and she was pening-pening after the accident...I am afraid she might has brain concussion..Afraid..really afraid...

After a deal, I paid her for her medical fee and repair fee and leave my contact number to her...But just regret I gave her my contact number....Shouldn't rite...cos might give her a chance to claim and claim more...but I didn't think too much at that time...and I think she is not that bad, from what I talked to her...She conceded that she is wrong also as she saw my signal light already, but everything is happen too fast...the next second, she falls down already.....It's too late...

I was thankful..at least her face is all fine...no scratch...only her thigh is raw...I think she is not that bad-hearted right...want more and more....I hope so....

I should be more be careful on the road next time....Be careful to secure our life and other'slife also....Thanks God, we are safe.....

She just messaged me and informed me that she is alright and asked me don't worry about her....Thanks God...Even though I had an accident, but it alarmed me to be more and more careful as I always driving fast...and Thanks God, she is ok....Really thanks God...=)

Mood..

I felt calm a bit today....Mood is good and everything is fine now....I need time to accept and adapt with it...ha....fate again gone from my palm...Anyway, with faith in God, there is nothing to fear....

I believe in God for His wonderful plan...If that guy is mine, it will be mine in the last, no matter how far we were.....

Thanks Sze Mama, as my 'dustbin'...lend me your ears...

Thanks Blogger, a space for me to grumble...

Thanks God, for Your wonderful guidance and never forsake me....I love You GOD...=)

A letter to God...

Dear God, are You free?

It is the second time I let him go...

Lord, this guy is the first person that clinged me for a long time, at least for a year, when I was in Form 6. And he is the first person appear in my blog, the first person dragged my heart....ha...puppy love at that time....But, he is the first person I like...I concede...

For whole of the year 2003, I kept on hoping to meet with him again, to have his news, to keep in touch with him....but, we didn't have that chance to do so....I used almost a year to delete my feeling toward him...ya, I did it in the last...phew...such a long time...


We didn't contact each other for 7 years....In these 7 years, we have no news from each other...we finished our education and now, we are apart at different place in different carrier...Everything is different after 7 years...

17 July 2010....

is the first date we met in FB...It is just a coincidence where I simply type in my colleague's name and found his profile....Well, I was quite excited at that time to meet with him again....

And...

Last month, he was back for two days...what a short time.....We went out for a movie....He presented me a pack of chocolate as I only notified him once that I like to eat chocolate...ya...its not a big matter....he is gentleman and caring...makes me feel like a lady like gal...ha....have a sweet feeling with him....There are still got many things....just bury it in my mind...

30 Oct 2010...

He confessed to me in MSN at first....Yet,I rejected him..Doubt rite...sounds everything is so good and fine....but how come the ending is like so....he called me and made me stunned...he is working oversea and it is quite expensive for the fare...Yea...I told him, it is more cozy as friend, better stay in present mode...

But...

Only GOD knew the real reason....

There are too many things to consider about...it is not about anything...but religion....Religioun made me ponder and ponder again...let me prohibitive to start...we are different in religion....In before, religion is not a problem but feeling is talking....But now, religion and feeling both are talking now.....A friend reminded me....Human's love is limited and conditional...when a relationship comes to a bottleneck, only GOD's love is able to lead along both of them together and heal the relationship...Two is better then one, yea...., only GOD's love is able to make the couple more lovely with each other....everything will fade with the passing of time, but GOD's love will never fade...
And....We are apart also...I am not really know about him...and either him towards me...ha...so, don't think that i will start before i really know about someone....

Yea....I just wrote the upper half of this post last two days...but, kind of suffer while I am writing this post...I cried desperately...can't continue to finish...Cry....the tears...solaced my sigh...yea...I was sigh for the situation right now...I am a coward....not dare to tell him my true feeling.....

After I rejected him, so surprised I was so down and down...Am I mind? Am I regret? What is that mean? I also don't know...I was tired...tired to wait, tired to guess so many uncertainties...Only God knew about my needs.....I want to rely on Him and let Him decide everything for me...

Yea..I still hoping for a turning back....frank to say.......But I know, it is not for me to decide everything....waiting for God's timing and planning.....I am tired Lord....

A gal who is waiting for love to come...a shoulder to rely...

p/s: ha...just ignore this post...I just want a space to shout out...