May Michael Jackson peace in God and has forever happiness...
Deepest sympathy to Michael Jackson
Shocked when get to know this stunning new, the rocking star left us forever....Heard this news when i was on my way back to home. When the radio declared his death i thought that i was mis-listen and turn up the volume to the highest...but, it is true....Michael Jackson, the legend was history now.....
Shift of life
Today is the third day i started my teaching life....Life as the real teacher indeed packed and busy, as i saw some of the teachers packed with bunch of paper works...Hmm...so far, my stuff is ok as i just teach some simple subjects for exam classes, but i am a form teacher....O...this is quite hard..First time being a form teacher, i have no idea what to do...The teachers there are nice and they are willing to teach and guide me, even they are very busy...
I am still adapting with the life where i need to sleep early and wake up early...When the day still dark outside, Mom and Dad and brothers still wrapped in their bed, i need to crawl from my warm bed...Oh...still feeling drowsy....No deal, i need to prepare to work...Splashed the cool water to my face, sobered me up immediately...Then, i will prepare my lovely breakfast, which is a bowl of oat and two slices of bread with egg...It is so delicious and that's the vim to help me to match into my teaching life...And, like before, this is the moment where i will approach and do prayer...The surroundings are silent, i confess my guilt and let's God to guide me and ready me for the whole day's life...Then, Mom almost woke up and she will open the gate for me and say goodbye to me...Thanks Mom, she loved me so much...Stepped into the school, i always told myself, try your very best...Smile...=)
My life for the moment is ample as i still have tuition in the afternoon, but sometimes felt tired and sleepy, expecially after lunch. Somehow, looking at the children, i felt joyful...indeed....
Now, i most anticipating the weekends as weekdays i need to work till noon time...And, now i can understand the taste of Monday blue....sour....
I am still adapting with the life where i need to sleep early and wake up early...When the day still dark outside, Mom and Dad and brothers still wrapped in their bed, i need to crawl from my warm bed...Oh...still feeling drowsy....No deal, i need to prepare to work...Splashed the cool water to my face, sobered me up immediately...Then, i will prepare my lovely breakfast, which is a bowl of oat and two slices of bread with egg...It is so delicious and that's the vim to help me to match into my teaching life...And, like before, this is the moment where i will approach and do prayer...The surroundings are silent, i confess my guilt and let's God to guide me and ready me for the whole day's life...Then, Mom almost woke up and she will open the gate for me and say goodbye to me...Thanks Mom, she loved me so much...Stepped into the school, i always told myself, try your very best...Smile...=)
My life for the moment is ample as i still have tuition in the afternoon, but sometimes felt tired and sleepy, expecially after lunch. Somehow, looking at the children, i felt joyful...indeed....
Now, i most anticipating the weekends as weekdays i need to work till noon time...And, now i can understand the taste of Monday blue....sour....
A blessing in disguise...
My mood are really quite different compared to last few days...Now everything settled with happy ending....Still remember that my last post is about i missed my most wanted school's offer...Ya, i felt bloodly regret after all. I blamed myself, why am i so stupid?! It was quite suffer on that day. I didn't tell my Dad and Mom what it's all about...
Dad asked me a day after during jogging. I told him frankly...He was quite furious after heard it and interrogate why i don't tell him the truth on that day! I stunned...Actually since back, i don' t like to tell them everything i done and planned, even tuition i also told them last minute. So, they asked me to ask the school again about the post for temporary teacher. The school offered me to teach Maths which is my major and that is really hard to get one, but i simply relieve this chance...I will never forget about that kinds of feeling....
That day, was my 24th birthday. The atmophere at home quite weird and Mom and Dad still angry with me....I felt sad too, as i don't have next chance anymore...I can't sleep the whole night...I told myself it is indeed an unforgettable birthday! The next day, i phoned the school again, but, no one answer. My frame of mind, again, at the bottom. Even shopping i also have no mood, and felt so sorry to my friends for my broken promise...Sorry, gals..
Until Monday, i went to the school and Mom accompanied me...Disappointing response from school again....I was so sad at that time...But, it is not the end of the world. Today, i received an offer which is temporary teacher from another school. I felt so happy and directly went to see the principal. In the noon, i received another offer from another school, but sorry, i have one already, so i rejected it...Now, everything settled down and i am going to start on next Monday, a brand new life...
Why i said this is indeed a blessing in disguise...Through the first incident, where i rejected the offer for Maths teacher, i just realized that family is the best refuge...They are my adviser for my job now...hehe....My relationship with Mom and Dad are healed, and i have no more grouses with them...They loved me very much. They knew that i was sad, so they act happily just to cheer me up and never show their disappointment.. but i know their feeling, same as i. And now, i can talk with them as before...no more misunderstandings...
In this incident, i know that prayer is powerful and Lord's art of work is miracle... In my everyday's prayer since i back, i pray that our relationship can be healed...and God did it, through how a special way...And i pray that i hope i can get the offer from my most wanted school, He gave me too, just i don't treasure the chance...And now, He gave me double blessings, even i did lost something before, but the blessings return are indeed full.........Thank you Lord for everything You gave me...Thanks ...
Dad asked me a day after during jogging. I told him frankly...He was quite furious after heard it and interrogate why i don't tell him the truth on that day! I stunned...Actually since back, i don' t like to tell them everything i done and planned, even tuition i also told them last minute. So, they asked me to ask the school again about the post for temporary teacher. The school offered me to teach Maths which is my major and that is really hard to get one, but i simply relieve this chance...I will never forget about that kinds of feeling....
That day, was my 24th birthday. The atmophere at home quite weird and Mom and Dad still angry with me....I felt sad too, as i don't have next chance anymore...I can't sleep the whole night...I told myself it is indeed an unforgettable birthday! The next day, i phoned the school again, but, no one answer. My frame of mind, again, at the bottom. Even shopping i also have no mood, and felt so sorry to my friends for my broken promise...Sorry, gals..
Until Monday, i went to the school and Mom accompanied me...Disappointing response from school again....I was so sad at that time...But, it is not the end of the world. Today, i received an offer which is temporary teacher from another school. I felt so happy and directly went to see the principal. In the noon, i received another offer from another school, but sorry, i have one already, so i rejected it...Now, everything settled down and i am going to start on next Monday, a brand new life...
Why i said this is indeed a blessing in disguise...Through the first incident, where i rejected the offer for Maths teacher, i just realized that family is the best refuge...They are my adviser for my job now...hehe....My relationship with Mom and Dad are healed, and i have no more grouses with them...They loved me very much. They knew that i was sad, so they act happily just to cheer me up and never show their disappointment.. but i know their feeling, same as i. And now, i can talk with them as before...no more misunderstandings...
In this incident, i know that prayer is powerful and Lord's art of work is miracle... In my everyday's prayer since i back, i pray that our relationship can be healed...and God did it, through how a special way...And i pray that i hope i can get the offer from my most wanted school, He gave me too, just i don't treasure the chance...And now, He gave me double blessings, even i did lost something before, but the blessings return are indeed full.........Thank you Lord for everything You gave me...Thanks ...
I missed it
Oh...quite sad this afternoon, as i got the offer from my most wanted school, but, so sad, that vacancy is noon section...haiz..no deal, i have to reject it. And, i have a post in another school...O... i was so disappointed...sob sob.....Will i get the offer again next time? Life indeed full with many uncertains....Anyway, i still have job...Cheer!!
Look at my braces...
I surfed back and found the posts, 'A day to remember-25/7/08' and 'Braces installment'. Almost two years i installed this braces. How time flies...So, i grabbed the photos and see how is the progress of my teeth's darling....
Before i install braces, i am like this,
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Another one year, a little improvement...
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Another one year...waiting.....anticipating....
And, now, i am like this...
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Ohhhh~~~ Thanks God i have undergone all suffer, and 8th of August will be another big day for me....anticipating for the day....^^
Before i install braces, i am like this,
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Another one year, a little improvement....jpg)
Another one year...waiting.....anticipating....
And, now, i am like this...
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Ohhhh~~~ Thanks God i have undergone all suffer, and 8th of August will be another big day for me....anticipating for the day....^^
Go go fighting!
I started working since last Monday, at a tuition center. I was quite satisfy, at last i have something to do and not just free at home.
I teach students who are in Primary 1, 2 and 3...Oh my!! They are really really cute! I love them very much! Ya, children are the most artless and naive. They will directly tell you what is in their minds or from their expression, you will clear what to do next. On the first day of teaching, not only one of the students asking me, teacher, what is in your mouth? what is that? haha..i smiled inwardly, they are so curious...
Teaching them, I don't have to shout like lunatic, just one stare, they will keep quiet. ..hehe....With them, i can feel the most simple thing in life, just like in heaven. There are no hypocrite, no quarrel, no lies, but joy and smile only...
Actually, this is just a part of my working life. Start from next week, i will be a teacher in secondary school in the morning... wondering how's gonna be....In fact, my schedule is quite packed. I will finish at 12.45pm, then will rest for one and half hour, then will start tuition at 2.20pm until 5.45pm. Then, go jogging for 40 minutes. Hmm...one most bothering me is, i am afraid that i will let tired or lazy be the lousy reason to skip exercise...Will I? shrug....
Then, after i finished everything in daytime, i still have 3 hours for myself before i go for bedtime...But, don't worry, i still have lovely Saturday and Sunday. That's two days are only for myself and my family...
Well well...maybe you will ask, why you want to work so desperately, as if exerting the utmost of your strength?! Hmm....i think that, i am still young, i have good stamina, four limbs, why not fully use it? No working, it will 'jam' in other day. And, i don't want to waste my time anymore, as i have been rested enough for last month and now is time to earn money. Just work hard for two months....After two months, will be another story....*-* Winks....
Baxia!! Go go fighting!!
p/s: it's reminded me about my braces, how is my braces now?
I teach students who are in Primary 1, 2 and 3...Oh my!! They are really really cute! I love them very much! Ya, children are the most artless and naive. They will directly tell you what is in their minds or from their expression, you will clear what to do next. On the first day of teaching, not only one of the students asking me, teacher, what is in your mouth? what is that? haha..i smiled inwardly, they are so curious...
Teaching them, I don't have to shout like lunatic, just one stare, they will keep quiet. ..hehe....With them, i can feel the most simple thing in life, just like in heaven. There are no hypocrite, no quarrel, no lies, but joy and smile only...
Actually, this is just a part of my working life. Start from next week, i will be a teacher in secondary school in the morning... wondering how's gonna be....In fact, my schedule is quite packed. I will finish at 12.45pm, then will rest for one and half hour, then will start tuition at 2.20pm until 5.45pm. Then, go jogging for 40 minutes. Hmm...one most bothering me is, i am afraid that i will let tired or lazy be the lousy reason to skip exercise...Will I? shrug....
Then, after i finished everything in daytime, i still have 3 hours for myself before i go for bedtime...But, don't worry, i still have lovely Saturday and Sunday. That's two days are only for myself and my family...
Well well...maybe you will ask, why you want to work so desperately, as if exerting the utmost of your strength?! Hmm....i think that, i am still young, i have good stamina, four limbs, why not fully use it? No working, it will 'jam' in other day. And, i don't want to waste my time anymore, as i have been rested enough for last month and now is time to earn money. Just work hard for two months....After two months, will be another story....*-* Winks....
Baxia!! Go go fighting!!
p/s: it's reminded me about my braces, how is my braces now?
April fool changed date?!
Before May is drawing a close, everyone in Malaysia is looking at a jest...4574, is a great memorial in the history of my university...
Frankly speaking, being an APEX U, it was a serious mistake. Once upgraded to APEX U, we should give outsiders a good image, prove that we can make it and we are deserved with this standard...Not easy to get APEX standard, right? But why don't try hard to consolidate this good reputation?
I was quite stunned that day when i saw the headline...It is really a great fool to the juniors and pity with their situations...They can't do anything besides endless waiting and anxious...that kind of feeling...helpless and uncertain, are really a great dread... The uni should give them a good resolution, otherwise, they will totally lost the trust and confidence...and this will be the long-life black spot...Now, everyone is paying high attention on how is the uni going to solve this problem...So, all the best to my university...
Frankly speaking, being an APEX U, it was a serious mistake. Once upgraded to APEX U, we should give outsiders a good image, prove that we can make it and we are deserved with this standard...Not easy to get APEX standard, right? But why don't try hard to consolidate this good reputation?
I was quite stunned that day when i saw the headline...It is really a great fool to the juniors and pity with their situations...They can't do anything besides endless waiting and anxious...that kind of feeling...helpless and uncertain, are really a great dread... The uni should give them a good resolution, otherwise, they will totally lost the trust and confidence...and this will be the long-life black spot...Now, everyone is paying high attention on how is the uni going to solve this problem...So, all the best to my university...
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