Misconception

I like swimming, definitely...I felt free and relaxing while bath in the water, following the waves, swim with freestyle or breaststroke. It is so silence inside water, no noise, no shout, no tumult, every annoyance and troubles weltered in it...That's why i like to swim very much...I am crazy with swimming..

Yet, lately, i clear the misconception that, swimming can't really help to lose weight...Actually, the earliest motive that i learnt swimming is i wish i could lose some weight by swimming. This is the very first exercise that i can maintain for more than 2 years..Well, it is saying that eventhough swimming can help to deplete energy, but, people seldom can swim non-stoply, unless someone can swim everlasting for more than 1 hours, that's will be effective in burning the fat..Hmm....every time i just swim for 30-40 minutes, that's mean, no use? ahhaaa....Moreover, swimming makes us easier to get hungry. So, after a crazy swim, for sure, hungry will desperately haunting you. Hmm.....sometimes it is like so for me....haha...

So, i have made up my mind now, change my exercise. It is advised to change type of exercise after a period of exercise right, in respect that our body will 'immune' with an exercise after a long period. Today, i tried to walk stair, it is really a good exercise, i just walked for 30 minutes, sweat downpours like rain...haha...keeps going...but, afterwards, my legs shaking like what....unable to be stable...well, just the first time, i wanna keep doing it...No more excuse not to exercise, want to be slim? CANNOT BY WORDS, BUT ACTION!!

What is the most important thing in my life?

It is quite a long ago since my last blog, figure out that i have less passion to write blog nowadays...Now, i gonna write sth that i apperceived in today's fellowship....What are the first notion came out when you saw this topic? When i saw this topic, i just blank, i don't know how to answer it....

"Let the Lord be the first in your life" "let Him be your root of wisdom" " let Him judge your life"...oh man, i am guilty that, i don't do that...Why, why i can't let Him be my first position, i always just put myself at first ranking...i hate that, and i am damn tired to let some burden be on my shoulder...Lord tells us you can commit your burden to Him. Yet, when i commit to Him, i still keep on asking, where is it, are Lord listen to me? i'm still impatient in waiting for His responses. huh..so contradict right? How to let Lord be my judge of life? This is the lesson of faith.......................

Lord, i am really tired with service now, and my focus was altered now...i can give a reason to myself that i don't want to go practice is because i don't like somebody, i am lazy to go...bla bla bla...i wish to pause a while, to recharge myself and get back the zealousness in olden days....Lord, i am in process of learning how to be sacrifice and not care for...if it is in Your liking, pls give me endurance to encounter it....Thank you Lord...

Bad experience...

Today, i get ready myself, prepared well and on the way to school swimming pool. I was so enthusiasted to go, as the pool at my apartment is just small one, and i never tried standard pool before...Therefore, i dated with friends to swim at the pool in my university. So, when i arrived there, there is no single of people, as not the time yet...Ok, so i wait for my friends to come...Finally, it's time to go...haha, it is so fun that i can swim throughout the pool with freestyle....first attempt.

After 45 minutes, i decided to go. So, i up first. As i need to rush for the bus to go home, so i just simply swill myself and rush out to the bus stop. Luckily, havent arrive yet. While waiting for the bus, i tidy up my wet clothes...In astoundment, my money lost! (just a small amout of money) Huh?! Did i leave out at the pool there? As it is not a big amount i just don't think about it. Fortunately, my watch is still there...I will be more distraught if i lost my watch...=P.

Then, the day after, when my friends asking me, did i lost anything yesterday? i just recalled that incident. They even lost more than me...Thanks God.. Oh man, there are thieves at the pool, and this is the first time they met with this, since they went there for many times already. Oh man, this is not the matter of money, but the matter of manner. How dare you grab and took something that is not belongs to you?! What's the matter with you? You are doing rip-off, you know...what did you learn in school, huh, thief?
Indeed, a bad experience for me...=(....What will happen next? Swipe handphone? Swipe more money?

p/s: When i think that my beg being grabbed by someone, i felt thrilled...yuck!!!

Heart

Today, while preparing the material for cell group, i felt enthusiasted and enjoy... where the heart is, where the motive is. As long as you put the fullest heart in it, you will never feel tired, but the joy...Thanks God, You made me to have a change of heart in facing cell group.

Being cell group leader until today, i did feel despair..Yet, Lord always has His remedy and it is never be late....I felt like cell group is one part of my life now....Feeling the transform of everyone, from dont want to share to willing to share, from afraid to brave...Well done everyone...Glory to the Lord....That's what the cell group that i wish for, open your heart, tell us what do you think and your feeling, let's us pray for you together. We are in one family...

Yet, she is the one now i most take thought for. Since started cell group, she just attend once and never come for the other time...absolutely different with previous sem...I admit it was my fault as i am not concern about her...i should ready myself to approach her, don't let her felt like she is an outsider...God, commit to You, pls never let her go...

Thankyou

Last few weeks, i heard a news from home. Mom told me that she went to church with Daddy. This is the first time they went to church by themselves even i was not beside them. When i heard this, i don't know what to say, besides Thankyou, Jesus...Tears rolling down, not teen, but the tear of joy...

I have been pray for them for more then 2 years. I asked Lord, When can i go to church together with my family, especially my parents? i did despair, sad, and grieve...i did suspicious about faith...but, Lord is how that miracle and incredible...He did listen to my prayer, He has His own time and way....When it is the timing, He will give you...Lord always safeguarding my family. If not, we will not be that close now, we will still in the old day, quarrels and conflicts flooded the house...since what day in the old day, one of my birthday wish is be far away from home, but now i treasure my family, more than anything...I love them...

Lord, Thanks, only You who are able to allure my parents...Thank you...Glory to the Lord...