The last day of Jan 2010

It's the last day for Jan 2010...how time flies...I have been a genuine teacher for a month....

Frankly speaking, i still can't believe that i am a genuine teacher now...I can't imagine in my hand how will the kids be after a year...

I teach one good class and one weak class plus a foundation. I faced a great challenge in teaching the weak class...Like the same as my practical time, I need to brief up all the important points and teach them in the most simple way...My mission is to teach them to pass, not to get an A, or B, or C, or D. Sometimes, i facing failure...They hardly can understand or master a topic...Sometimes i felt weird...They still don't know what is the whole topic talking about after I done the whole chapter....Oh...what a great stunning to me!! i felt a great pity on them...They have been studied for at least 10 years, but their standard is not equivalent to their syllabus...Oh...

If you comment that i am the lucky one, yea...i agree with you too...I have been posted to my own hometown and get to teach my own major. Before the posting, we all afraid that we will be posted to outskirts....but who knows, get own hometown...then afraid again that won't get our major as my hometown was crowded with science teachers....yet, who know, get to teach also....I am blessed indeed...

Yet, somehow, i still not satisfied with it...

Don't know why, i am afraid other ppl will know that i am teacher... I don't like ppl asking me this kind of questions...

Don't know why.....................

Sophaholic....

I think I was too stressed lately...

It is Friday yesterday...After I finished marking the exercise books, it was 3:30pm in the afternoon. It was raining cats and dogs outsides....No deal, I wait till 4pm...I was so blur at that time...Finally, I can go home....

While driving, I suddenly have the urge to shopping....Oh...CNY is around the corner...Thereafter, I drove to Parkson, the only place I shopping here....As it is still raining, so, i parked my car at the car park...Walking with flying legs, it's shopping time^^...

Oh....There are too many choices for jeans. I need to update my jeans...as all are quite loose after years...I bought three pieces of jeans, one piece of skirt and one piece of shirt.. All together RM157.65...Ok, then i went to pay the money...Oh man!! My cash are just exactly enough to pay it!! But, how to go home? My car was in the car park!!!

What a coincident my hp was flat that time....I rummage my wallet and handbag...Thank God, i found 30 cents...=')....smile with tears... I used the only 30 cents to call my Mom to rescue me....Get the money from Mom and drove myself home...

On the way, thinking that I was just an insane...what a big laugh to myself...=)

Nauseating....

Do you ever see this? You can also swim here besides swimming pool....good idea...saving money, saving time and sunbathe....

I think this is the n time i saw these boys swimming in the drain...very disgusting....Imagine that, the amoeba, paramesium, euglena is swimming together with them, not only around them, but also inside their blood vessel...together with their lungs, with their heart....What an unbridled 'sport'....yuck...

From mono to poly, from B & W to colour screen.....

I got a new handphone lately...it was from my brother...no deal, i always use the second hand ...hmm....it doesn't matter as i am not hand phone madman...

Well well, it's been the 2nd week i used it. Overall, i was quite satisfied with it's function...It has wifi connection, therefore, while in school, this is the only entertainment for me during free period. I was mad to online with handphone now...haha...use it to update my FB status, to check mail, to reply msgs....bla bla bla...one more thing, it has nice stereo...I am loving it...

Well, i guess this is the 8th handphone I used. Still remember that I have the very first handphone while i finished F5 as I do part time job in the holidays...therefore, Brother gave me his handphone...2nd hand again...haha....It was 8250, i used it for about 3 years i guess..

Then, I got the offer to uni...then, Mom bought a new handphone to me...Fuyoo...finally have my very first brand new handphone...That time i was frenzied with folding handphone, so, I choose Samsung E600..the very first Samsung handphone i used... But i just used it for 3 months i guess..it's has a bad function.

Then, I changed to Sony Ericsson T630, as saw some of my friends using it, and sounding good....Oh...i can say that, this is the most unlucky handphone..It 'died' so badly....Just that day, i put it on a cupboard, then someone calling, and it dropped from the cupboard...the screen, all spoiled....I was so pity to see on it...Anyway, i still not convenient in using Sony or Samsung, i admit, i still prefer Nokia...

Thereafter, my brother gave his handphone again...again, 2nd hand...haha...the pink Nokia 3100..Another story for this handphone...I took it to Penang in my 2nd semester of first year...That day is Chap Goh Meh, I just back from shopping with friends...damn tired...I just throw my shirts and pyjamas into the pail...then open the water tap...After the water halfly covered the dirty shirts, i just realized that i forgot my hp in my skirts!!!! Oh man...I cried as I thought that i need to buy a new hp again...I felt so guilty that time cos i changed quite a number of hp before this....Then, i try to hair dried it....So thanks, it still can be used...

Then, is the most long life handphone to me...Nokia 7610...Again, from my brother too...I used it until I graduate...It is really good hp. I like its camera, clear and sharp...I always use it to self-portrait...haha....In between, I also use Nokia 6288 and 5610, but all have a short life span...what a pity....

And, the last one, N81, my darling at the moment....^^..Again, from my brother..haha..

Blogging with my new handphone..

I just get a new handphone last few days..it is N81. I love it very much now...as it has wi-fi connection..thats mean i can connect anytime i like as long as there is wireless..So,now,i testing by blogging online in school..its work! So,this is the first post i written by my new handphone..

WITH ALL I AM

This is a christian song sang by Hillsongs...I was quite keen on this song lately, even I had listen to it for a few years dy...It's lyrics is like so:

Hillsongs United - With all I am
Into your hand I commit again
with all I am for You Lord

You hold my world in the palm of your hand
and I'm yours forever

CHORUS
Jesus I believe in you Jesus I belong to you
You're the reason that I live the reason that I sing
With all I am

I'll walk with You wherever You go
through tears and joy
I'll trust in You

and I will live
in all of Your ways and
Your promises forever

I will worship I will worship you forever

Still remember that, that day, i was on my way to school...woke up quite early in the morning, as have duty for these three months...When I listen the chorus part, unpredicted, I cried...Tears rolled down my cheeks..."Jesus I believe in You, Jesus I belong to You". I know, Jesus wants me to be here, He has He owns reasons....I don't know when I will get to know it, but, He had planned everything to me...

While getting older, I did frustrate with future...I still have a lot of plans that haven't undergo yet..I still have a lot of places that haven't go yet...Sometimes even have a lot of ideas, yet, I hardly can deal my own favor...

I have a pretty picture with my future...I want to have my own home-sweet-home, have my own babies...During family day, I have my hubby sitting besides me and I can rely on his shoulder, watching our babies walking towards us..In the evening, we can walk hand in hand at the garden, with our babies....When we are old, we still sitting on the bench, watching our children bringing our grandchildren walking toward us...

Who said I don't want to get married?