Life for late

Been started work for the second week of working after holidays... life still packed with tasks, this and that....Students are still like before....I am feeling pity with them..wish to help them with whatever i could do, but, I don't know where to start from....and how to....
They came with empty brain, back with empty brain as well....Will there be a miracle someday?

How thanks I have things to do now...at least, mind no longer brimming with rubbish and somethings i wonder...But, how to do with holidays in September? I am terror with holidays now...Everyone anticipate for the holidays...but I m the reverse...When can I get out from the circle? indeed cling me for a long time...

Closing of the holidays..

Today, the last day of our three weeks holidays, it is drawing a close soon...I just read through the post that i wrote on the first day of holidays...how time flies, today, i will write for its closing....lolz...

Well, i didn't feel much reluctant for it...I even wanted the school days desperately...Maybe stay idle for a long time, fully recharged! I am ready! Have something to do is much better then nothing to do right?!

In this period, i had done with marking, table cleaning and vacation. The last one, house moving, only done half...I was headache to move my things to my darling room...I have too many pairs of shoes, bags and clothes...I wonder where to place all the things....My mom just teased me yesterday that the shoes I owned are enough to open a Vincci...Hahha...really? then I need to buy more to make it real...Shoes, my favorite item!

Talked with a friend this morning and listen to her plan for future...She is going to change her present mode, to upgrade her value...mean she is going to leave here...I did envy as she can choose with her own willing, but I can't...In previous, I will in great grief, but now, can be said, I am numb already...It doesn't mean that, i satisfy with my present mode...I still hope for a change ...But, i don't desire much...let it be...I promised to give myself 3 years, 3 years for me to love my job, 3 years for me to find my partner...If after 3 years I'm still the same, I will quit...It looks like a great obstacles in front, the most one is my parents....But, i will try to talk nicely with them....let them to understand me and give me support as well....The only thing that will change my mind is marriage. When meet with the right person, I will get married..

What a myriad world out there, but I just circling in my own world, the only world belong to myself, how tiny it was....

Yea...mind brimming with 'How are you' as well... Regard that I wanted to send most to a friend...Many hesitations congested as well...doubt how will it be after it been sent...Hope you are fine, friend....

Rainbow..

Rainbow after the rain...
it's illusive, it's authentic...
Dark clouds around...
just like a thief
come without sound, come without signals...
snatched our joy...
create a dead road just there is no way out...
Yet, the rainbow....
Its arise shaded the dark spot to become colorful, even just a corner or just a piece...
It's enough to put a grin on our face...

Always...
Life seems to be no way out, loaded with obstacles, loaded affairs, loaded with sorrows...
But, still remember God's promises and faith with God?
The promises under the rainbow....
God will make a way, where there seems to be no way

From: http://www.musicbabylon.com

Raise your head, look up to the blue sky...
Sky is not always cloudy...
Life is not always in low tide...
There is always a way out...
Always, a rainbow after a tempest...

Life without ups and downs is not called life..
It's called drama...
It's called wonderland...

Come on~~

How dirty is my table in the staffroom....I had made up my mind to clean up since last holidays in March...but sigh....the time always ran away from my palm...Finally today, I pushed myself to complete the mission...It's done and was quite satisfy with my job...Well done!~~

Before I tidy my desk, it is what a damn the lizard's stool are seen everywhere...yuck....disgusting~! I took out my drawer..Oh man~~ what a mess...
After I took out everything inside the drawer, my table is just like student's table, full with rubbish....LOL~~
Ok...now is time to arrange everything properly in my drawer.....Step by step...i almost done...singing the songs.....Out of my notice, the cover of the punch opened and left all the white snow inside the drawer...sigh...need to take out everything and restart again....
hmm....who's leg?

Deng deng....finally done my work....the messy drawer is now orderly arranged...but dunno will last for how long....hahaaaa.....

Oooppsss....forgot to take the photo of my desk...take it on the first of school day...

School is going to start, how many days left?
Countdown is coming...Anyway, this long holidays recharged me to face the coming challenges....
Well...not feeling reluctant, but anticipate for school days....

~The End~

Boy cannot do housework?!

Ah jie, sweap the floor...
Ah jie, wash the plates...
Ah jie, no more drinking water lo...
Ah jie, it's raining...collect the clothes...
Ah jie, don't just sitting there and watch tv lo...tidy the house~~ (even though their big butts are hot baking on sofa)

Sigh...this is what i heard every day and night in my house...I am a kakak now, even I am their kakak...

It's just like naturally, we won't ask the boys to do the housework...is it their hands are silver or golden made? I am definitely despise boys who never ever or don't know how to do the housework...There are one idiot in my home....Luckily not two...

Ok, this idiot, know only how to move his mouth, use his mouth to work...to order people to do somethings, to eat, to shout, to bla...bla...bla....his limbs are just a display, to show that he is a normal people...normal to have limbs, just enough for him to walk, to run, to drive the car....

My two brothers has pretty different characters. The elder one, lazy, hot-temper, big eater, big sleeping bug and dirty....The youngest one, the happy bug, more hardworking, easy going temper, big eater also, online game maniac and more hygienic...Well well...sure I love the youngest one then the elder one, he is much much more adorable....Sometimes, when I was running out of time, the youngest one will reach out to help...help to wash the plates, to collect the clothes and sweap the floor....I never saw the sleeping bug doing so...That's why i wondering...is it boys cannot do housework?

Guys must do the housework!! This is a merit in gals' eyes...as they know how uneasy to do the housework, how tiring it was~Standing aside, with hands on their hips...oh man....you are just a big rubbish to be sweep away... phew~~~~~~ Bingo!! into the bin!!

So now, do housework is noted down as my list....Disqualify if you don't know how to do housework!!

Happy 25th Birthday!!

It's my big day today!! I have gone through for 25 years, what a great blessing and pamper from God....Thanks for Your guidance in these few years...

I am a lucky gal...

To have Father in the heaven
To have family on the earth...
To have bosom and close friends around me...

Impressive song - 听妈妈的话

听妈妈的话

词曲：周杰伦 编曲：林迈可、洪敬尧 制作人：周杰伦 　歌手：周杰伦

小朋友 你是否有很多问号

　　为什麼 别人在那看漫画 我却在学画画 对著钢琴说话

　　别人在玩游戏 我却靠在墙壁背我的ABC

　　我说我要一架大大的飞机

　　我却得到一只旧旧螺旋机

　　为什麼要听妈妈的话

长大後你就会开始懂得这种话 哼

　　长大後我开始明白 为什麼我 跑的比别人快 飞的比别人高

　　将来大家看的都是我画的漫画

　　大家唱的都是 我写的歌

　　妈妈的辛苦 不让你看见

　　温柔的事 是否在她心里面

　　有空就多多握著她的手

　　把手牵著一起梦游

　　听妈妈的话 别让她受伤

　　想快快长大 才能保护她

　　美丽的白发 幸福中发芽

　　天使的魔法 温暖中慈祥

　　在你的未来 音乐是你的王牌

　　那王牌谈个恋爱 而我不想被你教坏

　　还是听妈妈的话吧 晚点在恋爱吧

　　我知道你未来的路 干嘛比我更清楚

　　你因为太多学习的同学在这块写东写西

　　但我在 妈妈我会用功读书

　　用功读书怎麼会从我嘴巴说出

　　不想你输所以要叫你用功读书吗

　　妈妈交给你的毛笔你要好好收著

　　因为不许告诉我 也告诉他我还留著

　　对了 我会遇到了周润发

　　所以你可以跟同学炫耀 赌神未来是你爸爸

　　我找不到你写的情书

　　你喜欢的要承认

　　因为我会了解你会在操场上牵她

　　你会开始喜欢唱流行歌

　　因为张学友开始准备唱吻别

　　听妈妈的话 别让她受伤

　　想快快长大 才能保护她

　　美丽的白发 幸福中发芽

　　天使的魔法 温暖中慈祥

　　听妈妈的话 别让她受伤

　　想快快长大 才能保护她

Kick back and relax...

Robotized for few months, now it's my own time to do my own favorite..

Well well...we just back from a vacation in KL and Penang, feeling so relaxing and recharged...probably aim for shopping and gathering with friends...On the day of flight, our flight delayed for 2 hours....sigh...the credit of Now Everyone Can Fly no longer a merit...Therefore, we arrived late in KL..Burger King is our first meal in KL.

We didn't do the shopping in the first day as we were very tired...After checked in, we just walk around the Bintang Street...what to say, big city, crowded!
On the second day, we were ready for our shopping journey. Sigh, it is not really the happy one....I strained my ankle before the journey...Oh, it is damn painful...How come?! i wore slipper only! At first, thought that my journey might be ruined...Thanks God, I still can walk around after a rest..=)

When we talk about Malaysia? What does it come first to your mind? Culture? good shopping complex? what else? Well, to me, indeed, Malaysian still need to improve their hospitality. We met with what a kind of rude salesgirls. Please, it's our right, our right as a consumer to choose, to buy or not to buy, it's our own business, you cannot force us to buy it! you need not come to entertain or serve us or even ignore us...we will more enjoy in this case...What a disappointment that day we didn't buy the things, then the salesgirl return back with harsh words...Oh man!! what a damn frustrating after heard her words, even I knew that is their style, their pattern as I experienced before in Penang. But, do you need to be like so, you are chasing your money away!! It spoiled my good mood!!..But just for a while la...not worth for such kind of nuts...

I didn't do much shopping in KL...maybe not my favor....haha...

The next day, we headed to Colmar Tropicale. The first time we been there...Spent whole day there...soak in the culture of France?! can it be? haha....some sort of la....but, nice scenic spot~

yOOOO0000....It's time to Penang! Some friends asking me, why you still want to go Penang, since you just went there last year and have been there for 4 years?! Well, Penang gave me lots of memories...I met with my housemates, my uni mates and most important, I met with my dear Father here...If I have not been here, guess no where am i now...I enjoy to shopping here, enjoy the delicacies and enjoy the culture here...This time, can be said shopping to the fullest...I bought 5 pairs of shoes!! what a shoes maniac!!hahha....but it's worth!

How time flies! Yesterday was the last day of the trip...Before we go home, my friends celebrated my 25th birthday. Touched to have their blessings...Well, for sure, still, my wishes are wish my family healthy and fine, and end my single life...hahahaha....

The end of the trip, aim for oversea for next vacation...Bangkok or Taiwan, will do....Count me in!!

Thanks guy, to meet you in my life...

He thought this is a game, he said this is a game...just a game...k, fine...we all quit from this game...

The end of the story, the story between us...I wondering is it a fault that we met up in the earliest? And, always, he back here, our conversation ended up unhappily...and he should be back here to reunion and enjoy the moment with his family...but, why always been ruined by me? it is indeed tiring..

Two is better the one? Not really...I am not despair with relationship, i just tired in this case and need time to recover too...pause first for the next and God's timing...Iwis, i decided too much thing with my own willing, i didn't seeking for His timing...Not need rushing rite....=)

In this case, i learn about many first hand lesson....Most, never involve too many parties....yea, it is good to have mutual friends, they are lubricants...But, when dealing with relationship, still, two parties are easier to settle....we never want to hurt anyone, but when comes to mess, mischief is hardly to be solved...even a sorry also doesn't mean everything....

I was so determined to make up my mind in before, no feeling, bye bye~~ I have to hold this principle tightly forever and after...in order not to hurt anyone...never be hesitate, never be shilly-shally...

My friend reminded me I shouldn't be harsh in order to let him give up even I was in madness...Ask him to cool down first and talk nicely to him....even we can't be couple, we still can be friends, forever friends...Thanks gal, for that day what a good timing you called me, as I was in great vexation in dealing with that guy....Otherwise, until today we are still in hatred...

For him, I was thankful...thanks for being so lovely and nice to me....thanks for sharing his works, his dream, his life with me...thanks for teaching me those lessons....We all grown up...for our next relationship...Even till today, we still no contact and I don't know, how is him now....but, at least, we are not in hatred anymore....Even he said this is a game, maybe from the earliest, he thinks this is a game dy...but anyway, I didn't blame him...as he gave more then accept...

Thanks guy...Wish you all the best in looking for your next relationship...you will find the one and the last...as you are not honored to be single rite...=)...Wait for God's timing....

So do I, waiting for God's timing...true love waits....=)