Will He still love me?
figure out that, i am too over now, i have challenging God! i knew that there is something that i should not do, but, always failed in doing something that is not in His liking....i am so sad now as i felt that i am no more close with God!! is it numb with it? always heard the same and same things? my heart is a bit closed...i felt so scary now as just i am just alone....nobody with me, nobody know me!! i even reject God to be close with me...Will He still love me? love me this rebellious child?.......i don't want to be forsaken by Father......I DON'T WANT!!!
where to go?
Langkawi? Singapore? Langkawi? Singapore? ahhaaahhha.......bugging me a few days...finally made up my mind, i go both, as i never been there before...
the reason that i decided to go Langkawi is my friends are going too and some of them are final year, so, wanna have the last trip with them...and, going to a trip with a group of friends will be very fun, right? taking the map, explore the place ourselves...whao....sounds challenging...
finally my dream to Singapore coming to be real. what to say, it is so complicated as we need to decide where to go in the first time, cos, no money no talk, k?! Whatever la.....We plan to go there after we finish our final...it is quite enthusiasted now and so looking forward for it...i am going to Singapore...hahahah....mum and dad this time have no reason to reject me, and thanks for their permission....**wink ^o^LOL......
But, haven't start final already plan to have vacation, you must be in crazy now....whatever, i have been 'compressed' for a long time...study week is quite boring and routine, doing same thing for everyday, what la...revision la....haiz....whatever!! strike for it, never give up and simply say tired, it's your responsibility to study!! GAMBATEH!!!
the reason that i decided to go Langkawi is my friends are going too and some of them are final year, so, wanna have the last trip with them...and, going to a trip with a group of friends will be very fun, right? taking the map, explore the place ourselves...whao....sounds challenging...
finally my dream to Singapore coming to be real. what to say, it is so complicated as we need to decide where to go in the first time, cos, no money no talk, k?! Whatever la.....We plan to go there after we finish our final...it is quite enthusiasted now and so looking forward for it...i am going to Singapore...hahahah....mum and dad this time have no reason to reject me, and thanks for their permission....**wink ^o^LOL......
But, haven't start final already plan to have vacation, you must be in crazy now....whatever, i have been 'compressed' for a long time...study week is quite boring and routine, doing same thing for everyday, what la...revision la....haiz....whatever!! strike for it, never give up and simply say tired, it's your responsibility to study!! GAMBATEH!!!
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