Realistic

When we stepped into working field, is that true we will be realistic? we want everything to be good to ourselves only, yet ignored other..if we be mercy to other, then is our death...quite a self-conflict a while lately...

I don't want to take advantage on other, but situation forced me to do so...can i use this as a reason to let myself feeling better? I am selfish i admit...But, why must be me? is just because i am a junior? i am still a fresher? You bumped the unwanted to me, then, that's mean i can only accept? even I am not happy with that?! What a nonsense!!!

Homo-sapiens..the most complicated creature in the world...