update

today just wanna write something about my life of late. well, it is really dull and just like playing videos, the same for everyday...woke up, eat breakfast, online, read newspaper, napping and eat again. Luckily i still have my favourite sport, swimming. otherwise, i really wonder what else i can do other than sit on sofa...think twice, if i go back to hometown, i will be the same too..then why i decided not to go home? i also wondering... if i am given the second chance, i will contemplate to go home..definitely!

i love Kenny G's melodies. His music is what a touching and smooth...i like to play his songs while writing blog and surfing net...an enjoyable moment too while listening to his songs..

Just to latest update, we are now out of 200..what 200?! just a number?! Be cautions!! Non of our local university was listed in top 200 universities of the world!! what a great dissapointment reading this news. It was just weird! It is a drawback of our nation education. Our gov still not taking actions to solve this problem. It is much more fed up when they blame on the grading and judging standard was different with the previous. Oh really?! it is fine that we are out of 200. But we should not find any excuses for our mistakes! our gov are educated and even the top-notch! why they don't know this such a simple principle? even a layman or a child know about it! haiz.....

Again, an imminent of inflation...we are desperating!! everything up up uppppppppp, but never be the note' value. oh man!! if continue like this, we all need to dye our hair to green lo....coz just then we can undergo photosynthesis and make our own 'food'...not need buy any food lo...This is a joke that i read from the newspapers. hmm...lets think about...it can be logic also...the raw materials for plant's photosynthesis are sunlight, water, material, chlorophyll (the green pigments in leaves). We have every raw materials already besides the chlorophyll. Easy la...dye our hair to green la...the only way out..then, when there is starvation, we still can make our own 'food' ...haha...what a load of crap...

need to be spending wise lo..cannot just simply spent the money....

that's all...=)

see, Qin in green hair!! (edited by Dave)

after exam is homesick...

how to continue to write my blog? i have left this post for days and don't know how to proceed...just found out that i have only 2 posts in October...quite few....less eager to write nowadays....ha...actually, sometimes don't find anything new to write...just prefer to let it there..

i had just finished my final exam and again, declared the end of a semester...Thanks God for guiding me all the ways... Dear Father, i had done my part, for the rest, i commit it to You, let You to guide me, let You to decide everything that is in Your favour..even the one is not in my liking...

ya, should be damn high after finished exam,, right? well, just like usual....even worst...my homesick is killing me, but it's a bit okay now...it was more miserable yesterday...=(

Many things happen in this sem...soul or happy, eveythings were ended...whether i like or not, there's no turning back...just i know, i was always protected by Dear God, He is always by my sides..He knew my need, always sent angles to help me when i am in need...how well-being i was..even just a small things, i was so thankful for His blessing...

i had gained a lesson. Love your enemies, love the one you hate, the one you don't like..you cannot expect everyone matched with your target, right? no, should be, never set any target to anyone, then, just that you won't get disappointed...everyone is from different backgound. How was their performance is non of your business. you should just take care of yourself...perform yourself well...

And, learnt to bite my tongue, think before utter some words. ya, frankly speaking, my words always misinterpreted by others. wondering why it is always happening...even my close friends also think like that. i didn't mean that actually..anyway, speak the words that is helpful and not revengeful...

now, food for thought, how to spend my long holidays wisely...i planned to Singapore actually for this holiday, to my desired land....but, haiz..pity to say that, it was ruined! No one accompany me for the long journey from Penang to Johor Bahru, and Dad is not allowed me to go alone..Dad, i am not worry about that at all...but i know your worries are reasonable...haiz...just left it to next....I sure got chance to go !!! =)

ok, no more Singapore dream, change to another planning... read more religous books, to improve myself...the best way to enhance my relationship with Lord..hha..again, my guitar! less to practise lately, as i met the bottleneck...always playing with the same techniques, quite bored with it...so, i planned to learn more from friends, hope that they are willing to teach me la..what else?! hmm.....still got many others which cannot write in details...

now, i was so blaming myself for decided not to go home during this holiday...i miss my Dad and Mom. Mom, Dad, sorry for cannot always by your sides and thanks for giving me so much loves and protection...Lord, let any mishaps and miseries fallen on my shoulder. i just wish my family to be happy foever...the only thing that i can do for them, just pray hard so there will be a day they can see the miracle of Lord!

try not be the worst, even cannot be the best. Life still need to move on...be adaptable...and enjoy it while i can...=)

i miss those days..

still remember that previously i was kept on complaining that i was encounting problems between my study and my service, but now,i want to say that i miss those days with church service...haiz...a bit contradict, right? somehow, i am feeling empty now, just figure out that, i have no more service in hand...a bit weird...life suddenly return to olden days, just life with study and study again...what a dull life...

just during the prayer meeting just now, i was sitting, leaning againtst the wall, looking at my friends' back, suddenly i was lost, thinking that, why i meet with those boys and girls? why they appears in my life? why we all sitting here? someday, when we sever and march towards different ways, will i meet with them again? i miss those days, we serve together and hand in hand, help each others...haiya you a....when you own it, you don't treat it to the best, now, saying shit only................=(

farewell bud...

it's just a short time to get know of him..at 1st, frankly speaking, he has a bad impression for me...always tease people and bully people...but now, he had found his path in S'pore, glad to hear that and wish him good luck in everything at there. yesterday, we having a simple farewell with him...ya, Mr.Oscar...a bit sob sob actually...in our hearts..well, it is normal, as bit farewell is inevitable...that's life..when you found your path, just go ahead and never regret with it...someday in future, i will find my path and my way too, and i will leave here...

ya, i will be leave here solely, even just a short period staying in here, penang....but the sweet memories will never be removed...

just a few sememters left, appreciate the only and the most present...

well, study week is started, concerntrate in your studies, never let the precious time simply wasted...manage your time well...Gambateh!!!! =)

Give thanks.......

look at myself, i am such a blessed gal, i have no disease, no ill, no sick, no handicap...but, look at them, they lost their family, they are suffering, they have no ways out, they are crying...where should they go? there is no way out...even though they were furious, what can they do?

look at Nurin's case! what is this kind of human? he is human or beast? it is such a mad and crazy thing he did!!! how dare he did such a brutal attack to such an innocent kid?! more furious, the police broke the pledge again without any suspect is arrested but by sueing the victim's parents due to their careless....this is surely barking up the wrong tree and sprinkling salt to injury...just to latest update, a suspect is arrested..

look! what has gone wrong with our nation? she is sick, no longer can protect us!! we are in danger now!! nowadays, series of violent crime highlighted by the press, everyone just like watching dramas, non-chalant with it's seriousness....is this the heart given by our God? No, it is absolutely no...

everyone, we should fight the crime before it becomes a rampant! are we going to jeopardise our nation? our beloved country? no one wish to see the day....and again, pray hard for all of this. we are weak and the manpower is not with us, we should ask from the above...pray hard for the one who is seeking help, pray hard for our nation!

look! the protest in Myanmar! who care for them, even the army and the police sent them to death. they are suffering, but what can they do...what they want is just freedom and peace! is that too excessive? it is ridiculous!

again, natural disaster happen anywhere, making so many people died and lost their family...our world is really full with sin, God wants us to know that, He is not far from the returning day...we should be humble...Confess our FAULT.....

it is really feeling sick reading the news of late. days and days, tragedies never ended. who can change this!! life is going to end anywhere and anytime...love everyone include your enemies as God wants us to do so...Give thanks with a grateful heart, dont be agitate anymore...and u should not be so, even once...ur suffer is meaningless compared to theirs...you have the best one already, what else u still desired for....

sure, we can't change the past , we even can't predict the future, what we had now is the present, we all should treat it as our last.....appreciate everyone around you, with fully love, as THE GREATEST THING IS LOVE~~~~~=)

it's so free......

finally, the last presentation was ended on last thursday....but,i am not satisfied with it, a bit out of my expectation, but not a big deal, at least i done it already....phew...it is really free now...
after all business, left only emptiness now...quite weird...dunno what is playing inside my mind...want to study, but no motive, want to watch drama, lazy to stick to the chair, thinking of cut my hair, still need to wait for the time...haiz...just like no mood in doing anything...just wanna rely there, even just looking at the celling fan, the cloud outside...also never mind...haha...just wanna give myself a break of mind..

it's quite weird that i made my last decision to The Lost World of Tambun on last Saturday...as at first i decided to go donate blood... haha...no regret, it is really fun over there. finally i had enjoyed the games that i longed for.
it is located at Ipoh, Perak. u may take the North-South Expresswy and head for Ipoh, Perak, interchangefor Ipoh, Tg.Rambutan & Tambun. Drive along Jalan Sultan Azlan Shah Utara and then Jalan Tambun, heading to Sunway City Ipoh.

well, there are 5 elements here, the wet park, dry park, waterfall beach garden, tambun hot springs and tiger valley. the most excited one at wet park is the tube raiders...sure u all know this...and at the dry park, finally i had tried stormrider...the one that i longed for...well, i had heard friends saying that u will feel dizzy after u played it, what la..no feeling at all....but feeling funny looking at some of my friends, they shout, pale looking and not dare to open their eyes...haha....it is not that scary le...

tambun hot springs?! got hot spring here a..hmm...don't be too anticipating o...it's just a swimming pool with hot water...haha...not like what u expected.

ya, it is exciting, but again, i longed for the more excited one...found that i really like to play this kinds of games...hmm....it's really fun......hehe!!!! i will post the pictures sooner, as haven't get the pictures yet...

i want to cut my hair short. short hair is a long-forgotten history for me...how is gonna be if i try it? my hair now is so messy...hard to take care...

well well well, is time to face the reality...still got another test, maybe on this week or on next week....=P... but, i will do my very best...shoh!!!

p/s: mooncake festival is coming...everyone, happy mooncake festival!!!

Lost World of Tambun

see, the aloof stone in Tambun

here is the place to watch tiger show

naughty tiger...

be frank

i admit, i don't like to put my resentful feeling in mind, i will raise my voice. that's true me, it's never be me, if i conceal it... but why some others don't? if you are really don't like it, why you still force yourself to like it, accept it and deal with it? won't you feel tired?

i am getting mad in guessing what people thinking about, they just hide it inside...never settle it..then, when something goes wrong, in long term...it will BURST OUT!!! why can't be frank, frank with yourself, frank with your friends!! face each others but with no eyes contact, no greeting, even no smile, just a glance by....

conflict is never absent in interact with others, sure, i know...ever with our closest family, we still querrel, much less with friends with different background...no deal...

am i too pampered...

today, suddenly thinking of my life...especially my uni life...still remember that, b4 i enter to uni, how pretty i imagine the life of uni, the free man, the style it gonna be in uni, go travel with bundle of friends, involve in society, be a true adult...but, seems like all in reverse...day by day, life still going on, with only study, eat, sleep, play, online...a bit weary with this kinds of nut life...

hearing friends talking that where they are going to travel, participate in what competitions, working partime...well, they are not wasting their time...i wish i could be so, but i not dare to let the 1st step out...wondering...suppose i am not like so...

i admit, being the only gal at home, i was over-protected...mom and dad did everything for me, they gave the best thing to me...ha...nice huh??sometimes i dunno how to deal with others, or in otherwords, i am stupid or too naive sometimes....haha...when the situation is in my liking, I will easily get worried and rub my hands or bite my nails...i can easily get frustrated...woo..so weird!! i hate it actually...

ya, the life i having now is too pampered, everything is ready-made. living in a small circle of friends, everyday saw the same persons and same things...just like a cage birds, it can only fly in that small circle, but never know how high is the sky, how deep is the sea...how fresh is the air outside...it's a bit dull...life is just like that? what a life......................

Mission completed!

finally it is the entire end of my church 15th anniversary....thanks to God and glorify His name as He leads us all the pathes. He can see the afforts we put, He blesses us and give us all His love, because He knows, we have the only one aim, WE LOVE HE AS HE LOVES US SO....THANKYOU JESUS!!

still remember that when we are preparing the anniversary, we have so many things to worry, the no. of ppl, venue problems, set dinner problems, finance problems...bla blabla...made the situation complicated sometimes..but how amazing is God's power...we saw the succes on 18/8/07, a big success....all done smoothly...=)

ha...suddenly cannot adapt with the free life...suddenly all works are done....looks like no more things to worry...or i dont want to face it actually..hmm..am i? waiyo....how contradictory i ....wondering...

now, just left me, sitting and typing blog...housemates all slept dy....sweet adventure in their dream....housemates...ha...suddenly so touched with this words...how to say? 2 of them are going to gratuate next year....today in the next year will be the time they flying without wings....sure, doris, peisee...i am hard to say good bye to u 2...i appreciate them as they are gift from God, we met in God, be friends, be listeners, be sharer, be housemates, suppermates as well haha....all joyes they given is the wonderful and full with joyes...gals, bid farewell is inevitable, but the sweet memories will always link us together.......

oooooo.........is time to sleep.......nitezzzzzzz.......

Heaven is counting on you by Roy Boltz

Heaven Is Counting On You

Words and music by Ray Boltz and Steve Millikan

CHORUS

Heaven is counting on you Run with a heart that is true

Carry the cross Reaching the lost

Heaven is counting on you

We are standing at the end of time

We are part of a grand design

We are grateful to a risen Lord

For the others who have gone before

I hear voices in the heavenlies

They are calling to you and me

Saying rise up

There's a world to win

I hear them saying again

CHORUS

Heaven is counting on you Run with a heart that is true
Carry the cross Reaching the lost
Heaven is counting on you

Many suffered, even gave their lives

For the message of the risen Christ

Now they're watching

Seated high above

Shouting to us as we run

CHORUS

There is a race

There is a prize

There is a price to pay

And the saints beyond

Cheer us on today

i don't like it in such a way...

i am encounting an imbalance btw my services and my study..should say i had neglected my study...i wish to have a balance btw them, i don't want it be my burden...

then, i just want to be frank to myself...i am feeling tired now...i admit i am facing tension in the prepration for the anniversary...huh...that's my ultimate limit...somehow, this morning, i suddenly feeling lonely and helpless...no more cheerish within me...i suddenly abominate everyone....oh man!!!! what a terrible feeling!!! it's not me!!! i tried to cool down myself, let myself think of something cherish....i pray...just tell myself, all i had done is for Him, just for Him, the only GOD!!! dont give up!! just a few weeks left...

life is beautiful

i am pleased with my life now...easy going easy happy...albeit i am busy, i have 2 presentation going on, tests, church services...somehow, i am not really feeling tired, i am even happy with it, feeling like....hmm...i also afford to do so...i want to know how far i can withstand and how far i can go on....

miseries is just a part of our life, it is not all...and so what, Just confront with it, it is not that gruesome...then, when u look back, u can easily smile and said, just a piece of cake...:)...

just think about it, if whole of ur life is just like a lithe silk...no ups and downs....damn life...u will be very boring...u dunno what is soul, what is happy...and for sure, u don't even know how to appreciate, how to thanks giving....what a pity..

life is just simple...what for so complicated...you have an amicable relationship with your family, friends...all were healthy...then what else you still wish for? you still want more? OH HECK!!!think about how were others suffering in war, natural disaster, diseases, violence?! what could they say? where should they ask for their family, their peace?

another matter.....from now i started to anxious about my presentation, haha...not yet started to prepare....today, watched the 1st group to present for maths teaching method...they done their very well...really...they tried their very best to make the teaching interesting...and even though we had learnt the topic before, we still attracted to it...then, again we need to comment...ya, there is no right or wrong as it is your comments...but pls, don't criticize...it is hurting...how if in reverse, they said so to your presentation?! just think about it...

ok, and now....

i really need to think deeply about my 灵修...i am at the bottleneck now...somehow, i just read bible, just like read a story book...not with heart..don't even think about the messages...i need to make a twist...and a change of my heart....God, i wish to know YOU more....

A day to remember.......25/7/07

finally i have the full set of my braces. the wire finally being installed and now, started the my braces life...no doubt, it is really painful and awful, not at the time installing the wire, it's not painful at all... but is a few hours after the wire being installed...it is that kind like, u are having a decayed teeth inside your mouth...whole of ur teeth is hurt... really !!!!really awful and painful...

last night, i was cried...it is too hurt...even i just scroll my tongue around my tooth or just open and close, it makes me feeble, cant do anything and hard to concentrate....and now, i have to take more than half an hour to finish my meals, eat slowly, eat fluid meal....yuck......damn troublesome...ohoh....hungry now, no rice but porridege....sobsob...T.T

My love will get you home

this is a lovely song that i was fiendishly like, after i watched "The Last breakthrough" (a Hong Kong drama series). check this out.....
My love will get you home

if you wander off too far
my love will get you home
if you follow the alone star
my love will get you home

if you ever find yourself losing long alone
get back on your feet and think of me
my love will get you home, boy my love will get you home

if the bright lights blind your eyes
my love will get you home
if your troubles break your strike
my love will get you home

if you ever find yourself losing long lone
get back on your feet and think of me
my love will get you home, boy my love will get you home

if you ever feel ashamed my love will get you home
whenever is only you too blame my love will get you home if you ever find yourself losing long alone
get back on your feet and think of me
my love will get you home, boy my love will get you home

if you ever find yourself losing long alone
get back on your feet and think of me
my love will get you home, boy my love will get you home, boy my love will get you home

thank you, dear friends...

now i know, i was so blessed...just because i have the ever and the best friends...since last sunday, they helped so much...they don't care about their sleepyness, their tiredness, they just helped me as far as they could...i was so touched......they were so sincere...

guys, telling you that, without you all, anything won't be work smoothly..no one will see the success...everything just ended with zero...we know, we are doing this is just for the only one, the only one who is worthy for all of these things, THE LORD, Our Father... we want to give Him our best, as He is deserved for these all...

guys, thanks a lot...i was so touched!!

hurtful...painful

it is really painful...the braces keeps on rubbing my mouth...damn hurt!!! and now, i can't even eat hard food, u can't imagine the agony...it's drove me crazy...it just like, ya, you know that ther is wound around there, but u cant do anything to remove the it...i cant withstand with it anymore, it's just starting and i am almost give up...wondering why some of them who is wearing braces is just like a piece of cake, but i just like fall into hell...ahahah......it is really painful...helppppppp!!! feeling so pity....:(...

God, pls, pls give me support, i dont want to give up...and it is no way for me to give up...i just hope that it will be less pain....

braces installment

haha...finally my braces is being installed, but it is not complete yet, as the wire is not yet be installed...well, it took overall 40 minutes to finish all the procedur. firstly, the dentist washes my tooths...hmm...the water he spray got lemon flavour...ahha..quite nice....

i am nervous at first, coz he didn't tell me what he is going to do....after 40 minutes i lie on the chair, it is not painful at all....sure la, the dentist havent install the wire yet to drag the tooths all together...sure not painful la...it will be done on next week, then i will be extremely suffer!!! :(

then, after all, i was shocked just as i looked at the mirror...wao...my tooths just like a broken teeth...so ugly ne...and it is uncomfortable as the metal will rub with my lip and my tongue...hmm....it is hard to eat also...

now, the braces is my tooth's darling now...if i dont care of it, it will 'attack' my teeth.. it is a part of my life now, in these 2 years...a long way to go...be patient, don't be awkward with it...smile as usual.......say cheesse....

the 3rd tooth out today

finally a total of 3 teeths were pulled away...how fast it is, it just took 15 minutes to have a tooth out...today, feeling just like usual, nth special and no more phobia...haha...

by the way, i wish to install the braces the faster the better, as the big hole is noticeable, made me not dare to laugh big...hmm...=

ooo...my teeths

finally, i took a big nerve....my heart beats fastly when i was on the way to the dentist clinic...my mind kept on thinking about how is gonna be later on? will i cried out? i am really really nervous to pull the teeths...oo-h-h...i pulled my teeths not because my teeths was decayed...i am going to do orthodontic....hahah....it is really a breakthrough for me...actually i did think of it b4, since my teeths started to grow distortedly...but, i know, it's just a dream, due to many circumstances...

to be honest, since that, i was so self-abased...how ugly is my teeths, i was so envy with those who have a row of neat teeths...after i grew up, mom said that, it is not really bad looking, and just like the japanese gal, so cute...haha, sounds good...then, years passed, and i dont ever think about it in that few years...just deep buried in my mind......

but now, i made a change of mind! I want to have a tidy teeth as well!! dad was so supportive and determining with it, he just told me, go ahead...no need worry about anything...just do it, dad, thanks for ur concern, i appreciate it...and mom also gave me big courage...i struggled...

but at last, i pulled my teeths, as an initiation. overall, i need to pull 3 teeths, to give an enough space for the adjustment...
acutally, it is not painful at all, to pull the teeths..i was over-reacted..haha....even the dentist keeps on telling me, dont be too nervous la...not painful...haha...while the dentist is pulling my teeths, maybe my teeths is too strong or what, he pulled hard and my teeths 'flies' and hit on the wall...i heard the sound and saw my teeth on the floor...oohhhooohh...my teeths....:(.....

it's gonna be a history..no more reverse lo...so, now just waiting for the date to install braces...and it will be a date to remember...still a long way to go............:)

what has gone wrong with her????

today's headline on Star, 'Girl killed'. she was only 3 years old...and how sad she was killed by her lovely mom...hey.. is her mom, how ridiculous and how cruel is her!!! how come she did that to her children? what is most despicable is the violent crime committed against the defenceless children.......what a pity...

why take the life of an innocent child? they are naive, they dunno anything...they dont do anything harm, but why? why they do such thing to them? what they want by killing the children? is it just for own desire? just for their own dread? hey, stupid woman, you want to start a new life with your new boy friend, you don't want your children to impede you...so, you made them lost by killing them...how dare u do that? do you ever think that, they were now here is because of you, you are the one who bring them here...they are such cute, naive....but how u dare to put the knife on their neck???? you know, SOB..your child wants you to protect them, not to hurt them..

i was so sad while reading the news. The child, Shearwey Ooi Ying Ying, was killed by her mom. her fragments strewn in at least four different places in penang...how sad is that gal was born in this kinds of family...hope that she was peace in God...

a spell of my recent life....

it's really tired these two days as it is our registration day for our new semester...the 1st day (yesterday), we walk for about 8 hours around the school just to finish our registration. it included waiting for registration , go to language school to find out whether we were accepted for language or not, ...bla...bla..and the most complex one is arrange the schedule...we need to arrange the timetable ourselves and decide the papers to take. if there is any crash, we cannot take it, or even it is crashed, we still need to take it, if the units is not enough...damn, why we need to do this all this sucks??!! we were scared...anxious...afraid...we wonder if we missed one of the class, what will we lost? if there is a test for both, how we gonna appear in two places at the same time?! it is ridiculous...other uni students not even really need to worry about this, because they had registered earlier before the previous sem ended or the uni already arranged everything for them....

i think there is really need a deep change of our school system, it is really out of date....the most hated day, in the beginning of every semester...we were doing the same stuff for every semester...

it is not the end of the story for yesterday...ok, after we done everything, we were really happy. u can't imagine the tiredness...we were really really exhausted... and the only one thing we wanna do is go home...but, just when we stepped out, o-o-ohhh....the clouds is dark outside...then...raining!!!GOSH....penang is never raining lately..it is damn hot!! we were sweating everyday... but why it is raining on that day?? just after we wanna go home...the heavy downpour made us all like a 'lok tong gai' ya....haiz....wat a bad day...

i think the only entertainment lately for me-watching 'Prison Break'. i am 'sticked' to it..really fascinated with it...u will absolutely up and down with the progress of this series, it will bring u along just like you are one of the characters inside...Excellent!!!

五味杂参的心情。。。

明天就要回槟城了。。。现在的心情很舍不得。。。舍不得爸妈，舍不得弟弟，舍不得一帮死党。。。还没长大的我，依然想躲在父母的臂膀下，想要时时刻刻都呆在他们的身旁。

爸妈慢慢的老了，我很怕那一天的到来。那一天还未信上帝的父母将去哪里呢？而现在的我还有剩多少时间来孝敬他们呢？ 父母总是对我一呼百应，他们那无私的爱，是多么的无价。希望我持续的祷告，主会垂听我，不放弃我的父母。就像我最近所看到的一篇见证，作者是祷告了整整25年，主才应许他，他的父母才信主。那一杀那，所作的一切都是值得的。。。可是该如何让我父母有这个感动呢？

dad,mom,take good care of yourself....pls forgive me for cant stay long by your sides...i love my family....

Shopaholics......

shopping is the natural instincts of women?! some maybe agree....i agree....

i dunno when i started to have this kind of bad habit?!after F6?! i just like to shopping...just feeling fun and enjoy when i went shopping...but it's really over now..from last week until today, i almost went out everyday to go shopping, to buy new clothes or just window shopping....aduh..i am scare with it now......shopping is my nightmare now...

last few months,i read an article talking about 'Are you a shopaholic?' it is a quiz where you can text yourself whether you are a shopaholic or not...

1. When I am feeling depressed, I usually go shopping.
2. I spend a lot of money that I do not have on things that I do not need.
3. I get a rush when I make a purchase, but I “crash” soon afterwards.
4. I have closets full of clothes that I have never worn, and countless gadgets that I have never used.
5. I often feel reckless and out of control when I shop.
6. I lie to my friends and family about how much money I spend.
7. Even though I feel very distraught about my debt, I still shop.
8. I feel emotionally upset and disturbed by my own shopping habits.
9. After a big shopping trip, I sometimes feel disoriented and depressed.
10. My shopping has caused problems in my personal relationships in one way or another.

if you answer “True” for four or more of the statements, then congratulation!! you are not addicted to shopping. but, if you did, sorry, don't deny anymore, you are!!

oh man!!!! after i finished it, i admit, i am....:(...no wonder i have the name-shopping queen...

hey, anyone, what will you do before you went shopping? making budget? for me, ya, i will do budget as well, and before i go, i will tell myself, 'hey, dont buy anything useless!','you are wasting too much money!', 'save your money'...bla..bla..bla but, :'(......it is useless...easy to say, hard to do...i can't do so...during shopping, i usually will go to t-shirt department. i will try the shirts, if it suited me and the price ok, i will buy it...if the price not ok, but i am damn like with it, ok, i wont buy it at 1st, then, after i came home, oh no...i will keep on thinking about it, and lastly, i will buy it, albeit i am not really need it.....is it really scary?!

then, the jewellry department...i was so frenzy with earrings..i dun like hand chain or necklace, but i really cannot control my eyes not to look at the earrings....inside my box, i think i have more than 20 pairs of earrings now...

then, is shoes and bags...

but, i still want to defend for myself....i am not frenzy with famous brand product...hehe...

hmm.....so, before it becomes worse, i better rectify it...never let it worses...YA!!!!

how time flies!

it's been 2 months i back to home...the 1st month, went to have a part time job. haha...earned a hand of money, that's my aim! earn some pocket money as i wish to buy something, either for myself or my family...

after i quit from work, i was so lazy (as i mentioned in my 2nd last post)...the bored mood really drove me crazy...i think i cannot be the one to stay at home..i will become crazy...so, i think after i gratuate or get married, i wont be the 'maid', i mean housewife..haha...

i was really pampered at home...it is so comfortable at home...sure!! it is really true for everyone, home is the warmest and the best shelter of the all....either for a student or a worker...staying at home, u not need worry for so many things...even u slept whole day,no one will disturb u.mom and dad will settle anything for u...ya, they will do anything just for the sake of their children....because they love us...just the word, LOVE!!! how great is the love of parents!!! mom, dad, i love u!!!

how the time flies!! i am going back to penang soon, on next Wednesday...ya, need to face the reality again....ahhhhahahahahahah....my new sem is going to start, is the 3rd year

met with buddies...so grateful that i have a bunch of friends who were similar thinking and have the same topics...

but, one thing made me sad and regretful...

i had a quarrel with brother lately ..we quarrel just because of a small incident!! damn....wat a sis! until now, i dont even speak a word with him. he just go to have lunch directly or go to online after he back fr sch...i dunno how to start talking with him...figure out that our relationship became worse... he is going to sit an exam soon, but he doesn't worry about it...i am really anxious with him...i wish i could say sorry to him, but i am not wiling to do so! why?! i dunno............U, dun put urself too high...start to talk to him..let him to feel the warm of home, otherwise he will become more rebellious, u will lost ur brother

why others' brothers are so well-behaved? but my brother is like so?

i wana write sth different

haha....today, i read through my blog, figure out that here is the space i let off my moodiness...most of the posts is about my depression..haha..if someone not really know me well, they sure will think that, hmm...so murky huh tis gal..even myself also think like that...

well, from now, i want to write sth different from it, sth happy, sth special and sth i love...i want to fulfill my blog with the splendiferous moments..........haha!! wink****

i am lazy....

i am lazy...lazy to do anything..lazy to move..just rely on the sofa..just hang about....

i am wasting the time everyday..just simply waste the time...after i quit fr work (more than one week i think), i am really lazy to do anything...i defeated by that square thing, that black box...once i on it, then it won't has any chance to rest, the same thing to my little poor eyes...

why am i like that? i also dunno why....even friends talking about going out, i was very excited at that time..but after all, i will think twice..yea..such a lazy gal...

sometimes i prefer to go out alone...i like to have my own style..huh...dun like to deal with others...yea...it's tired to deal with others...u cannot expect everyone like with what u like right or pretend urself...it is really tired...

talking about my recent life..nth special and i even much feeling bored with that...i even foolish thinking that after no working, sure be very fund and can go out shopping with buddies...nonono...it is not like that...i dun have mood with anything...oh man, just like a walking corpse, dead-alive person...will i continue be like that after i return to school?

grandma...be strong

grandma was hurted this morning....she hurted her lips, left a big hole at her lips...imagine how hurt it is for an old folk... feeling so guilty while sitting with her waiting for the doctor's calling...we are all strong man, all just busy with our own life.. we neglected our care and love to our grandparents...
listening to her moulding, grandma is facing a big tension...she was old and need to take care of grandpa who is unable to walk...this is the first time i saw how helpless grandma is...she always gave me a strong, patient, happy images...maybe she is old(71 years old), feeling that she is more and more weak...grandma, be strong...

Taman Muhibah...

here is the place i like to have gathering with my buddies...here is the place i like to enjoy my favorite drink, iced mix fruit...here is the cultural of sibu, most of the local foods can be found here...

but...

if u are local ppl, u will have the same review as me for the real face of it...once u get in, u must becareful in finding the place to sit, dun miss sat or u will be drive away by tauke....it is adverse with what u saw outside...
it is really disappointed with what had happen yesterday night...a small gathering almost spoiled just because of it...
drive away by tauke?! how come got tauke dont want do the business? yea, they want,but if u just sit at his place without order his foods, sorry...pls go away...u even can't order others foods from others stalls...it is not a fresh news anymore, this event even posted at the newspapers...yea, we sat at ur place, are we really need to order ur foods? how come u force ur customers to order your foods? As we dont do so, they get mad and forced us to move to other tables...GOSH!!! in a manner of speaking, it is a big shame!! if this happen to non-local ppl, what will they comment on sibu? they will lump together all and sundry that all sibu-an are like so, even all Malaysian!! how innocent we are....

even i was mad, but frankly speaking, i am a bit pathetic with that tauke...he is old...just with his wife, two persons...and looks like not many customers order his foods....just 10pm or more, he rest already, but other stalls still busy with their works in hand...just thinking, he just wish to earn money for his family...he is doing nth wrong, just he is too eager...uncle, sorry about that...

another matter........

will u suddenly unfamiliar with a long cognized friend? he or she is ur best friend, ur intimate friend, ur bosom friend....but suddenly, u felt that why he or she is like so? just like u dunno him or her anymore.....................he or she was changed.....sounds weird.....




u

The amazing creation, to U and i

the richness of nature.....some of the pics taken by me and my friend during our trip to tioman, but most of it are by my friend..

part timer....

started to work at supermarket for a week more...phew...it is damn tiring..being a cashier over there, what to say, ya, not a nightmare, but still make me a bit tension...thanks God, i am still safe now...hehe....
ya, tired...but be still...just a mth, then, u can do anything u want and wish to do...

life...........

曾听过一句话，这个世界还是不停的转动，可是就偏偏少了一个人。。。他会是你身旁的人吗？生命是何等脆弱，何等的不堪一击。。。很多感慨啊。。。

爱睡了。。。不说了。。。。。。。。。。

因为您

在你面前，我总是赤裸裸的。
你看穿我的喜怒哀乐，我的心情，我的感受。
你总是那么的关心、呵护、关怀，无微不至的照顾。我心里可甜呢，可感动呢。。。
你知道我所喜欢的，所不喜欢的，所爱的，所不爱的。。。
病了，你很紧张。。。
没胃口，你煮了好多好吃的。。。
你知道我爱吃水果，就买了好多的水果。。。让我慢慢享受。。。
但。。。。。。。。。。。。
我总是身在福中不知福。。。。
易怒的个性，常常都无理取闹。。。埋怨这那的。。
不认输的个性，像牛一般的固执。。。。
你都一一的忍受了。。。依然那么的关心我。。。那么的爱我。。。
我是那么的无知，那么的不惜福。。。



妈，谢谢你。。还记得年少轻狂时，曾想过，为什么她会是我妈妈？但，现在，我要说，妈，你是上帝给我最好的礼物。。。没有你的，就没有今天的我。。。谢谢你带我来到这个世上，谢谢你所给的一切。。。。妈，我爱您！

p/s: i took a long time to write this post, it supposes to be finished on the mother's day...hmm....finally...

爱的奇迹

爱的奇迹 (“任我遨游”片尾曲）

誰能夠明白 我們該去的終點
雖然一路上總有驚有險
跨過彩虹那一邊不說後悔

黃昏的海岸線 看不到遺憾
要記得這一個夏天
有你陪我在身邊 受傷也是種鍛鍊
一句話 一雙手 一片天

就算有多遙遠
愛能讓我勇敢走向前
跨越了地和天
汗水劃破悲傷和喜悅
你一定看的見

白雲一片片 飄過不需留戀
我心中存在的一個樂園
就在前方那一片碧海藍天

黃昏的海岸線 看不到遺憾
這屬於我們的畫面
有你陪我在身邊 受傷也是種鍛鍊
一句話 一雙手 一片天

就算有多遙遠
愛能讓我勇敢走向前
跨越了地和天
汗水劃破悲傷和喜悅
你一定看的見

數不盡的流星飛過 我們許下同一個心願
走過荊棘和烈焰 不管距離和時間
一句話 一雙手 一片天

No encumbrance, no worry, only happy, only freedom

Tioman, really is my dream island. As is known to all, it is renowned with its limpid, crystal clear seawater, preserved coral reef, an ideal place to have vacation......wao...i was so impressed to visit this island, izzit really that fascinating...:D

it's so thankful to nong, hua and ying. they did all and planned the trip well just to give us to have a full enjoyment at Tioman, but, what to say, 12 hours from penang to johor by bus is really a nightmare...
the day before the trips, 10 of us, have the full preparation, set out to our dream island, Tioman!!

3 days 2 nights at tioman, gave me a full charge, cast aside all loads and worries...wearied with the life of a cage bird, wanna get out from here, wanna relax and soak in the richness of nature...
1st time went to snorkelling, gave me a new taste. swimming at surface of the body of sea, equipped with diving mask and snorkel, wao....how amazing is the underwater life....how beautiful is the coral reef and the fishes...you will definitely forget ur troubles when u're surrounded by scores of fish underwater...how smart is the fishes, they can sense u when u approaching them...they will quickly run away...you have to see it for yourself to experience that sense of wonders....i love sea very much!!!
before we are going, my friends keeps on remind us, dont too desire for a nice and comfortable stay...hey man, it is really a good place for us, we have a nice place to stay at there...

yuhoo!!!!!!!!!

the place we stay- Tioman Paya Resort, nice?

how amazing is the creation of our God...guys, love our Earth, the home of u and i...

To be continued.....

another day gone by....

the 9th day at home...ticking..ticking...ticking...

went to find part-time jobs lately..but still haven't found the one suited me. not because i am choosy...all want the permanent one or in waiting list...some even the time is too long. i really can't withstand it if u want me to work whole day....
just hope that can get the one suited me lately.....

p/s:damn hot today.....

Simply Qin

now, wanna change my blog title...reason? simple, just want to change it...:P

Hanazakarino Kimitachihe

yuhooo.....finally i finished the whole episod of Hanazakarino Kimitachihe or The Tricks of Boys and Girls, (花样少年少女). this is really a funny drama..somehow, i was attracted to watch this drama series whole day...oh man, my buttock is hot now...

hmm.... the 2nd taiwan drama series that will fascinate me to watch since '流星花园'
ha...the 1st time i dare to follow with the progress of the drama...if in b4, i will absolutely jump to next next episode or directly jump to the last episode for the final ending...

but there is sth i don't like. it is really not realistic, how come no one realize that there is a masqueraded gal study btw them....whatever, just a drama series......that's the main reason why i don't like to watch taiwan's drama series...out of real life...

rui xi(Ella), i am really solute with u...you are such a brave girl to find ur love...u care and will do anything for ur beloved...wao...i am surrender with u...if i was fall in love with someone, don't ever think that i will vindicate to him...i will always be the passive one...yea, i am 'su la'...never be bold in holding the one i wish haha...that's why i havent found my cup of tea now...

while i am watching this drama series, i am so concentrate in watching 'wu jun'-the so called super-handsome muscleman....hmm...ya, he is handsome, but so what!!! he is just a human being, same with every human...wonder why the gal gal, fans were so crazy and mad with him..chasing after him and do anything just to glance his face....izzit he is really that 'shimmering' or 'shocking'???hmm....

so, over all, i gave this drama series 3 stars, it is a comedy, but it is against moral...it unfolds sth that is prohibited - GAY! As the school is strictly boys only, gay is normal...yuck...a bit disgusting while watching it...

yea..it's one week after i back to home...what did i do in these few days? hmm...1st day, watch tv, 2nd day, watch tv, 3rd day.................same for the rest.....i am really crazy now...maybe this is one of my favourite... :D

my sophomore is going to end...

Precious time precious time, u just like a wind, gonne by without any signals, any warning...eventhough u r just a digit....but u mean so much...

ticking everyday, non-stoply...

everyday, we need to compete with u, but u r such a super-super-never-tired athlete, never feel exhausted and never stop...but, we cant....once we stop, we cannot chase up with u anymore...while we are puffing and blowing, u already far away from us...

Day by day, more and more time fly away...how many time u still can count for? it will never wait for ur convenient...

one week later, there is an end for the entire semester...another semester gone by, still got 4 semester await...i am marching into my 3rd year...woo...what aaa......when i am still a freshman in university, felt that 4 years is such a long long time...but now, huh...at the half way already...

recall to my 2nd year, i gained more than losts...learnt to be tolerant, learnt to think b4 u talk, learnt to be more mature, learnt not simply crying, learnt to accept others and more...meets a lot of frens, they mean so much to me...the footprints u guys left in my life is never be removed...even u accidently hurted me, i still appreciate it, coz u made me learnt something new.

missing the comfort of home...missing dad and mum...yea..still got one week later then can back to my home sweet home....be patient...

p/s: tioman beach...i want to hug u....but..little sun, pls, elude anywhere..dun show off ur blazing....u will sunburn us...i dont want be chacoal...:(

farewell, dear Agnes...

writing tis blog, actually is in sleepy mood, as over night no sleep just to revise my last paper...huh..really suffer...end of final proclaimed the starting of another coming semester...new challenges, sad and soul heading in front...

dont be changed by ur surrondings, let urself be adapted by change ur heart to face the surroundings...yea, it is unpredictable, and no one will know how it's going to be, the future...life is full with any possible, it maybe will ruin ur whole planning, but be brave, dun doubt God have His own time and remedy..be faith with Him..

overview troughout today, what to say, i am that kinds of tired...start to have exam at 9am, ended at 12pm..no, should be start at 8pm last night to revise, until the time to go exam hall...phew..thanks 4 blessing finally i finished my 5 papers...

today wanna cook spagettie for my lovely housemate as today is her final day with us ...she is going back to hometown tomorrow and going to gratuate in this coming August...

it's that kind of sobsob, she is going to leave us...knowing her just a short period (one year), but all are fulled with sweet memories...we are met in God...

sometimes, she is a bit blur, sometimes she is a bit funny....ha...she called me 'nai nai'..hmm...but i like her to call me so...just like her said, this is wat called friendliness..haha..

agnes, knows that u are 'tested' now.and we all know ur struggles. dun stop praying... and wish u good luck in ur coming life...meet u in convo...all the best...my lovely housemate....:)

(agnes, 2nd from the right, line in front)

the ever bull shit final timetable

just finished my 3rd papers today...and still have 2 papers waiting for me...huh...really hate the timetable, really a bull shit schedule....can i have a break? really tired to finish all papers in one goal..i am tired and exhausted...my mind was saturated lo, cant withstand ir anymore...ahahhahaha...wat a student's life...the last paper, on tis coming friday, is my killing paper...cant memorise all of the proof or any single term...cant imagine how is the day before the exam...no sleep whole night to insert all into ur brain? or just throw away..no need to care about it? NO!!! U CANNOT DO THIS....u want to fail? NO NO NO WAY....stop moaning and groaning...take ur time...

EQ- a long everlasting study

figure out that i am wat a shit of low EQ, easily get mad and emotional...y owes mind about others talking? that is none of ur own business, u cant control that all...k... keeps on thinking about that all shits, somethings u dun like, somethings made u unhappy, is that good to urself???
u!! be mature!!! u are not living alone, u need to be tolerant, everyone have different living background, and so what, that's is their style...that's their habits...

another matter
be frank to urself..... cheating urself is not the solution...telling myself dun too mind about the losts...u will get the even better one..huh? really? i am doubting...puzzling...doubting...thinking much things lately, something complicated and ...........why think that much? dunno...dun think that i am that kind of pessimistic ppl...i think anyone will think that all, just at different stages of life...
i am writing this all is just want to speak out my own feeling, my own moaning...u can view my blog and free to leave ur comments, but pls, bear in mind, this is my blog, i can write anything in it...
phew.....feeling well....haha....
another week b4 start to battle my final...time is ticking.....fighting gal!!!

p/s: God is risen today, today is His big day....He is RISEN!! Joy to the world!!! brothers and sisters in Christ, Happy Easter Day!!!^.^

oh~~~~i see....

A mail to share...be caution...health is precious...

神造人时给人体许多巧妙的安排，从身体的很多方面，我们都可以观察出自己健康的状况。只是很多时候我们都忽略了，现在让我们一起来看看，有哪些是你从来不知道的。

　　以长痘痘来说，有的人偶尔长一两颗，有的人长期为痘痘所苦。但你可知道，青春痘长的位置透露了健康的讯息？以额头来说，可能血液循环有问题，由于过于劳心伤神，所以脾气容易不好。应该睡眠充足、多喝水。

指甲则是人体另一个反应健康的地方。健康的指甲应该是淡粉红色的，且指甲板光滑、没有沟痕，韧度也要够，这些特点不妨自我检视看看。

　　如果指甲凹凸不平，且有沟纹，那堋可能要注意你的肝功能了。若是指甲容易破裂，是缺乏铁质，应该多补充深绿色叶菜、鱼类、豆类等。从指甲其实可以观察出许多疾病的征兆，应该利用修剪指甲时，慎重地检视一番。

　　而排泄物则是另一个显示健康状况的指标，不要嫌脏，每天观察一下，看看自己够不够健康。健康的排泄物是没有臭味的，如果吃多肉类、便秘时，都会产生强烈臭味。

　　除了从这些地方观察自己的健康，更要注意生理时钟，不要违背天然，才能让身体循环正常。 例如凌晨一点到两点是肝脏排毒期，应该要让身体进入睡眠状态，才能顺利排毒。

　　总之，要有健康的身体，自己要做自己第一个医生，第一号的观察照顾者，这样才能健康又快乐。

　 　 1. 冒痘痘的位置与健康讯息　

　　冒痘痘的位置可能显示出身体的警讯，你知道吗？你可能　要看看是否真的该保养身体了。　　

额头
代表心火旺、血液循环有问题，可能是过于劳心伤神。这类的人脾气较不好，应养成早睡早起的习惯，睡眠充足，并多喝水。

鼻子
如果长在鼻梁，代表脊椎骨可能出现问题；如果是长在鼻头处，可能是胃火大、消化系统异常；若在鼻头两侧，就可能跟卵巢机能或生殖系统有关。

下巴
表示肾功能受损或内分泌系统失调。女生容易b 下巴周围长痘痘的可能是月事不顺所引起的。

左边脸颊
可能是肝功能不顺畅，如肝脏的分泌、解毒或造血等功能出了状况。

右边脸颊
可能是肺部功能失常。

　 2. 如何检视指甲的健康 　

指甲的生长夏天比冬天快，手指甲又比脚指甲快，且健康情况也会在指甲上显现哦！所以快检视一下，你的指甲健不健康。

指甲色泽
通常是淡粉红色，但若太常使用指甲油、去光水，也会使指甲变黄。

指甲的韧度
用其他手指按压指甲尖端，若能略为弯曲表示硬度刚好，若太软也表示指甲不健康。

指甲板是否光滑
有时从侧面观看会发现沟痕，那就要多滋养指甲，让情况改善。

周围皮肤
指甲周围皮肤若是过于干燥、粗糙，就要利用按摩与保养，改善情况.

　 3. 指甲的病征 　
　 　指甲可以反应健康状况，观察指甲的变化，可以了解身体有哪些病征。

指甲过白
慢性贫血或肝、肾有问题。

白斑
缺乏锌，可由海产类、菠菜、菇类、五　类、葵瓜子等摄取补充。

容易破裂
缺乏铁质，可由深绿色叶菜类、鱼类、豆类、五　类等补充。

指甲过黄
缺乏维他命E ，也可能是淋巴系统、呼吸系统有问题。维他命E 可由深绿色蔬菜、水果中摄取。

凹凸不平
若还有出现一条条的条纹，可能是肝不好。

　 4. 如何从唇色观察健康状况

健康的唇色是粉红色的，如果唇色不正常，可能是健康状况不好哦！

唇色苍白
若指甲、眼睑也苍白，可能有贫血。

唇色青紫
若非因为气温过于寒冷，有可能是有贫血、心脏方面问题。

唇色淡黄
若脸色、眼白一样呈黄色，可能是肝功能不好。

唇色红紫
若非发烧或一氧化碳中毒，就可能有心脏病、肺病、心脏衰弱
　 5. 从排泄物看健康 　
　　许多人排出的大便有强烈的臭味，其实如果吃多了肉类、便秘时、肠胃道老化都会有此现象。你可以从排泄物观察出自己的健康情况哦！

份量
每次以两三条为适量。

形状
直径两三公分的条状为佳，过软或呈颗粒状则表示肠子有老化状况。

气味
正常者应没有强烈的味道，若有□ 臭味、焦臭味、腐败味，则是有肠老
化现象。

颜色
黄色为正常，颜色愈深表示肠老化状态愈严重。

硬度
排便时若无压迫感或泻肚子状态则为正常.

　 6. 生理时钟表 　
　　身体都有生理时钟，不同时间有不同工作，应该配合生理时钟，才能有健康身体哦！　

时段
时期
工作

午夜 12:00 ~ 1:00
浅眠期
多梦而敏感，身体不适者易在此时痛醒。

凌晨 1:00 ~ 2:00
排毒期
此时肝脏为排除毒素而活动旺盛，应让身体进入睡眠状态，让肝脏得以完成代谢废物。

凌晨 3:00 ~ 4:00
休眠期
重症病人最易发病的时刻，常有患病者在此时死亡， 熬夜最好勿超过这个时间。

上午 9:00 ~ 11:00
精华期
此时为注意力及记忆力最好，且工作与学习的最佳时段。

中午 12:00 ~ 1:00
午休期
最好静坐或闭目休息一下再进餐，正午不可饮酒，易醉又伤肝哦！

下午 2:00 ~ 3:00
高峰期
是分析力和创造力得以发挥淋漓的极致时段！

下午 4:00 ~ 5:00
低潮期
体力耗弱的阶段，最好补充水果来解馋，避免因饥饿而贪食致肥胖。

下午 5:00 ~ 6:00
松散期
此时血糖略增，嗅觉与味觉最敏感，不妨准备晚膳来提振精神。

晚上 7:00 ~ 8:00
暂憩期
最好能在饭后30 分钟去散个步或沐浴，放松一下，纾解一日的疲倦困顿。

晚上 8:00 ~ 10:00
夜修期
此为晚上活动的巅峰时段，建议您善用此时进行商议，进修等　要思虑周密的活动。

晚上 11:00 ~ 12:00
夜眠期
经过镇日忙碌，此时应该放松心情进入梦乡，千万别让身体过度负荷，那可得不偿失哦！

我们相约在主里。。。。

我们相约在主里 共同生活 当想忆...
我们相约在主里 将来有一天 要再欢聚...
回忆过去 日子里 纵有欢笑 也有泪滴...
舍不得要告诉你 在主的爱里 我等着你...
在主里祝福你 我在主里思念你 愿主带领你 进入迦南美地...
噢! 在主祝福你 我在主里思念你 愿主赐给你 丰富的奶与蜜...
你可不要忘记我们相约在主里 记得我们相约在主里....

一首"相约在主里"...让许多人的眼泪都夺眶而出了...哈...平时看到的嘻皮笑脸,昨天都变泪娃儿了...好不舍你们的离去...又是毕业的时间了..看到小组组长和前组长, 他们都哭了.....好不舍他们哦...想到在小组是他们是何等的呵护,照顾...如今他们即将要毕业了, 开始他们新的里程碑...

来到槟城,不知不觉,我已经走了一半了. 来到这里,成长了很多,学了很多,认识了很多的朋友. 虽然口中总是喃着要回家, 但, 我承认,到我毕业的那天,我会舍不得这里...曾想过,两年后,就是我毕业的时间. 到时我会怎样呢?毕业后我又该何去何从...不管了, 想这么多做什么呢? 还剩下的两年,我要更加地珍惜...珍惜当下...珍惜眼前人...

家里的老大,即将要毕业了...刚搬进一起住时,还跟她不熟...但,等她毕业了,我们一定会很想念她...老大,加油哦!!!下一次毕业,又有两个室友要毕业了...到时候, 大家就抱在一起哭吧...哈哈...T.T

前路茫茫,会担心,也会埋怨...seniors们,希望你们毕业了,依然会有主的保佑...

dream? real life?

where is my dream? what i am aiming now? pass the barriers in these 4 years uni life?! huh...sounds not real and fantastic...lately talking about our future time after we gratuate...talking tat how good it is for being a TEACHER...even i sit in Milan bus, got an uncle told me how good is teacher....if u told me, how good is be a teacher, how high is the salary, how good is the welfare....bla..bla..bla..ok,so what?! that's all u think about, i dun think so...once a teacher, be a teacher forever...ah....be a teacher forever? that's not my dream...where is my dream? i dunno, maybe i dun want to think about it...deep inside my mind, now wanna dig it out...
this is the 1st time i deeply think about this about this stupid question, yea...i know, i ought to think about it before i choose my uni course.... still remember that, when the results is proclaimed, i told myself, education is my final choice...but, when applying uni, i put usm education at the 1st place, yea, that's is what i had now...but, that's not what i want...
what do i want actually? ha...i just want something fun and also can learn at the same time...something that is not dull and exciting...something that i like...i even think of jounalism, where u can go travel around, report news, have the 1st hand information and news...wa...what a cool work...and most attractive one is can go to travel around...
i even think of have my own bakery shop, just like Bread History,Secret Recipe...as i like breads and cakes so much, and yea, i like to cook and bake,though i dunno how to bake...hehe...
if i still have one more chance to choose, i think i wont choose to be a teacher..but if i can get one of the dreams that i wish to have, will i be satisfied? i dont think...yea, human being is the most difficult to fulfil, more and want more again...bad conflict...
last study week finally came to the end..pampered myself with rm100++ these 2 days, go shopping around...now planning to watch drama insanely...hehe.....:P
then after all madness, need to have a change of heart to concentrate in my study...2 weeks of study weeks, is a gift to u,as He knows that u dun have enuff time to study before, so He gives u a sufficient time to study, dun simply waste it...Glorify Him through ur study...Father, my future is in your hand, dun forsake me ya..and thanks for everything..May i have wisdom dan confident from u to face my final...Amen....:)

be still...

Qin, u still have a long way to go..ya, it is tough, difficult to go on, lazy to go on, but, dun give up, be still...u can only move forward and no return, eventhough it is not the one that u wish to have or happen...be still...dun give up!!

我遇到瓶颈了。。。。

读书，考试，读书，考试。。。这就是学生生活吗？有点厌倦这样的生活了。发现最近读书的热忱慢慢的减了。。。很常都是到最后一分钟在那边苦读。。。要是以前，教好的功课，老早就在那里读了。现在看到一堆的书，很难提起劲了，能拖就拖。。。也不知自己是那根筋不对了。。。很想狠狠敲醒自己。。。很想找回当日的读书热忱。。。不想再拿借口逃避了。。。想当年，读书可是我最大的乐趣。可是，现在。。。
为什么我会变成那样呢？是不是年纪大了，想的东西也多了？是时候醒了，没多少时间了。。。不要老来后悔哦。。呵！！！振作！！！出发！！！

多一点感恩， 少一点埋怨。。。

在上个祷告会中，学到了，多一点感恩， 少一点埋怨。。。生活中，有很多事是值得感恩的。。。
虽然病了，但感恩，不是家人或朋友病了，自己也不是病得很重。
虽然考不好，但感恩，没有考得很差。
虽然忙，但感恩，还有时间睡觉、休息。
虽然烦恼，但感恩，还有一群陪你笑、陪你解闷的朋友。。。
多一点感恩， 就多一份快乐。何必在意那份恩，有多大？
生活毕竟不能尽如人意，但，这就是生活。。。你服不服？？？ 服！！！

tired....but still need to carry on...

it was 2 weeks after i back to penang...the schedule after cny...really rushing and packing...
wat?! tired? no more excuses for tired and no more time to say tired... March will be my damn busy mth... can only move forward and No pause...

Love...haha..this is the word that i heard most frequent recently...love is giving and serving. it is not holding in ur hand...when u are willing to give, it will turn back to u...woo....what a deep meaning...
sometimes, frens asking me why i am still single? ya, why? i also dunno...maybe i am not that kind of gal who is attractive and shocked boys...ha..wondering...
yea... i did regret that i not holding tight the lots come to me...just let it go by...ha...sigh...

suddenly feeling so lonely...

Going back....sobsob T.T.....

this time back to home, i have another mission to do...i want to transmit gospel to my family, but i found that really hard to do so, as they looks like very defying...especially my big brother...izzit really hard to do so? they are doubt with the faith in God...i am scare that in the day of trial, they will be in the abyss of suffering...they are my beloved family, i dun want they to be so... oh Lord, could u pls show me wat can i do? i know it is a long way to go, it is impossible to change their mind in a single day...God will accompany me to walk through...i can only uphold them in my prayer, and keep on praying for them...hope there will be a day where they were renewed....
mom, dad, i now with wat i am now is all with the faith and believe in God...pls do trust this miracle and amazing grace...and we still have the chance to live another day, to take another breath, to have another blink, its all gifts from GOD...

and, now the feeling is really down...going to return penang tmr, and it is only the 2nd day of cny...ai..wonder why i book the air ticket so early...really wanna kick my coconut head...really dun want back to penang, i not yet go to visit my buddies...not yet celebrate my grandparents' birthday...ai....sigh...speechless...sobsob T.T ...

p/s: Happy Chinese New Year to you all!!!!!! ^.^

Home Sweet Home.. ^.^

ya..i am back, back to my home, back to my family, reunion with my family...saw daddy and mummy at the airport, i felt so grateful...they were healthy...yea, tis was the ever best present for me in this new year...oh no, my youngest brother!! u r gained weight again and even taller than i...hmm...wat a sister...hey, i think u r overweight la, u r juz 11 years old..how it could be after few years later...
back home, enjoy eating the delicious chicken soup prepared by mom....yummmy yummy...it is really long yearned food...^.^
in the rest of the days, wat a emperor life...day by day, sleep, eat, watch tv...and sleep again..haha,...piggy...:P

is the final countdown....

hehe....there are 2 days left, 2 DAYS LEFT!!! I CAN REUNION WITH MY FAMILY!!!It is really really a long awaited time...feeling high and excited now, as it is about 7 months i din c my family...really really miss them...how r they now? mom, dad, hehe, ur darling is going back, hehe...prepare sum delicious dishes 4 me...
oh...my bed, my guniuea pigs, ooo..too much things..ooooooo......
haha...buddies, how r u all?
this time my new year is just a short period, as i have to return in 20th (chu shang)...aiai...nvm la, at least i can go back and reunion with my beloved family...
dun wan to come back la, a lot of assignments need to complete...and only one mths+++ left b4 start final....ahhhhaahhh..suffer!!!

久违了，我的部落格

好久没有写部落格了。。。已经有一个月了。。。想想这整个月我做了什么。我想除了忙还是忙。。。
新的一年才刚开始，排山倒海的考试，功课，接踵而来。。。压得我透不过气，压得我想逃跑，压得我好想放弃这些，回家算了。。我什么都不要了。。。这整个月， 我仿佛觉得我快要崩溃了。。。感觉肩好重，手上好多东西未完成。 好想逃避，不想去面对。。但，想到难道我就这么没用吗？这么一点苦都不能忍，以后你还能生活吗？
有时不知有谁会明白我的烦， 倾听我的心。。。好累好累。。。
但，神真的明白我的需要，我的缺乏。。神透过一天一天的灵修。。。他来对我说话， 亲手来医治我。。。我觉得虽然我很难受，但，却出奇的平静，平安。。。相信必会度过这一切，而且还是有神的带领。。。
拜六早的灵修，最深触我心。。“当忧虑在我们的心里肆虐时，应但把它卸下交给主，再也不要自己去担负“（彼得前书5章7节）。念到这里，觉得是何等的奇妙。。。
接下来几天的灵修，主都透过灵修，提醒我，试炼是预备我们通往得胜的道路。感恩啊~~~！！！！

亲爱的天父，
谢谢你让我们何时何事都能向你倾诉
我们为着这特权心怀感恩，
因你的独生爱子耶稣的死与复活，
为我们成就了这样的事。
谢谢你让我们借着祷告，让我们随时亲近你。。。。

Hello 2007!!!

year 2006 was ended, and year 2007 is begin...
wish everyone have a fruitful, prosperous and blessed new year.....cheer!!!

what an unefficient day...

the day after christmas day should be a fresh and a nice day, but what to say, today really low efficiency....not because i was empty energy...but............

woke up early in the morning, as have class at 8am...then went to school by foot. ok, 1st walking, fine...as it is usual cox the earliest bus is at 7.15am, can't manage to wake up that early...after reached lecture hall, find a comfortable seat to start our lecture...10minutes past, another 10 minutes...where is the lecture? damn, she is not coming...well, now, oredi felt a little mad as we don't have enuff sleep, felt like fooled by sum1...ok, walked back again, the 2nd walking...tired..

then, start the 3rd walking, as have lecture at 11am and no bus at that time, now the sun started to blaze and made us felt like wanna suffocate...it is 'killing' me....
now, the highlight comes...we forced out by another lecturer!!! her reason is she was given by the school that now is her time, her class and she should be the one to use it...our lecturer even argued with her and we even showed her our timetable, but useless, she is blind and deaf on that all things...
"can u all please move out now as i have to start my lecture", " i don't know that all, now is my time. it is not my fault"..these were the things she said..damn, u r really impolite...no deal, our lecturer cancelled the class...ahhhaahahah....cancelled again, how much times had we wasted?????!!!! the time is ticking....

ok, fine, luckily, the next class was as usual, but i can't concentrate anymore as i was really tired and sleepy....
after had my lunch, walk to the nearby shop to buy something, the sun just like the blaze of the desert sun, it's goin to melt anything...damn hot!!

finally, finished our last lecture at 4pm and manage to take the bus home....

so, to conclude, each walking took 25 minutes. 3X 25 minutes=75 minutes. cancelled class 50 minutes. all together, 125 minutes wasted...really an unefficient day...:(
wish to have a better day tmr...

MERRY CHRISTMAS!!

Jux wanna to say, Merry christmas to u all and wish u all have a fruitful, joyful and prosperous new year!!!

生.老.病.死. 人的一生?!

如果有一天, 当你致爱, 致亲的人, 离开了你, 而你未能在他身旁, 你会怎样面对呢? 换了是我, 我想我会崩溃...

最近, 发生了很多事...一件一件不如意的事都一一的上演...
牧师孩子的挣扎, 朋友的亲人...
人是脆弱的, 生命也由不得我们控制, 不知它几时会划上句号.
能活到今时今日, 全是神的恩典...每天早上, 知道自己能升个懒腰, 吸口空气, 眼珠子会转动, 这都是恩典啊!!

不知现在的你怎样了...你被打倒了吗?
我所认识的你, 总是笑脸迎人, 可却不知你心底最深处的忧愁...
女孩,你当刚强. 让主亲自来医治你...
他必带领你一家渡过这一切苦难...别放弃, 别崩溃...我们会更迫切为着你与你的家人来祷告...
加油噢...女孩!!

牧师, 你比我们每一个人都辛苦, 可是看到你总是在自己的岗位那么的尽心尽力, 我们都深受感触...
看到你孩子的不幸, 我们会更迫切为着他来祷告...

生.老.病.死. 真的是人的一生吗?人有旦夕過福！月有陰晴圓缺！誰都不知道下一刻自己會如何？如果走到了人生的尽头, 才恍然原来自己的人生是这么虚空的. 到时你再怎样锤心, 哀哭都无济于事了... 现在, 能做的就是, 能珍惜的，就努力去珍惜它...但更重要的是在有生之年, 更加的亲近主, 爱主,传扬主的大能...并时时感恩你还有呼吸的一天....

主啊, 很感谢你, 你让我与我的家人走到了今天...求主保佑我的家人, 因他们是我生命中最重要的人...

圣诞歌穿梭云宵, 但听在一些人耳里, 我想, 也变得单调了...

is time to start...

phew....2 weeks camps in KL finally came to an end...what did i earn from those camps? just want to say, it is worthy, don't miss such a good and valuable camps- Purpose Driven Life Camp and The Greatest Thing is Love...what i experienced in these 2 camps cannot be described in any single word..really grateful as i joined...if i have chance, wanna share wif u all more

and, is time to back to the real world...4 weeks holiday, is time to end...and is time to start my 4th semester in USM...yea, i can hear the sigh of suffer...why we need to start our school so early? others uni start early in Jan, and only USM and UMS, what a 'hardworking' uni...ai...

we all are now on the road of adulthood.childhood stayed in brain cell. the time continue to run, we can only marching onwards and there is no u-turn. the life of students is the most precious one, agree? sure! this morning, a fren keeps on moaning as he needs to do OT. his time no longer belongs to him. yea, still a student,can arrange ur own time, can do anything u want and u dont want, but it is no way after u stepped out to society. hey man, chill out!!! u r a strong man right?
yes...this coming semester, need to put much more efforts, need to study harder and harder, dont want be lazy anymore, coz time is ticking!!!! the race is started!! ur time is still flexible now!! Baxia!! Fighting!!
New sem, I am ready!!

Jalan-jalan cari makan, 1-12-06

很常都听节目, 朋友介绍槟城是个美食天堂...来了这边这么久都没去吃美食, 怎样都对不起自己啦..终于, 有这个机会了...哈哈...不过也梃辛苦的. 七个人坐在一辆Iswara, 很挤噢...坐到脚都麻了...
因为不熟槟城的路, 所以走了很多冤枉路.好在有senior帮忙带路..要不然, 美食没吃到, 吃空气也吃饱了..拿着地图, 就像Explorace, 逐个逐个找...:), 好在有senior mark 好地图...
那一天, 整天都在吃. 第一站, 我们先去点心之家. 各式各样, 琳琅满目的点心,就像我们时常在港剧看到的点心...可是不能吃太饱...接下来, 要去吃我的最爱-炒果条.
penang char kaey thew
可是那家出名的还没开...:(..后来就误打误撞的去到一家店吃红豆冰..还蛮不错的, 可是太甜了..
penang laksa vz sarawak laksa?! penang laksa out...
penang laksa
还是喜欢sarawak laksa. 这里的laksa 是asam laksa, 味道怪怪的...面不像面, 倒像米粉...还有哦, 天气热时, 来一碗cendol真的很爽噢...
cendol..
这里的cendol很好吃. 跟诗巫的有差别.最出名的就是在一条小巷.
吃饱了怎样都要动一动啦...哈,原来有toy museum的.来到toy museum, 就像回到童年, 各式各样的玩具, 人像, 服装, 都一一陈列在眼前....连热辣辣的电影, 动画, 漫画, 电动游戏, 你能想到的, 你不能想到的, 都能在这里看到...a very recommended venue to visit...
Oops...五脏庙又开始作怪了...ok, depart to one-stop to eat Thailand ice-cream. it consists of bread, nasi pulut, peanut, and ice-cream. d ice cream is not vanila flavour, chocolate flavour, or else, it is made of coconut water...really delicious and tasty...aduh...high calories la...gaining fat again!!!
Later, we went to a new-opened Queensbay Mall...ha, my heaven right? absolutely no. It is damn big and the things sold inside are damn expensive, can only window shopping...not effort to buy...
aiyo...y it is raining now? the heavy downpour + opening of Queesbay Mall + Pesta Penang + Mega Sales = terrible Snarl-up. :( and firstly planned to eat chicken porridge at Georgetown, but have to cancel it now. Guess where we go to eat? Super Tanker la, the place where all of us really don't want to go, coz we oredi went there for many times to have our lunch or dinner. no deal...
now, is time to have supper...hehe....my supper is coffee...tis time went to Old Town, a famous place to enjoy coffee.
after that, continue to explore around Georgetown..hehe..., there is a street name- love lane. from the name, what will u think of? hmm...just left for u all to think about...
and now is 11pm, and we are rounding penang...aduh, round till 3am...really tired and sleepy...
then there comes the end of our plan...
And, want to tell u all, it is really grateful and nice to have frens like u all...Cheers!!!
p/s: ahhhhaahhaha.....starting of nightmare!! i am gaining fat!!!

And, i m going to have camps in KL in next coming two weeks...wish to hv a good and nice tryout over there....

My footprints in Sabah- Sabah trip in June

last June, after ended my fresher life in uni, finally can have a week vacation in Sabah with my family...hmm...tell u all, i am Sabahan actually, and tis is the 1st time i went back to my born land when i grew up...previously i did go back to visit my relatives over there,but, all of it forgot already..and at the same time can visit my big brother who was working over there...hey man, how r u?
What is the first thought that comes to ur mind when Sabah is mentioned? Frankly, i would say it is not tat developed...well, u r wrong, it's gorgeous now!
wat i am really praise is it's totally different from its olden day...it is fully developed...and, it is a vacation paradise!!
oh my....when u go to Tanjung Aru beach, the shimmering and crystal clear beach, can u believe that there is such a beautiful scene?! there were also a lot of islands where u can visit oso..
there are a lots of delicious delicacies around the beach...i stil remember that i m most attracted to the 'char kue thew' over there...uhhh..wat la, juz a simple cook which can get in any place, yea, juz a simple cook, but, i went there for more than 3 times and everytime i must order tat food...can u imagine the taste? it is really really delicious...YUMMY YUMMY...
And..walau..another appalled thing is, can u imagine tat u can get a 30cm height drink with cost only RM 3.50 and it is fruit juice!! haha..dad's reaction stil fresh in my mind..he was shocked when he saw it!
another paradise is Sutera Harbour Resort. ha...if u think that there was no international standareded resort in Malaysia then, u r really outdated and lousy...it is a 7-stars resort..here is really really an amazing place...u will keep on screaming...as u will fully salute with the structures and the buildings inside. it is really a romantic place!! believe me
but so sad, i din bring along my digicam and could not capture such a miracle place..
here is the link where u can noe it more
http://www.suteraharbour.com/new/
In Sabah, there is no way for u to skip the seafood..it is famous with its seafood, right? yea, really enjoy eating seafood over there...

in a nutshell, we are more closed after this vacation..and found that big brother really changed a lot after left home..he became more considerable and more rational...and tis precious moment was deeply stated in my mind...Cheer!!

and my next aim is i wanna climb Mount Kinabalu!!

Pictures draw hundred words...here are sum of the pics tat i took during my vacation....Cheer~~~~

New place, new friendship..

wonderful moments at Genting, during my sophomore...Cheer!!

Friendship...

no deny, we cannot survive without frens...there is a say, where at home, u depend on parent, outside u depend on frens...frens play an important character and role in our life, no matter who, we cannot live alone, without any1, right? if u are like so, u are really pity...as u live all by urself, no others...wat a pity....
gals, i m really appreciating u all.....albeit i had not seen u all for a long time, i m still keep u all deep inside my heart...i m really grateful to have frens like u gals...even though juz a simple regard, 'How r u", tat's enough for everythings...
seeing the moon at different places, when there is the time, then is time to reunion...

Lang, ebeth, angeline, friendship forever!!! cheer!!
miss u all~~

Precious moments in olden day....

感觉? 神的旨意?

感觉对你来说, 重要吗? 还是你顺服神的旨意?

前晚, 学好吉它, 就去吃久违的宵夜了...不知不觉, 大家也聊起自己对另一半的看法...有的重感觉, 有的看重他/她是否是合神心意的人..
感觉对我来说是很重要的...淡了, 就是没了. 这种感觉来得快也去的快...这并不是神安排的另一半...
有个朋友说, 你交了一个男/女朋友, 你求神祝福, 神会祝福你. 但, 若你先问神, 他/她是否是祢安排的, 神会赐你更大的祝福. 这两种不一样祝福, 你要哪个呢? 期待, 等待, 主为我安排的

单身? 由始至终都没想过. 可是, 如果真的有那么一天, 我会顺服吗?

等待

这星期的祷告会. 教了我学习等待的功课..生活里, 等待是难免的, 有时你等的不是你要的, 有时又错过了你等的..唯有长叹无奈!
等待, 是很苦的...但你愿意等吗? 若你愿意等, 并将主权交给那万事都能的主, 那你就有资格得福了...
我需要反省了, 这个功课, 我都不去深思...生活里, 主权都在自己手中, 没将它交托上帝...道理知道得很多, 可是都没行出...矛盾的人啊, 反省吧!!!

long holiday, how to past?

2nd day back fr Genting...these 2 days, life is really routine and mundane..and homesick, again, haunted me, especially yesterday...very miserable...mom, dad, i really really miss u 2...i thought i can manage to stay far away fr home for a long time, but i can't make it...hopefully tis woeful period can past by asap...aaahhhhhhhahhahahhah............HOMESICK! PLS GO AWAY!!
and, my two little brothers, how r u? heard fr mom that u 2 r gaining rebellious and gave her a big headache...Come on, dun be like tat anymore, mom was tired in dealing wif u 2...i think when i m back, i should give u 2 a big big warning..

ha...about my life over here, ya, went to Genting last few days, with housemates and frens..but after came back, ha, everyday do the same things...online lo, watch drama series, watch tv, sleep, eat...aduh....going to grow horizontally lo...so, start to jog everyday...juz hope tat can lose sum weight...

hmm...stil got a week more b4 go to KL to join camps, wat to do in these few days? muz make a full use of it...wanna write about some trips...wanna finish my korea drama series...not bad one, Spring Waltz...got leng cai, leng lui ooo....

juz stop here...ZZzzzzzz........nite..

Guitar?! No short cut...

listen...i m practising guitar now....ah....like a demon vociferating...uhhhh.....

guitar, not easy to learn! It requires a lot of effort, talents, times cum practices....i hv limited talents...tat's y i m still in the halfway..

Am, D, F, Dm, C, A, A7, G, E....only 8 codes oredi drove me crazy...who r the creator of guitar? how r u guys manage it?...And, for them who know to play guitar well, u r such a cool and smart guy....woo....so jealous...when can i be like u guys?

Yet, i m so grateful....Again, i hv tis opportunity to learn it as previously my fren asked me to learn at church, but i rejected...hehe..Wen, i m learning now. Later when i m back, let's interchange the techniques...Wen, acutally i was a bit regret last time when u asked me to learn guitar wif u, and when i m in 1st year, tat enthusiasm even stronger, as my church over here offered guitar lesson..but, becox of time problem, so, learn it in my sophomore..

Meanwhile...shifu, thanks a million as u puts a lot of effort to teach us...but pls dun too rush la, we nid time to practise...as u know la, practise make perfect...no short cut to learn guitar...

yea...i nid to put more n more endeavor...dun be lazy..God, thanks for giving me all of tis...nth to say...my heart is full wif gratefulness...Thanks!!

shopping frenzy.....tiring...

Shopping Queen? i think most ppl agreed tat i m suited wif tis title....really? no la..hey...dun declare me as shopping queen ..i m not tat 'geng'...i m just like to walk around, juz like window shopping...sumtimes even dun buy anything..
After finished my final, i think most of the activity i did is shopping (besides watching drama series) This is in consequence of no shopping for one month...Today is the 3rd time i went shopping...phew..dun think tat i m not tired...extremely tired le...a backache from all that walking and shopping...
pls dun ask me why i like shopping so much? i can't explain it to u..i m juz like it, no harm right?just like someone like to online, like to play ball, like to watch movies...everyone have different kinds of favor, right? As long as u din do any harm to others...yea...
But, i know that shopping is wasting time actually and it is bad to myself ( as my pocket now got a big big hole...wa...ahaha...no more money)...ai...need to control myself a bit...dun buy sumthing useless...

steamboat!! 7 of us and bella, we went to eat steamboat today at SeoulGarden, Gurney Plaza (Penang)...really a recommeded place to enjoy buffet...inside there, u can enjoy the korea songs displayed...the sentimental songs congested ur mind, ur mouth full with the food...waise....
BUT
hold on...don't eat until dunno how to pause...took too much food n cannot finish, later u are eating in tears....stomach full with food, stomachache and wanna vomit..really fatigued...-.-!!!

before start to eat....

gals who r far away, i miss u all...next time when i back to sibu, sure got a lot a lot of stories to share with u gals...do keep in touch ya...^o^.....lol

end of suffer..

Hurray!! no more suffer...no more notes on my table. and tis semester is goin to end..
i think 'suffer' is the word i spoke most frequent during tis final period..but now a free and leisure time awaits..

finally..really a finally...a long awaited final was completely end now...
finally i can sleep full
finally i can watch drama series
finally i can online
finally no need set alarm to wake me up, no need arrange time to do revision
finally can go shopping
finally no need bite the books anymore....haha ^o^...lol

guys, tell u wat are the prices i paid out for my final.. out of spirits panda eyes , pimples...Gosh!! need to remedy it...damm ugly la..

wat m i goin to do during my holiday, 3 weeks fr now..as i m not goin back...hmm....nid to make a full plan so tat wont waste the precious time..wanna make a full use of it...
ya, got a lot drama series to watch, but actually i dun wan to sit whole day in front of the laptop, n do the same things whole days n weeks.. i wan to go travelling, explore somewhere, explore somethings new...

昨晚的祷告会给了我很多省思...是啊, 做人何必那么执著呢? 执著于那些你没有的, 执著于你渴望的...
为何不学习感恩? 感恩你拥有的, 感恩你周遭的事物...这样做人就不会那么辛苦, 一直在死胡同打转...
人往往都不懂得感恩...在拥抱幸福的刹那间, 你有感恩吗?人往往都不懂得知足, 有了还要再有, 没了只会抱怨, 自怜自艾...
我承认, 很多时候我都没有感恩..
我其实是很幸福的, 能说,能看,能听, 能吃, 能睡 能走, 能读, 能笑....有个疼我的家, 有一群很好的朋友...你还有什么不满的呢? 试想想, 这个世上还有更多比你百倍不幸的人...他们应该怨谁呢?
你现在所拥有的幸福不是必然的, 都是从主而来的...

学习感恩吧...在你感恩时, 你会发现世上所有的一切原来是那么的美好...拐个弯, 感个恩, 你会看见那一片美丽的彩虹, 充满生气的旭日...
其实喜乐不是很难得到的, 你也不必去寻找它...因为感恩就是喜乐!!!

Happiness is like a butterfly;
the more you chase it,
the more it will elude you,
but if you turn your attention to other things,
it will come and sit softly on your shoulder.

(copied from angeline's blog)

strive for the last goals...

from 31/10 until today, i had finished 4 papers...in between, there were sour, headache and suffer...haha...suffer again..
2 papers stil waiting for me, waiting 4 me to complete, waiting 4 me to throw the notes away ( after i finished d exams la). found tat tis sem, i m not tat anxious or panic in facing d exams....albeit still got exams phobia, not as strong as b4... m i cope wif it? Some1 is owes wif me, suppling me wisdom and confidence....ha, so peace...miracle!!

gal, strive for the last goal, force urself to do more....as freedom is ahead....haha....:p

i can walk the sticky patch through as God is always with me...with faith n believe in God, there is nothing to fear...

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请迫切为我这位朋友祷告

大家, 请迫切为我这位朋友祷告...但, 很抱歉无法将他的事情全盘说出...
昨天的考试并没有让他有解脱的愉悦, 反而让他的眉头琐得更紧了..."欲加之罪, 何患无词". 被人冤枉, 你该接受还是对抗呢?
位高权重的人啊, 拜托你了, 别拿放大镜看一切的事情...动动你的脑啊..不是所有的事情都是你所想的.

他现在面临重大的考验. 迷惘的他, 不知下一步该如何走, 不知下一步会发生什么事...也许主要试炼他...这是他安排的...

朋友, 不要觉得孤单...主时时刻刻都在你身旁...将一切不知的事交托给全知的上帝, 主在聆听你的祷告...他在俯身倾听...你要对他有信心!
请为他祷告吧!因为祷告就是力量!