where is my dream? what i am aiming now? pass the barriers in these 4 years uni life?! huh...sounds not real and fantastic...lately talking about our future time after we gratuate...talking tat how good it is for being a TEACHER...even i sit in Milan bus, got an uncle told me how good is teacher....if u told me, how good is be a teacher, how high is the salary, how good is the welfare....bla..bla..bla..ok,so what?! that's all u think about, i dun think so...once a teacher, be a teacher forever...ah....be a teacher forever? that's not my dream...where is my dream? i dunno, maybe i dun want to think about it...deep inside my mind, now wanna dig it out...
this is the 1st time i deeply think about this about this stupid question, yea...i know, i ought to think about it before i choose my uni course.... still remember that, when the results is proclaimed, i told myself, education is my final choice...but, when applying uni, i put usm education at the 1st place, yea, that's is what i had now...but, that's not what i want...
what do i want actually? ha...i just want something fun and also can learn at the same time...something that is not dull and exciting...something that i like...i even think of jounalism, where u can go travel around, report news, have the 1st hand information and news...wa...what a cool work...and most attractive one is can go to travel around...
i even think of have my own bakery shop, just like Bread History,Secret Recipe...as i like breads and cakes so much, and yea, i like to cook and bake,though i dunno how to bake...hehe...
if i still have one more chance to choose, i think i wont choose to be a teacher..but if i can get one of the dreams that i wish to have, will i be satisfied? i dont think...yea, human being is the most difficult to fulfil, more and want more again...bad conflict...
last study week finally came to the end..pampered myself with rm100++ these 2 days, go shopping around...now planning to watch drama insanely...hehe.....:P
then after all madness, need to have a change of heart to concentrate in my study...2 weeks of study weeks, is a gift to u,as He knows that u dun have enuff time to study before, so He gives u a sufficient time to study, dun simply waste it...Glorify Him through ur study...Father, my future is in your hand, dun forsake me ya..and thanks for everything..May i have wisdom dan confident from u to face my final...Amen....:)
this is the 1st time i deeply think about this about this stupid question, yea...i know, i ought to think about it before i choose my uni course.... still remember that, when the results is proclaimed, i told myself, education is my final choice...but, when applying uni, i put usm education at the 1st place, yea, that's is what i had now...but, that's not what i want...
what do i want actually? ha...i just want something fun and also can learn at the same time...something that is not dull and exciting...something that i like...i even think of jounalism, where u can go travel around, report news, have the 1st hand information and news...wa...what a cool work...and most attractive one is can go to travel around...
i even think of have my own bakery shop, just like Bread History,Secret Recipe...as i like breads and cakes so much, and yea, i like to cook and bake,though i dunno how to bake...hehe...
if i still have one more chance to choose, i think i wont choose to be a teacher..but if i can get one of the dreams that i wish to have, will i be satisfied? i dont think...yea, human being is the most difficult to fulfil, more and want more again...bad conflict...
last study week finally came to the end..pampered myself with rm100++ these 2 days, go shopping around...now planning to watch drama insanely...hehe.....:P
then after all madness, need to have a change of heart to concentrate in my study...2 weeks of study weeks, is a gift to u,as He knows that u dun have enuff time to study before, so He gives u a sufficient time to study, dun simply waste it...Glorify Him through ur study...Father, my future is in your hand, dun forsake me ya..and thanks for everything..May i have wisdom dan confident from u to face my final...Amen....:)
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