how to continue to write my blog? i have left this post for days and don't know how to proceed...just found out that i have only 2 posts in October...quite few....less eager to write nowadays....ha...actually, sometimes don't find anything new to write...just prefer to let it there..
i had just finished my final exam and again, declared the end of a semester...Thanks God for guiding me all the ways... Dear Father, i had done my part, for the rest, i commit it to You, let You to guide me, let You to decide everything that is in Your favour..even the one is not in my liking...
ya, should be damn high after finished exam,, right? well, just like usual....even worst...my homesick is killing me, but it's a bit okay now...it was more miserable yesterday...=(
Many things happen in this sem...soul or happy, eveythings were ended...whether i like or not, there's no turning back...just i know, i was always protected by Dear God, He is always by my sides..He knew my need, always sent angles to help me when i am in need...how well-being i was..even just a small things, i was so thankful for His blessing...
i had gained a lesson. Love your enemies, love the one you hate, the one you don't like..you cannot expect everyone matched with your target, right? no, should be, never set any target to anyone, then, just that you won't get disappointed...everyone is from different backgound. How was their performance is non of your business. you should just take care of yourself...perform yourself well...
And, learnt to bite my tongue, think before utter some words. ya, frankly speaking, my words always misinterpreted by others. wondering why it is always happening...even my close friends also think like that. i didn't mean that actually..anyway, speak the words that is helpful and not revengeful...
now, food for thought, how to spend my long holidays wisely...i planned to Singapore actually for this holiday, to my desired land....but, haiz..pity to say that, it was ruined! No one accompany me for the long journey from Penang to Johor Bahru, and Dad is not allowed me to go alone..Dad, i am not worry about that at all...but i know your worries are reasonable...haiz...just left it to next....I sure got chance to go !!! =)
ok, no more Singapore dream, change to another planning... read more religous books, to improve myself...the best way to enhance my relationship with Lord..hha..again, my guitar! less to practise lately, as i met the bottleneck...always playing with the same techniques, quite bored with it...so, i planned to learn more from friends, hope that they are willing to teach me la..what else?! hmm.....still got many others which cannot write in details...
now, i was so blaming myself for decided not to go home during this holiday...i miss my Dad and Mom. Mom, Dad, sorry for cannot always by your sides and thanks for giving me so much loves and protection...Lord, let any mishaps and miseries fallen on my shoulder. i just wish my family to be happy foever...the only thing that i can do for them, just pray hard so there will be a day they can see the miracle of Lord!
try not be the worst, even cannot be the best. Life still need to move on...be adaptable...and enjoy it while i can...=)
1 comments:
Hi Qin, how is my lil sister? I like your attitude. Keep yourself occupied with good things, you cant go wrong. True, dont set goals for others instead set goals for yourself, The earlier the better, keep a good direction and you will go very far in life. Please write me if you need to talk. Take Care L.U.
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