i am encounting an imbalance btw my services and my study..should say i had neglected my study...i wish to have a balance btw them, i don't want it be my burden...
then, i just want to be frank to myself...i am feeling tired now...i admit i am facing tension in the prepration for the anniversary...huh...that's my ultimate limit...somehow, this morning, i suddenly feeling lonely and helpless...no more cheerish within me...i suddenly abominate everyone....oh man!!!! what a terrible feeling!!! it's not me!!! i tried to cool down myself, let myself think of something cherish....i pray...just tell myself, all i had done is for Him, just for Him, the only GOD!!! dont give up!! just a few weeks left...
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your entry just simply contradict your other entries.
try to think further, and in a more mature way.
and try to have a better balance in your study and service.
and from your previous entries, i found out one thing.
i guess, you have unintentionally treat the service as a way to runaway from the your studies.
hopefully what i have said is not true.
anyway, really wish you good luck in your study!
stressed -> desserts (as angeline reminded me of this)
jia you!
很抱歉，没能在你左右。。。事奉累了，就停下来，看看自己的一路走来，再回想自己当初是抱着怎样的动机与心态侍奉，不断提醒自己起初那颗为主燃烧的心，从他那里支取力量来面对一切。。。至于学业，也好好反省自己，到底在哪里出了问题，毕竟作为一个学生，学业是最佳的作见证的管道，也是一种的事奉，特别是在面对家里人的时候。。。那条平衡线在哪里，我也不晓得，因为我也会面临同样的问题，只有靠你自己不断地摸索与学习，最重要的是求神给你足够的智慧，加油咯~~
Balance is a struggle, just dont give up. bfn
anonymous, maybe you are right, maybe i am still not mature enough, simply complain...woo...a big knock on my head, i learnt of it..i like the way u said...'unintentionally treat the service as a way to runaway from the your studies'.hm...even myself don't notice about it...u r right, i should not say it is a burden to me and as a way to escape...hmm...u know angeline right? then i guess i know who u r...thanks anyway..
chew, u r much more tired than i, but u just keeps going and do whatever u could...maybe i should think it in more positive ways...jia you o...
dave, thanks ya...u also, never give up...=)
hmm...feeling better now...
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