i am pleased with my life now...easy going easy happy...albeit i am busy, i have 2 presentation going on, tests, church services...somehow, i am not really feeling tired, i am even happy with it, feeling like....hmm...i also afford to do so...i want to know how far i can withstand and how far i can go on....
miseries is just a part of our life, it is not all...and so what, Just confront with it, it is not that gruesome...then, when u look back, u can easily smile and said, just a piece of cake...:)...
just think about it, if whole of ur life is just like a lithe silk...no ups and downs....damn life...u will be very boring...u dunno what is soul, what is happy...and for sure, u don't even know how to appreciate, how to thanks giving....what a pity..
life is just simple...what for so complicated...you have an amicable relationship with your family, friends...all were healthy...then what else you still wish for? you still want more? OH HECK!!!think about how were others suffering in war, natural disaster, diseases, violence?! what could they say? where should they ask for their family, their peace?
another matter.....from now i started to anxious about my presentation, haha...not yet started to prepare....today, watched the 1st group to present for maths teaching method...they done their very well...really...they tried their very best to make the teaching interesting...and even though we had learnt the topic before, we still attracted to it...then, again we need to comment...ya, there is no right or wrong as it is your comments...but pls, don't criticize...it is hurting...how if in reverse, they said so to your presentation?! just think about it...
ok, and now....
i really need to think deeply about my 灵修...i am at the bottleneck now...somehow, i just read bible, just like read a story book...not with heart..don't even think about the messages...i need to make a twist...and a change of my heart....God, i wish to know YOU more....
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Qin, Just keep reaching out. He is always there. As am I. I sometimes feel lost or alone. Just keep reaching out. Take care, Love You. bfn
hmm....you know chinese also? coz there are 2 words writing in chinese...ya, i did feeling lost also sometimes. the helpless feeling is that kind of you are wondering, where to go, what to do, how to do............. some kinds of scary...haha....sigh...that' life right?!
by the way, what does bfn mean?
Hi Qin, I do not know chinese, but I felt what you were saying. I am glad we are friends, ps (B) bye (F) for (N) now = bfn
Love You.
Qin, if you would like you can E-Mail me at davidcardona2@yahoo.com It would be nice to have a pen pal. bfn Qin!
sure...i left my email here, tsweeking@yahoo.com but sorry if i don't have reply ..as i don't check the mail daily...:)
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