this time back to home, i have another mission to do...i want to transmit gospel to my family, but i found that really hard to do so, as they looks like very defying...especially my big brother...izzit really hard to do so? they are doubt with the faith in God...i am scare that in the day of trial, they will be in the abyss of suffering...they are my beloved family, i dun want they to be so... oh Lord, could u pls show me wat can i do? i know it is a long way to go, it is impossible to change their mind in a single day...God will accompany me to walk through...i can only uphold them in my prayer, and keep on praying for them...hope there will be a day where they were renewed....
mom, dad, i now with wat i am now is all with the faith and believe in God...pls do trust this miracle and amazing grace...and we still have the chance to live another day, to take another breath, to have another blink, its all gifts from GOD...
and, now the feeling is really down...going to return penang tmr, and it is only the 2nd day of cny...ai..wonder why i book the air ticket so early...really wanna kick my coconut head...really dun want back to penang, i not yet go to visit my buddies...not yet celebrate my grandparents' birthday...ai....sigh...speechless...sobsob T.T ...
p/s: Happy Chinese New Year to you all!!!!!! ^.^
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最近上了一个课程，我在里头学习了一件事，是一件使我兴奋又喜乐的事~信心~也就是说全然委身于神^^神很奇妙的让我学习如何相信且依靠他，甚至还给我机会去练习，这真是神的奇妙...神说奉我的名无论求什么，只要信，就要得着，不疑惑，不以理性判断神是否做得到，也不要尝试再把自己的手插进去，只要信，然后放手，就可在神的怀中安息。每当我疑惑的时候，我就求神叫我的思想安静，给我空白，而我只要信神，然后开始开口敬拜神，就可以享受在神怀中的安息，之后事情就如此成就，喜乐的眼泪就无法控制地流^^这是个人的分享，希望对你有帮助，神祝福你
frankly speaking, sometimes i did doubt with the faith in God also..doubting izzit He is really with me, listen to me...i know i should not be like that. but, how to say, this semester i really felt that God is really with me, and like u say, commit all things and suffer to Him, He will do the rest...ya, it is true...
and thanks for ur comments, and good luck in ur works...;)
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