Life as teacher

Started to do practical for a month already, life as teacher is indeed not easy...it is really tired...Wait for the time to go to school, and wait for the time to go home...It is really not so adapted with the school environment at first. But day by day, feeling not bad too teaching in this school..

I can say that, now, i have a little bit more interest in teaching compared to last time, where i was so disputed with. Even though i don't have adequate sleep everyday, but after i done all, i was quite satisfied with my work, at least i done my jobs...For sure, since teaching, i also have despair. From students' response, i knew that they don't understand.. They even told me want their original teacher back to teach them...ya, i am learning now, same as you all, i will do mistake too...and this is the time i can learn, after all, no one can cover or help me..

I like the environment in my school. The teacher i met all are so friendly and nice to us...Even just a simple word, want to follow me home? We felt so touched..when we don't know, they will teach us, as long as we want to do it...

But, i have a doubt...The standard of the students are so low, is it our mistakes or the students' mistake? We taught but the students closed their ears. We wrote, but the students closed their eyes. We did, but the students didn't appreciate. What can we do? Sometimes i felt so piteous to those students who want to learn. I did lost to control the class sometimes and therefore, made the students can't enjoy the teaching...Sorry about that, i will improve myself...

Students are hard to fathom. In the class, they will act so rebellious towards you. but outside the class, they will be another face...Headache...Everyday just like having psychological warfare...
Our lecturer haven't come yet to survey us...Heard a lot from others about how was their lecturer, but What about us? It is quite tension waiting for him or her to come....

haha...quite weird that, my friends around me all were teachers...So, heard about teacher's news daily...quite pening with that la....Weekday, is teacher, at night, listen about things in school again, weekend heard about teacher again...my life now is full with the word TEACHER!!! AHHHAHHA.....teacher phobia!!

p/s: A month after stated the first post in 2009........................I have lots to write, but nought time..