Where to go?

Again, the dark May came...always, 4 years dy, i still don't like May. This is the month that i need to do a lot of decisions.

Now, i have to make a decision, for my future...STAY OR NOT STAY, was quite bothering me now...my every decision, dad always consider wrong...Am i that useless? Am i that pampered? can't make my own decision? I tried to be rebellious, but, reality is cruel....I confess, i will definitely regret with my decision once i back to my hometown...

where to go? i was quite trembling now...can i hear YOUR voice?