Shopaholics......

shopping is the natural instincts of women?! some maybe agree....i agree....

i dunno when i started to have this kind of bad habit?!after F6?! i just like to shopping...just feeling fun and enjoy when i went shopping...but it's really over now..from last week until today, i almost went out everyday to go shopping, to buy new clothes or just window shopping....aduh..i am scare with it now......shopping is my nightmare now...

last few months,i read an article talking about 'Are you a shopaholic?' it is a quiz where you can text yourself whether you are a shopaholic or not...

1. When I am feeling depressed, I usually go shopping.
2. I spend a lot of money that I do not have on things that I do not need.
3. I get a rush when I make a purchase, but I “crash” soon afterwards.
4. I have closets full of clothes that I have never worn, and countless gadgets that I have never used.
5. I often feel reckless and out of control when I shop.
6. I lie to my friends and family about how much money I spend.
7. Even though I feel very distraught about my debt, I still shop.
8. I feel emotionally upset and disturbed by my own shopping habits.
9. After a big shopping trip, I sometimes feel disoriented and depressed.
10. My shopping has caused problems in my personal relationships in one way or another.

if you answer “True” for four or more of the statements, then congratulation!! you are not addicted to shopping. but, if you did, sorry, don't deny anymore, you are!!

oh man!!!! after i finished it, i admit, i am....:(...no wonder i have the name-shopping queen...

hey, anyone, what will you do before you went shopping? making budget? for me, ya, i will do budget as well, and before i go, i will tell myself, 'hey, dont buy anything useless!','you are wasting too much money!', 'save your money'...bla..bla..bla but, :'(......it is useless...easy to say, hard to do...i can't do so...during shopping, i usually will go to t-shirt department. i will try the shirts, if it suited me and the price ok, i will buy it...if the price not ok, but i am damn like with it, ok, i wont buy it at 1st, then, after i came home, oh no...i will keep on thinking about it, and lastly, i will buy it, albeit i am not really need it.....is it really scary?!

then, the jewellry department...i was so frenzy with earrings..i dun like hand chain or necklace, but i really cannot control my eyes not to look at the earrings....inside my box, i think i have more than 20 pairs of earrings now...

then, is shoes and bags...

but, i still want to defend for myself....i am not frenzy with famous brand product...hehe...

hmm.....so, before it becomes worse, i better rectify it...never let it worses...YA!!!!

how time flies!

it's been 2 months i back to home...the 1st month, went to have a part time job. haha...earned a hand of money, that's my aim! earn some pocket money as i wish to buy something, either for myself or my family...

after i quit from work, i was so lazy (as i mentioned in my 2nd last post)...the bored mood really drove me crazy...i think i cannot be the one to stay at home..i will become crazy...so, i think after i gratuate or get married, i wont be the 'maid', i mean housewife..haha...

i was really pampered at home...it is so comfortable at home...sure!! it is really true for everyone, home is the warmest and the best shelter of the all....either for a student or a worker...staying at home, u not need worry for so many things...even u slept whole day,no one will disturb u.mom and dad will settle anything for u...ya, they will do anything just for the sake of their children....because they love us...just the word, LOVE!!! how great is the love of parents!!! mom, dad, i love u!!!

how the time flies!! i am going back to penang soon, on next Wednesday...ya, need to face the reality again....ahhhhahahahahahah....my new sem is going to start, is the 3rd year

met with buddies...so grateful that i have a bunch of friends who were similar thinking and have the same topics...

but, one thing made me sad and regretful...

i had a quarrel with brother lately ..we quarrel just because of a small incident!! damn....wat a sis! until now, i dont even speak a word with him. he just go to have lunch directly or go to online after he back fr sch...i dunno how to start talking with him...figure out that our relationship became worse... he is going to sit an exam soon, but he doesn't worry about it...i am really anxious with him...i wish i could say sorry to him, but i am not wiling to do so! why?! i dunno............U, dun put urself too high...start to talk to him..let him to feel the warm of home, otherwise he will become more rebellious, u will lost ur brother

why others' brothers are so well-behaved? but my brother is like so?

i wana write sth different

haha....today, i read through my blog, figure out that here is the space i let off my moodiness...most of the posts is about my depression..haha..if someone not really know me well, they sure will think that, hmm...so murky huh tis gal..even myself also think like that...

well, from now, i want to write sth different from it, sth happy, sth special and sth i love...i want to fulfill my blog with the splendiferous moments..........haha!! wink****

i am lazy....

i am lazy...lazy to do anything..lazy to move..just rely on the sofa..just hang about....

i am wasting the time everyday..just simply waste the time...after i quit fr work (more than one week i think), i am really lazy to do anything...i defeated by that square thing, that black box...once i on it, then it won't has any chance to rest, the same thing to my little poor eyes...

why am i like that? i also dunno why....even friends talking about going out, i was very excited at that time..but after all, i will think twice..yea..such a lazy gal...

sometimes i prefer to go out alone...i like to have my own style..huh...dun like to deal with others...yea...it's tired to deal with others...u cannot expect everyone like with what u like right or pretend urself...it is really tired...

talking about my recent life..nth special and i even much feeling bored with that...i even foolish thinking that after no working, sure be very fund and can go out shopping with buddies...nonono...it is not like that...i dun have mood with anything...oh man, just like a walking corpse, dead-alive person...will i continue be like that after i return to school?

grandma...be strong

grandma was hurted this morning....she hurted her lips, left a big hole at her lips...imagine how hurt it is for an old folk... feeling so guilty while sitting with her waiting for the doctor's calling...we are all strong man, all just busy with our own life.. we neglected our care and love to our grandparents...
listening to her moulding, grandma is facing a big tension...she was old and need to take care of grandpa who is unable to walk...this is the first time i saw how helpless grandma is...she always gave me a strong, patient, happy images...maybe she is old(71 years old), feeling that she is more and more weak...grandma, be strong...

Taman Muhibah...

here is the place i like to have gathering with my buddies...here is the place i like to enjoy my favorite drink, iced mix fruit...here is the cultural of sibu, most of the local foods can be found here...

but...

if u are local ppl, u will have the same review as me for the real face of it...once u get in, u must becareful in finding the place to sit, dun miss sat or u will be drive away by tauke....it is adverse with what u saw outside...
it is really disappointed with what had happen yesterday night...a small gathering almost spoiled just because of it...
drive away by tauke?! how come got tauke dont want do the business? yea, they want,but if u just sit at his place without order his foods, sorry...pls go away...u even can't order others foods from others stalls...it is not a fresh news anymore, this event even posted at the newspapers...yea, we sat at ur place, are we really need to order ur foods? how come u force ur customers to order your foods? As we dont do so, they get mad and forced us to move to other tables...GOSH!!! in a manner of speaking, it is a big shame!! if this happen to non-local ppl, what will they comment on sibu? they will lump together all and sundry that all sibu-an are like so, even all Malaysian!! how innocent we are....

even i was mad, but frankly speaking, i am a bit pathetic with that tauke...he is old...just with his wife, two persons...and looks like not many customers order his foods....just 10pm or more, he rest already, but other stalls still busy with their works in hand...just thinking, he just wish to earn money for his family...he is doing nth wrong, just he is too eager...uncle, sorry about that...

another matter........

will u suddenly unfamiliar with a long cognized friend? he or she is ur best friend, ur intimate friend, ur bosom friend....but suddenly, u felt that why he or she is like so? just like u dunno him or her anymore.....................he or she was changed.....sounds weird.....




u

The amazing creation, to U and i

the richness of nature.....some of the pics taken by me and my friend during our trip to tioman, but most of it are by my friend..

part timer....

started to work at supermarket for a week more...phew...it is damn tiring..being a cashier over there, what to say, ya, not a nightmare, but still make me a bit tension...thanks God, i am still safe now...hehe....
ya, tired...but be still...just a mth, then, u can do anything u want and wish to do...

life...........

曾听过一句话，这个世界还是不停的转动，可是就偏偏少了一个人。。。他会是你身旁的人吗？生命是何等脆弱，何等的不堪一击。。。很多感慨啊。。。

爱睡了。。。不说了。。。。。。。。。。

因为您

在你面前，我总是赤裸裸的。
你看穿我的喜怒哀乐，我的心情，我的感受。
你总是那么的关心、呵护、关怀，无微不至的照顾。我心里可甜呢，可感动呢。。。
你知道我所喜欢的，所不喜欢的，所爱的，所不爱的。。。
病了，你很紧张。。。
没胃口，你煮了好多好吃的。。。
你知道我爱吃水果，就买了好多的水果。。。让我慢慢享受。。。
但。。。。。。。。。。。。
我总是身在福中不知福。。。。
易怒的个性，常常都无理取闹。。。埋怨这那的。。
不认输的个性，像牛一般的固执。。。。
你都一一的忍受了。。。依然那么的关心我。。。那么的爱我。。。
我是那么的无知，那么的不惜福。。。



妈，谢谢你。。还记得年少轻狂时，曾想过，为什么她会是我妈妈？但，现在，我要说，妈，你是上帝给我最好的礼物。。。没有你的，就没有今天的我。。。谢谢你带我来到这个世上，谢谢你所给的一切。。。。妈，我爱您！

p/s: i took a long time to write this post, it supposes to be finished on the mother's day...hmm....finally...

爱的奇迹

爱的奇迹 (“任我遨游”片尾曲）

誰能夠明白 我們該去的終點
雖然一路上總有驚有險
跨過彩虹那一邊不說後悔

黃昏的海岸線 看不到遺憾
要記得這一個夏天
有你陪我在身邊 受傷也是種鍛鍊
一句話 一雙手 一片天

就算有多遙遠
愛能讓我勇敢走向前
跨越了地和天
汗水劃破悲傷和喜悅
你一定看的見

白雲一片片 飄過不需留戀
我心中存在的一個樂園
就在前方那一片碧海藍天

黃昏的海岸線 看不到遺憾
這屬於我們的畫面
有你陪我在身邊 受傷也是種鍛鍊
一句話 一雙手 一片天

就算有多遙遠
愛能讓我勇敢走向前
跨越了地和天
汗水劃破悲傷和喜悅
你一定看的見

數不盡的流星飛過 我們許下同一個心願
走過荊棘和烈焰 不管距離和時間
一句話 一雙手 一片天

No encumbrance, no worry, only happy, only freedom

Tioman, really is my dream island. As is known to all, it is renowned with its limpid, crystal clear seawater, preserved coral reef, an ideal place to have vacation......wao...i was so impressed to visit this island, izzit really that fascinating...:D

it's so thankful to nong, hua and ying. they did all and planned the trip well just to give us to have a full enjoyment at Tioman, but, what to say, 12 hours from penang to johor by bus is really a nightmare...
the day before the trips, 10 of us, have the full preparation, set out to our dream island, Tioman!!

3 days 2 nights at tioman, gave me a full charge, cast aside all loads and worries...wearied with the life of a cage bird, wanna get out from here, wanna relax and soak in the richness of nature...
1st time went to snorkelling, gave me a new taste. swimming at surface of the body of sea, equipped with diving mask and snorkel, wao....how amazing is the underwater life....how beautiful is the coral reef and the fishes...you will definitely forget ur troubles when u're surrounded by scores of fish underwater...how smart is the fishes, they can sense u when u approaching them...they will quickly run away...you have to see it for yourself to experience that sense of wonders....i love sea very much!!!
before we are going, my friends keeps on remind us, dont too desire for a nice and comfortable stay...hey man, it is really a good place for us, we have a nice place to stay at there...

yuhoo!!!!!!!!!

the place we stay- Tioman Paya Resort, nice?

how amazing is the creation of our God...guys, love our Earth, the home of u and i...

To be continued.....

another day gone by....

the 9th day at home...ticking..ticking...ticking...

went to find part-time jobs lately..but still haven't found the one suited me. not because i am choosy...all want the permanent one or in waiting list...some even the time is too long. i really can't withstand it if u want me to work whole day....
just hope that can get the one suited me lately.....

p/s:damn hot today.....

Simply Qin

now, wanna change my blog title...reason? simple, just want to change it...:P

Hanazakarino Kimitachihe

yuhooo.....finally i finished the whole episod of Hanazakarino Kimitachihe or The Tricks of Boys and Girls, (花样少年少女). this is really a funny drama..somehow, i was attracted to watch this drama series whole day...oh man, my buttock is hot now...

hmm.... the 2nd taiwan drama series that will fascinate me to watch since '流星花园'
ha...the 1st time i dare to follow with the progress of the drama...if in b4, i will absolutely jump to next next episode or directly jump to the last episode for the final ending...

but there is sth i don't like. it is really not realistic, how come no one realize that there is a masqueraded gal study btw them....whatever, just a drama series......that's the main reason why i don't like to watch taiwan's drama series...out of real life...

rui xi(Ella), i am really solute with u...you are such a brave girl to find ur love...u care and will do anything for ur beloved...wao...i am surrender with u...if i was fall in love with someone, don't ever think that i will vindicate to him...i will always be the passive one...yea, i am 'su la'...never be bold in holding the one i wish haha...that's why i havent found my cup of tea now...

while i am watching this drama series, i am so concentrate in watching 'wu jun'-the so called super-handsome muscleman....hmm...ya, he is handsome, but so what!!! he is just a human being, same with every human...wonder why the gal gal, fans were so crazy and mad with him..chasing after him and do anything just to glance his face....izzit he is really that 'shimmering' or 'shocking'???hmm....

so, over all, i gave this drama series 3 stars, it is a comedy, but it is against moral...it unfolds sth that is prohibited - GAY! As the school is strictly boys only, gay is normal...yuck...a bit disgusting while watching it...

yea..it's one week after i back to home...what did i do in these few days? hmm...1st day, watch tv, 2nd day, watch tv, 3rd day.................same for the rest.....i am really crazy now...maybe this is one of my favourite... :D

my sophomore is going to end...

Precious time precious time, u just like a wind, gonne by without any signals, any warning...eventhough u r just a digit....but u mean so much...

ticking everyday, non-stoply...

everyday, we need to compete with u, but u r such a super-super-never-tired athlete, never feel exhausted and never stop...but, we cant....once we stop, we cannot chase up with u anymore...while we are puffing and blowing, u already far away from us...

Day by day, more and more time fly away...how many time u still can count for? it will never wait for ur convenient...

one week later, there is an end for the entire semester...another semester gone by, still got 4 semester await...i am marching into my 3rd year...woo...what aaa......when i am still a freshman in university, felt that 4 years is such a long long time...but now, huh...at the half way already...

recall to my 2nd year, i gained more than losts...learnt to be tolerant, learnt to think b4 u talk, learnt to be more mature, learnt not simply crying, learnt to accept others and more...meets a lot of frens, they mean so much to me...the footprints u guys left in my life is never be removed...even u accidently hurted me, i still appreciate it, coz u made me learnt something new.

missing the comfort of home...missing dad and mum...yea..still got one week later then can back to my home sweet home....be patient...

p/s: tioman beach...i want to hug u....but..little sun, pls, elude anywhere..dun show off ur blazing....u will sunburn us...i dont want be chacoal...:(

farewell, dear Agnes...

writing tis blog, actually is in sleepy mood, as over night no sleep just to revise my last paper...huh..really suffer...end of final proclaimed the starting of another coming semester...new challenges, sad and soul heading in front...

dont be changed by ur surrondings, let urself be adapted by change ur heart to face the surroundings...yea, it is unpredictable, and no one will know how it's going to be, the future...life is full with any possible, it maybe will ruin ur whole planning, but be brave, dun doubt God have His own time and remedy..be faith with Him..

overview troughout today, what to say, i am that kinds of tired...start to have exam at 9am, ended at 12pm..no, should be start at 8pm last night to revise, until the time to go exam hall...phew..thanks 4 blessing finally i finished my 5 papers...

today wanna cook spagettie for my lovely housemate as today is her final day with us ...she is going back to hometown tomorrow and going to gratuate in this coming August...

it's that kind of sobsob, she is going to leave us...knowing her just a short period (one year), but all are fulled with sweet memories...we are met in God...

sometimes, she is a bit blur, sometimes she is a bit funny....ha...she called me 'nai nai'..hmm...but i like her to call me so...just like her said, this is wat called friendliness..haha..

agnes, knows that u are 'tested' now.and we all know ur struggles. dun stop praying... and wish u good luck in ur coming life...meet u in convo...all the best...my lovely housemate....:)

(agnes, 2nd from the right, line in front)

the ever bull shit final timetable

just finished my 3rd papers today...and still have 2 papers waiting for me...huh...really hate the timetable, really a bull shit schedule....can i have a break? really tired to finish all papers in one goal..i am tired and exhausted...my mind was saturated lo, cant withstand ir anymore...ahahhahaha...wat a student's life...the last paper, on tis coming friday, is my killing paper...cant memorise all of the proof or any single term...cant imagine how is the day before the exam...no sleep whole night to insert all into ur brain? or just throw away..no need to care about it? NO!!! U CANNOT DO THIS....u want to fail? NO NO NO WAY....stop moaning and groaning...take ur time...

EQ- a long everlasting study

figure out that i am wat a shit of low EQ, easily get mad and emotional...y owes mind about others talking? that is none of ur own business, u cant control that all...k... keeps on thinking about that all shits, somethings u dun like, somethings made u unhappy, is that good to urself???
u!! be mature!!! u are not living alone, u need to be tolerant, everyone have different living background, and so what, that's is their style...that's their habits...

another matter
be frank to urself..... cheating urself is not the solution...telling myself dun too mind about the losts...u will get the even better one..huh? really? i am doubting...puzzling...doubting...thinking much things lately, something complicated and ...........why think that much? dunno...dun think that i am that kind of pessimistic ppl...i think anyone will think that all, just at different stages of life...
i am writing this all is just want to speak out my own feeling, my own moaning...u can view my blog and free to leave ur comments, but pls, bear in mind, this is my blog, i can write anything in it...
phew.....feeling well....haha....
another week b4 start to battle my final...time is ticking.....fighting gal!!!

p/s: God is risen today, today is His big day....He is RISEN!! Joy to the world!!! brothers and sisters in Christ, Happy Easter Day!!!^.^

oh~~~~i see....

A mail to share...be caution...health is precious...

神造人时给人体许多巧妙的安排，从身体的很多方面，我们都可以观察出自己健康的状况。只是很多时候我们都忽略了，现在让我们一起来看看，有哪些是你从来不知道的。

　　以长痘痘来说，有的人偶尔长一两颗，有的人长期为痘痘所苦。但你可知道，青春痘长的位置透露了健康的讯息？以额头来说，可能血液循环有问题，由于过于劳心伤神，所以脾气容易不好。应该睡眠充足、多喝水。

指甲则是人体另一个反应健康的地方。健康的指甲应该是淡粉红色的，且指甲板光滑、没有沟痕，韧度也要够，这些特点不妨自我检视看看。

　　如果指甲凹凸不平，且有沟纹，那堋可能要注意你的肝功能了。若是指甲容易破裂，是缺乏铁质，应该多补充深绿色叶菜、鱼类、豆类等。从指甲其实可以观察出许多疾病的征兆，应该利用修剪指甲时，慎重地检视一番。

　　而排泄物则是另一个显示健康状况的指标，不要嫌脏，每天观察一下，看看自己够不够健康。健康的排泄物是没有臭味的，如果吃多肉类、便秘时，都会产生强烈臭味。

　　除了从这些地方观察自己的健康，更要注意生理时钟，不要违背天然，才能让身体循环正常。 例如凌晨一点到两点是肝脏排毒期，应该要让身体进入睡眠状态，才能顺利排毒。

　　总之，要有健康的身体，自己要做自己第一个医生，第一号的观察照顾者，这样才能健康又快乐。

　 　 1. 冒痘痘的位置与健康讯息　

　　冒痘痘的位置可能显示出身体的警讯，你知道吗？你可能　要看看是否真的该保养身体了。　　

额头
代表心火旺、血液循环有问题，可能是过于劳心伤神。这类的人脾气较不好，应养成早睡早起的习惯，睡眠充足，并多喝水。

鼻子
如果长在鼻梁，代表脊椎骨可能出现问题；如果是长在鼻头处，可能是胃火大、消化系统异常；若在鼻头两侧，就可能跟卵巢机能或生殖系统有关。

下巴
表示肾功能受损或内分泌系统失调。女生容易b 下巴周围长痘痘的可能是月事不顺所引起的。

左边脸颊
可能是肝功能不顺畅，如肝脏的分泌、解毒或造血等功能出了状况。

右边脸颊
可能是肺部功能失常。

　 2. 如何检视指甲的健康 　

指甲的生长夏天比冬天快，手指甲又比脚指甲快，且健康情况也会在指甲上显现哦！所以快检视一下，你的指甲健不健康。

指甲色泽
通常是淡粉红色，但若太常使用指甲油、去光水，也会使指甲变黄。

指甲的韧度
用其他手指按压指甲尖端，若能略为弯曲表示硬度刚好，若太软也表示指甲不健康。

指甲板是否光滑
有时从侧面观看会发现沟痕，那就要多滋养指甲，让情况改善。

周围皮肤
指甲周围皮肤若是过于干燥、粗糙，就要利用按摩与保养，改善情况.

　 3. 指甲的病征 　
　 　指甲可以反应健康状况，观察指甲的变化，可以了解身体有哪些病征。

指甲过白
慢性贫血或肝、肾有问题。

白斑
缺乏锌，可由海产类、菠菜、菇类、五　类、葵瓜子等摄取补充。

容易破裂
缺乏铁质，可由深绿色叶菜类、鱼类、豆类、五　类等补充。

指甲过黄
缺乏维他命E ，也可能是淋巴系统、呼吸系统有问题。维他命E 可由深绿色蔬菜、水果中摄取。

凹凸不平
若还有出现一条条的条纹，可能是肝不好。

　 4. 如何从唇色观察健康状况

健康的唇色是粉红色的，如果唇色不正常，可能是健康状况不好哦！

唇色苍白
若指甲、眼睑也苍白，可能有贫血。

唇色青紫
若非因为气温过于寒冷，有可能是有贫血、心脏方面问题。

唇色淡黄
若脸色、眼白一样呈黄色，可能是肝功能不好。

唇色红紫
若非发烧或一氧化碳中毒，就可能有心脏病、肺病、心脏衰弱
　 5. 从排泄物看健康 　
　　许多人排出的大便有强烈的臭味，其实如果吃多了肉类、便秘时、肠胃道老化都会有此现象。你可以从排泄物观察出自己的健康情况哦！

份量
每次以两三条为适量。

形状
直径两三公分的条状为佳，过软或呈颗粒状则表示肠子有老化状况。

气味
正常者应没有强烈的味道，若有□ 臭味、焦臭味、腐败味，则是有肠老
化现象。

颜色
黄色为正常，颜色愈深表示肠老化状态愈严重。

硬度
排便时若无压迫感或泻肚子状态则为正常.

　 6. 生理时钟表 　
　　身体都有生理时钟，不同时间有不同工作，应该配合生理时钟，才能有健康身体哦！　

时段
时期
工作

午夜 12:00 ~ 1:00
浅眠期
多梦而敏感，身体不适者易在此时痛醒。

凌晨 1:00 ~ 2:00
排毒期
此时肝脏为排除毒素而活动旺盛，应让身体进入睡眠状态，让肝脏得以完成代谢废物。

凌晨 3:00 ~ 4:00
休眠期
重症病人最易发病的时刻，常有患病者在此时死亡， 熬夜最好勿超过这个时间。

上午 9:00 ~ 11:00
精华期
此时为注意力及记忆力最好，且工作与学习的最佳时段。

中午 12:00 ~ 1:00
午休期
最好静坐或闭目休息一下再进餐，正午不可饮酒，易醉又伤肝哦！

下午 2:00 ~ 3:00
高峰期
是分析力和创造力得以发挥淋漓的极致时段！

下午 4:00 ~ 5:00
低潮期
体力耗弱的阶段，最好补充水果来解馋，避免因饥饿而贪食致肥胖。

下午 5:00 ~ 6:00
松散期
此时血糖略增，嗅觉与味觉最敏感，不妨准备晚膳来提振精神。

晚上 7:00 ~ 8:00
暂憩期
最好能在饭后30 分钟去散个步或沐浴，放松一下，纾解一日的疲倦困顿。

晚上 8:00 ~ 10:00
夜修期
此为晚上活动的巅峰时段，建议您善用此时进行商议，进修等　要思虑周密的活动。

晚上 11:00 ~ 12:00
夜眠期
经过镇日忙碌，此时应该放松心情进入梦乡，千万别让身体过度负荷，那可得不偿失哦！