My footprints in Sabah- Sabah trip in June

last June, after ended my fresher life in uni, finally can have a week vacation in Sabah with my family...hmm...tell u all, i am Sabahan actually, and tis is the 1st time i went back to my born land when i grew up...previously i did go back to visit my relatives over there,but, all of it forgot already..and at the same time can visit my big brother who was working over there...hey man, how r u?
What is the first thought that comes to ur mind when Sabah is mentioned? Frankly, i would say it is not tat developed...well, u r wrong, it's gorgeous now!
wat i am really praise is it's totally different from its olden day...it is fully developed...and, it is a vacation paradise!!
oh my....when u go to Tanjung Aru beach, the shimmering and crystal clear beach, can u believe that there is such a beautiful scene?! there were also a lot of islands where u can visit oso..
there are a lots of delicious delicacies around the beach...i stil remember that i m most attracted to the 'char kue thew' over there...uhhh..wat la, juz a simple cook which can get in any place, yea, juz a simple cook, but, i went there for more than 3 times and everytime i must order tat food...can u imagine the taste? it is really really delicious...YUMMY YUMMY...
And..walau..another appalled thing is, can u imagine tat u can get a 30cm height drink with cost only RM 3.50 and it is fruit juice!! haha..dad's reaction stil fresh in my mind..he was shocked when he saw it!
another paradise is Sutera Harbour Resort. ha...if u think that there was no international standareded resort in Malaysia then, u r really outdated and lousy...it is a 7-stars resort..here is really really an amazing place...u will keep on screaming...as u will fully salute with the structures and the buildings inside. it is really a romantic place!! believe me
but so sad, i din bring along my digicam and could not capture such a miracle place..
here is the link where u can noe it more
http://www.suteraharbour.com/new/
In Sabah, there is no way for u to skip the seafood..it is famous with its seafood, right? yea, really enjoy eating seafood over there...

in a nutshell, we are more closed after this vacation..and found that big brother really changed a lot after left home..he became more considerable and more rational...and tis precious moment was deeply stated in my mind...Cheer!!

and my next aim is i wanna climb Mount Kinabalu!!

Pictures draw hundred words...here are sum of the pics tat i took during my vacation....Cheer~~~~

New place, new friendship..

wonderful moments at Genting, during my sophomore...Cheer!!

Friendship...

no deny, we cannot survive without frens...there is a say, where at home, u depend on parent, outside u depend on frens...frens play an important character and role in our life, no matter who, we cannot live alone, without any1, right? if u are like so, u are really pity...as u live all by urself, no others...wat a pity....
gals, i m really appreciating u all.....albeit i had not seen u all for a long time, i m still keep u all deep inside my heart...i m really grateful to have frens like u gals...even though juz a simple regard, 'How r u", tat's enough for everythings...
seeing the moon at different places, when there is the time, then is time to reunion...

Lang, ebeth, angeline, friendship forever!!! cheer!!
miss u all~~

Precious moments in olden day....

感觉? 神的旨意?

感觉对你来说, 重要吗? 还是你顺服神的旨意?

前晚, 学好吉它, 就去吃久违的宵夜了...不知不觉, 大家也聊起自己对另一半的看法...有的重感觉, 有的看重他/她是否是合神心意的人..
感觉对我来说是很重要的...淡了, 就是没了. 这种感觉来得快也去的快...这并不是神安排的另一半...
有个朋友说, 你交了一个男/女朋友, 你求神祝福, 神会祝福你. 但, 若你先问神, 他/她是否是祢安排的, 神会赐你更大的祝福. 这两种不一样祝福, 你要哪个呢? 期待, 等待, 主为我安排的

单身? 由始至终都没想过. 可是, 如果真的有那么一天, 我会顺服吗?

等待

这星期的祷告会. 教了我学习等待的功课..生活里, 等待是难免的, 有时你等的不是你要的, 有时又错过了你等的..唯有长叹无奈!
等待, 是很苦的...但你愿意等吗? 若你愿意等, 并将主权交给那万事都能的主, 那你就有资格得福了...
我需要反省了, 这个功课, 我都不去深思...生活里, 主权都在自己手中, 没将它交托上帝...道理知道得很多, 可是都没行出...矛盾的人啊, 反省吧!!!

long holiday, how to past?

2nd day back fr Genting...these 2 days, life is really routine and mundane..and homesick, again, haunted me, especially yesterday...very miserable...mom, dad, i really really miss u 2...i thought i can manage to stay far away fr home for a long time, but i can't make it...hopefully tis woeful period can past by asap...aaahhhhhhhahhahahhah............HOMESICK! PLS GO AWAY!!
and, my two little brothers, how r u? heard fr mom that u 2 r gaining rebellious and gave her a big headache...Come on, dun be like tat anymore, mom was tired in dealing wif u 2...i think when i m back, i should give u 2 a big big warning..

ha...about my life over here, ya, went to Genting last few days, with housemates and frens..but after came back, ha, everyday do the same things...online lo, watch drama series, watch tv, sleep, eat...aduh....going to grow horizontally lo...so, start to jog everyday...juz hope tat can lose sum weight...

hmm...stil got a week more b4 go to KL to join camps, wat to do in these few days? muz make a full use of it...wanna write about some trips...wanna finish my korea drama series...not bad one, Spring Waltz...got leng cai, leng lui ooo....

juz stop here...ZZzzzzzz........nite..

Guitar?! No short cut...

listen...i m practising guitar now....ah....like a demon vociferating...uhhhh.....

guitar, not easy to learn! It requires a lot of effort, talents, times cum practices....i hv limited talents...tat's y i m still in the halfway..

Am, D, F, Dm, C, A, A7, G, E....only 8 codes oredi drove me crazy...who r the creator of guitar? how r u guys manage it?...And, for them who know to play guitar well, u r such a cool and smart guy....woo....so jealous...when can i be like u guys?

Yet, i m so grateful....Again, i hv tis opportunity to learn it as previously my fren asked me to learn at church, but i rejected...hehe..Wen, i m learning now. Later when i m back, let's interchange the techniques...Wen, acutally i was a bit regret last time when u asked me to learn guitar wif u, and when i m in 1st year, tat enthusiasm even stronger, as my church over here offered guitar lesson..but, becox of time problem, so, learn it in my sophomore..

Meanwhile...shifu, thanks a million as u puts a lot of effort to teach us...but pls dun too rush la, we nid time to practise...as u know la, practise make perfect...no short cut to learn guitar...

yea...i nid to put more n more endeavor...dun be lazy..God, thanks for giving me all of tis...nth to say...my heart is full wif gratefulness...Thanks!!

shopping frenzy.....tiring...

Shopping Queen? i think most ppl agreed tat i m suited wif tis title....really? no la..hey...dun declare me as shopping queen ..i m not tat 'geng'...i m just like to walk around, juz like window shopping...sumtimes even dun buy anything..
After finished my final, i think most of the activity i did is shopping (besides watching drama series) This is in consequence of no shopping for one month...Today is the 3rd time i went shopping...phew..dun think tat i m not tired...extremely tired le...a backache from all that walking and shopping...
pls dun ask me why i like shopping so much? i can't explain it to u..i m juz like it, no harm right?just like someone like to online, like to play ball, like to watch movies...everyone have different kinds of favor, right? As long as u din do any harm to others...yea...
But, i know that shopping is wasting time actually and it is bad to myself ( as my pocket now got a big big hole...wa...ahaha...no more money)...ai...need to control myself a bit...dun buy sumthing useless...

steamboat!! 7 of us and bella, we went to eat steamboat today at SeoulGarden, Gurney Plaza (Penang)...really a recommeded place to enjoy buffet...inside there, u can enjoy the korea songs displayed...the sentimental songs congested ur mind, ur mouth full with the food...waise....
BUT
hold on...don't eat until dunno how to pause...took too much food n cannot finish, later u are eating in tears....stomach full with food, stomachache and wanna vomit..really fatigued...-.-!!!

before start to eat....

gals who r far away, i miss u all...next time when i back to sibu, sure got a lot a lot of stories to share with u gals...do keep in touch ya...^o^.....lol

end of suffer..

Hurray!! no more suffer...no more notes on my table. and tis semester is goin to end..
i think 'suffer' is the word i spoke most frequent during tis final period..but now a free and leisure time awaits..

finally..really a finally...a long awaited final was completely end now...
finally i can sleep full
finally i can watch drama series
finally i can online
finally no need set alarm to wake me up, no need arrange time to do revision
finally can go shopping
finally no need bite the books anymore....haha ^o^...lol

guys, tell u wat are the prices i paid out for my final.. out of spirits panda eyes , pimples...Gosh!! need to remedy it...damm ugly la..

wat m i goin to do during my holiday, 3 weeks fr now..as i m not goin back...hmm....nid to make a full plan so tat wont waste the precious time..wanna make a full use of it...
ya, got a lot drama series to watch, but actually i dun wan to sit whole day in front of the laptop, n do the same things whole days n weeks.. i wan to go travelling, explore somewhere, explore somethings new...

昨晚的祷告会给了我很多省思...是啊, 做人何必那么执著呢? 执著于那些你没有的, 执著于你渴望的...
为何不学习感恩? 感恩你拥有的, 感恩你周遭的事物...这样做人就不会那么辛苦, 一直在死胡同打转...
人往往都不懂得感恩...在拥抱幸福的刹那间, 你有感恩吗?人往往都不懂得知足, 有了还要再有, 没了只会抱怨, 自怜自艾...
我承认, 很多时候我都没有感恩..
我其实是很幸福的, 能说,能看,能听, 能吃, 能睡 能走, 能读, 能笑....有个疼我的家, 有一群很好的朋友...你还有什么不满的呢? 试想想, 这个世上还有更多比你百倍不幸的人...他们应该怨谁呢?
你现在所拥有的幸福不是必然的, 都是从主而来的...

学习感恩吧...在你感恩时, 你会发现世上所有的一切原来是那么的美好...拐个弯, 感个恩, 你会看见那一片美丽的彩虹, 充满生气的旭日...
其实喜乐不是很难得到的, 你也不必去寻找它...因为感恩就是喜乐!!!

Happiness is like a butterfly;
the more you chase it,
the more it will elude you,
but if you turn your attention to other things,
it will come and sit softly on your shoulder.

(copied from angeline's blog)

strive for the last goals...

from 31/10 until today, i had finished 4 papers...in between, there were sour, headache and suffer...haha...suffer again..
2 papers stil waiting for me, waiting 4 me to complete, waiting 4 me to throw the notes away ( after i finished d exams la). found tat tis sem, i m not tat anxious or panic in facing d exams....albeit still got exams phobia, not as strong as b4... m i cope wif it? Some1 is owes wif me, suppling me wisdom and confidence....ha, so peace...miracle!!

gal, strive for the last goal, force urself to do more....as freedom is ahead....haha....:p

i can walk the sticky patch through as God is always with me...with faith n believe in God, there is nothing to fear...

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请迫切为我这位朋友祷告

大家, 请迫切为我这位朋友祷告...但, 很抱歉无法将他的事情全盘说出...
昨天的考试并没有让他有解脱的愉悦, 反而让他的眉头琐得更紧了..."欲加之罪, 何患无词". 被人冤枉, 你该接受还是对抗呢?
位高权重的人啊, 拜托你了, 别拿放大镜看一切的事情...动动你的脑啊..不是所有的事情都是你所想的.

他现在面临重大的考验. 迷惘的他, 不知下一步该如何走, 不知下一步会发生什么事...也许主要试炼他...这是他安排的...

朋友, 不要觉得孤单...主时时刻刻都在你身旁...将一切不知的事交托给全知的上帝, 主在聆听你的祷告...他在俯身倾听...你要对他有信心!
请为他祷告吧!因为祷告就是力量!

nice msg to share wif...

stressed (压力) 和 desserts (甜点), 有着很微妙的关系

stressed 倒着写就是 desserts.
so, stressed is just desserts if u can reverse. (压力就是甜点, 只要你能逆向观看).

人生有许多压力, 挫折, 转个念, 换个角度看, 它也就是我们生命中的 '甜点'......

final exam.....

ai....again, student's life... final exam again... if exam is abolished, how will it be?

frankly, i m not confident wif my final tis time...althought i bite the notes everyday n night...tis week is study week...like the name, study everyday...really routine, start to revise at 8am, 12pm lunch time, 1pm-6pm study again( nap in btw)...then dinner n bite again, 12am, bed time. phew...........................realy dull....what can do? study la.........

start my final on 31 ofOct, n end on 9th of Nov...all together 15 days fr now..,hehhe...later can learn guitar...hahha...

BUT NOW STUDY!!!!!
GAMBATEH!!! ^.^

hurted sum1

i found tat i nid to learn how to socialise wif others...thinking tat my words is nth, but acutally i m hurting sum1...after viewed my fren's blog, then i realized tat, she was bad mood on tat day juz becoz of me...oh no, again,..........n agian..i dun wan to repeat my mistakes anymore...i wan to against it...gal, i really don mean to hurt u...

ya...mouth can b a good deliverer but can oso b a weapon at the same time, depends on how u benefit it...dont let ur mouth be a sin...talk sumthings tat's is good...not shit...
everyone r tension now, so the volcano ll burst anytime...so better watch out my words...dun simply hurt sum1..dun let ur happiness be others sadness...

And...
forcing myself to be more concern on my revision...ya, online, chatting n listening to music are really happy n fun, but u r escaping sumthing, fr the reality...wat 4 u do sumthing useless...nth to say...wan to sleep...tat's all... a bit disappointed wif myself..........

finally...

finally is time to say good bye to my 2nd year 1st sem...today is my last day lecture...hmm...
no special feelings...a bit happy coz finally no nid go to sch everyday n no more assignments...haha...i think tis is the sound in every uni studs....n most important is no more LAB REPORT...hated most... tis sem took a bio paper...Gosh!!! each report damn long one...n nid to draw lots of eukaryotes n prokaryotes...started fr tat nite i slept around 5am in order to finish tat report, tat's wat made my pimples pop-up...gosh!!~~endless report...

overall to say, tat i learnt a lot during tis sem...pain or soul, all r pasted ...started to join church quir tis sem n started to do church services..learnt a lot...found tat after i moved out, mind changed n more enthusiased to know more about Jesus...shy to say tat, b4 i m really a nominal christian, dun even noe about wat i was believed in...i m really thanks to God for leading me to USM, to DONG MA TUAN QI, to L3-4, hv a bunch of housemates who r deep in their religious...when i m upset, they shared wif me, when i m wondering, they lead me...wat i want to say is i m really really happy to stay wif u gals n appreciate u all...although we don't know each others b4, but b'coz of God, we met...gals, rejoice in God!!!

hmm...talking about trademark of L3-4, i think those who r close wif us should noe about tat...our big laugh...frens in 1st floor even can hear it...but one day if u dont hear it, u ll feel weird...haha...

final is ahead...muz control myself to online..found tat oredi addicted to online...
anyway, i muz get ready...n pray hard to God to gif us wisdom n confidence...

原来笑声是这么美的....

finally i found a time to update my blog...quite a long time no blogging...actually so many things happen within these few days...dunno where to start...where to elaborate...

这几天下来, 每一个人都是处于紧绷的状况, 就像一条拉紧的塑胶带, 随时都会断. 每个都忙着assinments, lab report, tests...etc...really terrible...今晚, 终于找回那遗失的开怀笑声了. 每个人都 放下心中的负担了. 是啊, 活着,开心是最重要的.

笑, 可以很容易, 也可以很困难. 有人笑是为了表面工作, 有人笑是皮笑肉不笑. 发之内心的笑才是真正的笑. 今晚的晚餐很有家的味道...和昨晚的晚餐比, 差很多...

路, 终始难走, 但我们依然要走. 跌倒了, 就站起来吧...主必会牵我们的手, 走过这一切...我们要对他有信心.

不过, 在接下来的两个星期, 不敢想像家里会怎样, 因为, 就要final 了!!! 啊~~!!!~~ 这个nightmare就要开始了....那个压力"顶不顺"啊!!!~~~!!!!...祷告吧!!求主赐我们智慧, 信心, 力量, 让我们渡过这一关....
juz wan to say, all pasted already...忘记过去, 放眼未来...

last saturday, after talked wif mom, homesick suddenly haunted me...wonder y suddenly felt tat i m such a bad gal...mom, dad, sorry 4 everythings i did when i m at home...quarrel n hurt u 2 hearts are the most bad things i did...i m really regret about tat...far away fr home made me learnt how to appreciate more n more...the moments at home is the most PRECIOUS ONE...mom, please take care of ur health, sorry 4 can't stay beside u owes...even though i m far, i m still ur lovely darling...i ll pray hard 4 God's blessing...reunion in Chinese New Year ya...my lovely parents!!

burn the midnight oil...

listening to song "Life is like a boat" n searching sum info 4 my bio lab...n now is 12.50am...piew...now actually i m vy sleepy, but wat can i do? hv to complete it b4 next Thursday..

n tis coming sunday, test again...Gosh!! test on sunday morning again...Lecturer, u have ur Allah, i oso have my Jesus la...i nid to do my worship as well...n tired to walk le..no bus!!!Oh no!!!The burning sun is goin to 'eat' me...

yesterday heard mom said tat haze is terrible in sarawak...ya, not a fresh news anymore...wat r the gov thinking now? r they oso like us keep on asking y haze came again? NATO-NO ACTION TALK ONLY!! no action is taken by them, jux left the problems worse...hey, knock ur head!! ALERT!! PLS LA, DO WAT U SHOULD DO!!! n tis morning, penang suddenly got haze...n my nose, ya, allergic again...ai...terrible...cannot tahan la...wanna cut it off!

haha...mooncake festival! again, celebrate it in penang...the 2nd time..stil remember tat last year celebrated it wif frens, carrying tanglung, walk around Tasik Aman, haha...stil fresh in mind...who said tat carrying tanglung at tis age is childish...hmm...not actually, it is fun!!

mom, dad, missing u 2, missing ur cooks n everything...每逢佳节倍思亲...这句话已经深深体会到了. 以前在家里爽过头了, 都不知道自己是生在福中不知福. 现在很想家啊!
mom, dad, take good care of urselves... i m fine here n everythings r okay... i hv luvly housemates, luvly church n i m not alone as i noe i m accompanied by Father.....
DEAREST MOM, DAD...LOVE U 4EVER N HAPPY MOONCAKE FESTIVAL!!

gal, happy mooncake festival!!

Interesting Dinner

Yesterday nite…piew…really a tired dinner…ya, 1st time kelam-kabut in preparing the dinner…haha….not bad to memorise …
Last nite, 10 persons have the dinner 2gether…n is my turn to cook…juz prepare simple foods- lobak tong, soy sauce chicken n bayam…

During dinner, my fren kept on criticizing my cooking technique..菜还没熟, 饭太干…bla…bla…bla…gosh!i cooked it 4 u but u stil complain bout it…nvm, next time when is ur turn to cook, c how m I goin to criticize it…hehe..hehe...=p…虽然有时她讲话没经过大脑的, 不过她是一个很好的machi…我很佩服她的毅力…在逆境中依然有一颗热诚的心,开朗的心…Jia You!!!!!!

y I say interesting is the food prepared was not enuff to eat…haha…underestimated the guys’ stomach…主人家吃胞了, 可是客人还没吃胞..a bit funny when heard sze say tat…so, go to fry eggs again…hmm…finally they finished the rice…haha..guys, next time if come to hv dinner again, pls come wif half empty stomach...otherwise u guys stil feel hungry...

tis week..life routine is vy simple, go to sch , back to house, do assignments, lab report…n no more shopping 4 tis mth n next mth…tat leisure was postponed to Nov…then I ll shout SHOPPING TIME!!! HAHA…BUT NOW, GAL, IS TIME TO STUDY!!! Gambateh!!!
hopefully i can finish my lab report...hmm....

if really hv luv n faith, y stil break?

tis is the Q my fren asked me, but i dunno how to answer her... faith is enuff to maintain a luv...it is true...but anything ll fade if 2 r not close or far away, everything can change...

long distace luv is not easy to maintain...both nid to be confident each others n they muz believe in each others...
my mind now really wanna burst....sumthing is circulating in it...cant control it...ya...i keep on asking where is my true luv...true love...not easy to get...nid a lot, a lot, a lot of patients...sumtimes when i saw frens around me broke up, i m scare tat if i really meet my mr.right, how m i goin to maintain it? no idea....

真爱要等待....这句话一直支撑我到现在...要不然, 相信我已经垮了! 主往往都安排最好的给他的子女, 你要耐心等候!

wat's wrong wif my skin...damm itchy

oh no....my skin..suddenly vy itchy n cant tahan la!!! i dunno wat's wrong wif it, i dun allergic to anything or wat..but it suddenly become like tat...n it really drives me crazy...these few days mood is vy bad...easily mad n lack concerntration in my works...

i m really salute wif one of my fren who has skin allergic...she faced tis problems 4 about 3 years...but she confronted it steadily n stil a vy happy go lucky gal...she knows tis is the gap tat she has to cross by...but she is not alone, she is wif her Father...gal...u can make it...n u keeps on telling me don scratch it...u oso dun do it ya...4 ur own sake...

ai...final is around the corner n i not yet get ready...so shame on myself as i dun manage my time steadily.....yesterday was the sch election...ya, we voted...but 4 wat? u wan us to vote u, but wat can u do 4 us? sit inside meeting room, talk sum words, til the seat is hot...bye bye!!! tat's all u can do...PLS LA....B RESPONSIBLE TO URSELF....

last nite, log in to friendster, saw a fren who is far away....wo...permed her hair n highlighted it...really a new n fresh image...looked more mature...ya gal...change a new look, cheer up urself...i noe u r down these few days...since tat incident...but true luv is given to those who r willing 2 wait 4 it...when u r ready, u sure ll get one...take care ya gal....